SIGITS

CI BUYUT AFTERNOON

　

　

　

“ Risya, accompany me on the road – street afternoon.” Said Sigit arrived – suddenly hugging me from behind as I was sweeping the backyard.

“ It's afternoon, your body is cold. Why don't you put on your jacket.” I let go of the broom I was holding.

“ Do I look like a sick person, Hmm why do you always think me like I'm going to die.” Said Sigit leaning his chin on my shoulder.

“ Sttttt... Don't tell me that, I don't think of you like that.” I turned my body and caught it. I touched his lips with my finger so He stopped saying that wasn't – didn't.

“ Yes already then let's take me around this Village and enjoy the view.” Said Sigit pulled me to street – afternoon road.

We walked slowly through each village to see the beauty of the village this afternoon, the dew on the leaves was still visible from the rain this afternoon. Occasionally Sigit coughed and endured the pain in his body.

“ We just go back yuk.” Invite me when I see Sigit coughing – cough because of cold.

“ I'm good – just fine Risya.” Said Sigit holding my hand. He smiled happily at the sight this afternoon. We walked to the health post. Looks Kiky, Via and Runa are preparing – ready to return to the house of Mr. Agung.

“ Later if you have been to University you will do the same as them.” Say Sigit while pointing at the collar of Friends – my friend. There was sadness on their faces when they saw Sigit's condition that had changed a lot. His body that looked increasingly thin and his face that was pale.

“ Yes, maybe we can one University someday.” My eyes glazed over – the glass could not hear his every utterance, as if we were going to part forever.

“ Hey why are you sad, even if we don't remember one thing together instead of the departure that separates us. It is the heart that unites us. Risya if one day we part, remember one thing, I will always be in your heart. Call my name then I'll come see you.” Said Sigit while laughing. Why every word he said seemed to tell me about separation, what Sigit would be right – right away from me.

We continued our footsteps along the road, every way we met with residents who greeted us.

“ It feels like we have lived here for a long time yes, the citizens here are so good. Often greet us, bring us food.” Said Sigit innocently. He thinks that we're here for only a day and for the holidays. Though He's been here for – years and He's the owner of this plantation.

“ Maybe they love you very much.” I said while sitting in a small hut in the middle of the rice field that I first met Aida.

“ Hmm why this place is like a stranger yes, have we ever been here Risya?” Said Sigit while staring at every corner of this bamboo hut.

“ Maybe, do you remember something?” I looked at Sigit.

“ Haha No, I don't remember what – is.” Said Sigit laughing and stroking my head.

“ Hmm.” I took a deep breath.

“ Why Risya, did I disappoint you.” Said Sigit touching my cheek.

“ No Sigit, you don't disappoint me.” I said with a smile and fixed Sigit's face.

“ Risya see, someday this rice field will be yours, I will buy it for you as a gift. Who is the owner of this farm? Very broad. I'm glad to see that rice – paddy is growing healthy.” Said Sigit while standing up and stretching out his response. He pointed to the estate that in fact this was his.

I stood up and hugged her from behind. The tears that I had been holding back from earlier just flowed away.

“ Never go again Sigit.” I kept hugging him tightly and didn't want to let go.

“ You why, I will never leave your heart. Even if you find something better than me and go with him believe me I will always be there for you. Going is not the end of everything. Save me always in your heart.” Said Sigit turning my body and hugging me from the front. He rested his chin on top of my head.

In the middle of the rice fields in the afternoon, the wind blows so strong, the sky starts to redden and the sun that has begun to fall as if embarrassed to see us.

Orange is beautiful but I do not like it, because orange is the color of farewell.

Where the sun will part with the earth. Perhaps if it were sunny tomorrow the sun would show itself again, but if there were a black cloud the sun would be covered.

If God created an orange for Dusk

Why He did not create you for me

Why God did not create you to complete my life

If I were twilight what god would make you my King.

Why should there be a meeting if there should be a farewell.

Why should there be love if it will make suffering.

This wind was blowing so hard as if talking to us.

What are you mourning?

What do you expect?

If God has written his destiny, what can you do.

It's true that all of this is predestined, and then we can do what. Only prayer and hope can be done.

The sun is no longer visible, the orange has now changed color. Stars – stars start popping up one by one. The cold night wind began to feel. We decided to go back home.

“ Arch.” I said when I saw Arka was sitting in front of the terrace of Sigit's house. Arka smiled at us.

“ Who is Risya?” Sigit asked when he saw Arka, Sigit really did not remember Arka though.

“ My Arka, Her Brother Risya.” Said Arka extending her hand greeting Sigit.

Arka looked at me and coded that I should say the same thing.

“ I..iya He's My Brother.” My speech is flat - brick. I saw Arka smiling at me.

“ Oh yes already invite Him in, I go up first.” Sigit walked away leaving us both.

I invited Arka to come inside, and sat in the guest room. I made Arka drink and brought him snacks.

“ Have been waiting for long?” I said sitting next to Arka.

“ No, just got.” Said Arka holding my hand.

“ Arka what happened with Sigit, why at the moment He only remembers the events of 6 years ago.” I said with curiosity.

“ Actually this case often happens to people who have brain cancer, so He only remembers things that he has not wanted to forget or rough He always remembers everything about you and with you.” Said Arka explaining about the memory Prihal Sigit.

I shed my tears again, I can't believe Sigit always remembers me.

“ Then what is this going to be instillation for long?” I said as I bit my thumb and closed my eyes for a moment.

“ You must be strong Risya, in fact this is a sign that the disease is getting worse.” Said Arka wiping the tears that flowed on my cheeks, I rested my head on Arka's boat.

“ Arka I'm tired.”

“ Do not say that Risya, rest assured God has planned the best for each of his people. You must be strong, I am here to accompany you.” Said Arka slowly while stroking my hair finely.

“ Thanks Arka.”

If this is a sign that Sigit will leave us all behind, could it be possible that I could face this reality.

Is it true that the First Love person can not have and is only stored in the heart forever?