SIGITS

Always Love

　

　

“ Kang Setya from anywhere, I've been waiting here.” Said Aida who was sitting on the porch of Sigit's house. Sigit ignored Aida and entered the house.

Sigit's face looks very pale, on the road Dy felt a pain in his head.

We finally decided to go back home. I drove Sigit to his room.

Aida followed us into the house.

“You are the brave – dare bring Kang Setya.” Said Aida who pulled my hand after I came out of Sigit's room.

“ I am Sigit's schoolmate and I am the doctor who takes care of him now.” I said to Aida while releasing Aida's hand.

“ Then that's why Kang Setya just shut up, you said Dy.” Aida said in an annoyed tone looking into my cynical eyes. I don't know what the relationship is between Dy and Sigit but from the look in his eyes Dy really dislikes my closeness to Sigit.

“ I do not know how close you are with Sigit, but you should know at this time Sigit is not good. Let Dy rest first.” I said as I held Aida's shoulder and went down the stairs to the kitchen to get water and medicine.

I went back to Sigit's room to see Aida who was still standing in front of Sigit's room.

“ Let me just give you the cure.” Said Aida who forcefully took the glasses and the medicine I brought.

I just fell silent and followed Aida into Sigit's room. Sigit was lying on his bed.

“ Kang wake up, take medicine first.” Said Aida while sitting next to Sigit. I was still standing behind Aida. I wanted to leave the two of them but I was afraid that Sigit's memory still had not improved and made Aida confused.

Sigit opened his eyes slowly and wrinkled his forehead. Dy leaned his body on the bed.

“ Aida why are you in my room.” Sigit said in shock to see Aida sitting next to him.

It seems Sigit's memory has returned.

“ Why my Akang can not enter the akang room during this time, while Risya can Kang.” Said Aida with her Sundanese accent and an annoyed tone.

So all this time Sigit did not let anyone else into his master room and only I was allowed to enter. It turns out there are a lot of things I didn't know about Sigit all along.

“ Because Dy is my personal doctor, so Dy is the one who looks after and takes care of me. If Dy doesn't let me in, how can Dy know what happened to me. Already Aida I need your rest go home first.” Said Sigit in an annoyed tone as he endured his pain. Aida left us both and kept me sharp.

“ Take your medicine I'll be back.” I said to Sigit. Sigit held my hand.

I was unable to look him in the eye, I tried to take my hand out of his grasp but Sigit held me tight. I sat down next to her and could not hold back my tears. I tried to remove it and tried hard in front of Sigit.

“ Since when did Risya you find out about me, did Arka tell you ?” Said Sigit while touching my delicate cheek, his tears flowing down his cheek.

“ No, it wasn't Arka who told me. I accidentally heard your conversation while at the house of Mr. Agung.” I said while bowing my head. My sobbing cannot stop making my voice sob – sedu.

Sigit held my face with both hands and forced me to look at his face.

“ Why didn't you tell me Sigit first, why did you hide everything?” My words could no longer hold back the resentment in my heart. " You should have said that everything was possible when this was not the case. I'm not leaving you even if you have a contagious disease."

“ I just don't want to worry you, I don't want you to be close to me for loving me.” Said Sigit with red eyes and flowing tears on his cheeks. I tried to wipe her tears and gently rubbed her cheeks.

“ I never loved you, my feelings for you are sincere. Whatever happens to you I will never leave you.” I said softly to Sigit.

Sigit grabbed my hand and kissed it.

“ Now I'm happy to know everything and even if I'm going to leave I can go quietly, I've calmed down there Arka can take care of you.” Sigit smiled at me. I don't want to hear the word – that word from his mouth. Did Dy give up on his situation. No. Dy can't give up. Dy could've healed.

“ Sttt... don't say it, I'm sure you'll be good – is fine. “ My words touched Sigit's lips with my fingers.

We will never know what tomorrow will be like.

Let's just say tomorrow is the mystery that awaits us there.

Perhaps tomorrow will be the day that we will be for one happiness.

Or maybe tomorrow is the day we don't want to meet because sadness is in it.

But whatever happens tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and so on we must continue to live it.

Whatever happens, it's been outlined doomed for us. We won't be able to fight it.

Believe one thing,

I have often said that God will not give trials beyond the limits of the ability of his people.

And believe God's plan is far better than we thought and imagined.