Single Female

Only God knows

(Times mothers to the Atm, the balance has not increased)

I could only sigh at reading that line of message. There is no other language than money and money.

{Sarah has not paid Ma'am..Pray tomorrow or the day after the salary has entered}

(Not payday or money is used up you use for poya-foya)

With a little annoyance I pressed the call button on my phone.

"Assynoltomodel.."

"Why are you on the phone?mom's outside"

Without waiting for a response from me, my mother hung up the phone. There was a sense of tightness that suddenly appeared just like that.

(If your salary has come in, hurry up the transfer. We need to eat)

{iya Bu..}

The instant noodles I had just cooked were just stirring without intending for me to eat. Do you know his son here no longer has money even just to eat.

Every night only instant noodles stomach boost when hungry. Luckily, these few days Dimas always took me to breakfast and lunch so I didn't go hungry.

I cry for my life, cry for everything that happens in my life. If I could be honest, I'm so tired of living like this. Having a family but like living a family. No one cares..

I'm playing my phone, looking at social networks in blue. I saw my sister's account milling around on the homepage. There are many statuses written there.

[If I had worked later, mom would have been number one]

[Foya-foya overseas.mother herself starved].

[I'm the only mother's daughter]

I don't know what my sister means to make such a status. I quickly opened the message on the blue app to ask Sasha what happened because I saw her online.

{Sha.what does your writing mean}

My message was immediately read by him and soon my message was replied by Sasha.

[If you don't feel offended]

[Don't forget you've got dependents here, so don't go foya-foya]

{What do you mean talk like that, I'm your brother not your friend}

{At least respect me}

[If you can't be a good brother yet, don't ever ask to be respected by me]

I did not want to prolong the problem, I finally decided to close the blue application and intend to sleep. I tried not to put Sasha's words in my heart, let it be. Maybe he's upset because I haven't sent mom any money.

My phone vibrated a sign of an incoming call, I saw my mother's number appear on the screen.

"Assynolajet..Ma"

"You're why the hell make mother high blood continue"

"Why Ma'am?" many wonder.

"What do you mean humiliate your sister like that?"

"Huh.." I don't understand anymore.

"If you don't want to send any more money at least don't say we're a burden"

"Mom...Sarah never said that" I said in self-defense.

"You're a selfless child, a child doesn't know profit.."

Mom closes the phone with an outgoing vow. I can only take a long breath. There's nothing I can do but tell myself that you're just emotional.

"Mother is just angry .. Don't get into the heart" I murmured to myself.

No. Not that I'm flabby and can't be angry. But I cannot raise my voice to the woman who gave birth to me. Mother who devoted her whole life to us only her children.

Wouldn't not know myself if I had to fight mom...