SIGITS

GOODBYE TO LOVE

　

　

The air was getting colder, I saw Sigit was no longer near me. I opened my eyes slowly and sat down. I saw the clock showing at 4 in the morning.

Sigit who is standing facing the sun will rise. The sky had already begun to look discolored not as dark as last night. Stars – stars as if moving away.

“ Hey what are you doing?” I approached Sigit.

“ Is waiting.” He said while stretching his hand. Maybe he's waiting for the sunrise.

“ Are you good – is fine, your face looks pale. I make warm tea first.” Sigit's face looked extremely pale, his body was extremely cold. I made him a glass of warm tea and we sat on the edge of the cliff.

The sky was already looking redder, the sunlight slowly started to appear one after another. Sigit spread his body and rested his head on my thigh.

“ Thank you Risya for coming to my life and giving color to me every day. Terimakasi has taken care of and care for me in the rest of the end of this hiudpku. Uhuk. Perhaps thank you is not enough to repay all your kindness but I do not know what to thank you for. I'm just a stupid, unlucky man who didn't understand your heart all this time. Thank you Risya for loving me with all my heart. If I can be honest I love you much earlier than you love me. There are many ways I can get closer to you. I thought not being friends with you would make you understand that my love turned out to be wrong, it should have been from the very beginning when we met that I gave you a million points of attention so that you would understand my heart instead of giving a million sorrows and indolences. Risya promise me you will live a happy life after this, never shed your tears again. These tears are so precious you should not throw them away in vain – sia.” Say Sigit slowly while coughing – cough and

sometimes he takes a deep breath. I clasped her cold hand and I touched her hair. I caress Him with great affection.

“ Stop crying for me, I'm not the one you deserve to cry for. Risya if the orange that brings us together now then do not you ask why the orange will also separate us at this time. Believe me, God has planned the best for us. I won't be right – right away from you, I will always be in your heart. I will always see you and love you. Believe me, every memory I have with you, I always remember it and keep it in my heart. If people say climbing is the most fun thing and the mountain is a very beautiful scenery but not for me. There is nothing more beautiful than climbing up your love. If the Edelweiss is an eternal flower, there is nothing further immortal than my love for you. May God bring you happiness. I'm tired

let me sleep on your lap like 6 years ago. Thank you for the back of my heart. I love you so much.” Said Sigit while shedding his tears. I can't say what – is anymore, my tears keep flowing down my cheeks. Sigit kissed my forehead and smiled. Sigit closed his eyes slowly and looked calm on his face. I kept stroking her hair finely.

The sun is already seen getting higher, lights – lights and stars – stars are gone one by one. The fog that enveloped this mountain had begun to thin, the sound of birds was already chirping welcome morning.

The time is 6:30. His body was getting colder, his face looked increasingly pale, his breathing sounded extremely weak.

“ Sigit wake.” I said in a trembling voice, but there was no answer from him.

“ Sigit open your eyes. Let's go back.” I said with tears growing more and more. My body shook when Sigit was right – didn't respond to me.

Finally I decided to contact Arka who was following us and slept in the square. Arka and Team SAR climbed to the top of the mountain. Sigit was rushed to the city hospital.

I contacted Sigit and Bu Risma's family, they immediately came to the city Hospital. Arka and the local doctor took her to the ICU room to provide help. I can't sit still at this time, I keep praying that Sigit can be saved. My tears cannot stop. Sigit's mother's warm embrace calms me at this moment. I felt the destruction that was in his heart but He looked stronger and calmer than I was.

An hour later, the doctor gave me help. The door opened slowly and we ran to the doctor. Arka hugged me very tightly.

Without Arka having to talk I understand the meaning of her embrace.

I don't know if I wish this was just a dream, God please wake me up from this dream. Or this is just a joke Sigit. Last night He was good – was fine. We were still lying on the same ground and under the same sky. Please wake me from this nightmare.

“ Risya you must be strong.” Said Arka hugging me tightly, feeling her tears dripping. I can't stop my crying.

“ Arka I'm dreaming, wake me Arka, wake me up. Or you're joking about Arka. It's not funny.” Shouted hysterically while hitting the chest of the Ark field.

I let go of Arka's embrace and entered the room. Seen on the bed of a helpless weak body, his face covered in a white blanket. I opened slowly hoping that it wasn't Sigit.

God why so soon you took Him from me. 6 years I searched and waited for him. Why did you only meet us in just 10 days. Why did you take it back so soon. So many sins I have with you that you take them forever from me. God, if this is just a nightmare, wake me up from this nightmare.

　

　

His body was now lying underground quietly. He doesn't feel the pain anymore, he's been much better there. Sigit may God give you the most beautiful place as I always have

give you a place in my heart.

Here I will always love you. Thank you for giving me the best lesson of my life.

I realize at this time everyone has their own life story – each. Not all stories will end happily or woefully.

Believe me God has planned everything as best as possible.

Make a lesson in everything you have gone through because it all has its own meaning.

　

4 Days later our KKN ended well. I decided to go back to Jakarta. A week later I had a wedding with Arka. Arka explained everything. This is Sigit's request. She asked Arka to marry me immediately so that I would not feel lonely after her departure.

Sigit had planned everything, the most beautiful gift for our wedding had Sigit prepared. We had a wedding in Bandung with – children.

It is in this village that all those memories are engraved, I will never forget them. It was in this village that I learned many things. It was in this village that I found what I was looking for. Meaning of Life, Love, compassion and separation.

May this village one day give me a million joys.

I now understand what real life means and what true love means. Take the positives in every journey of your life and throw away every negative thing in it.

Thank God for your life now when God gives you health. Sometimes try to look back there are still many people who are far sad than you. Appreciate everyone who loves you as long as He is by your side. Never waste – save the opportunity. You will regret it when God takes everything from you. Keep yourself close to him. Remember Allah Who created us and only He will return.

 SIGIT I WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOUR NAME IN MY HEART BECAUSE I KNOW WHEN LOVE DOESN'T HAVE TO HAVE DOESN'T MEAN WE HAVE TO HATE LOVE.

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