SIGITS

THE NIGHT OF DESTRUCTION

　

　

“ How Risya what all is suitable?” Sigit asked me as I set up the dining table in the garden that He would use for dinner with Aida.

“ Already.” I said while holding back my tears. To be honest since this afternoon as I was arranging this place I had no power to hold back my tears.

Hmm maybe I was too weak or too overreacting to this or because of my deep love for Sigit.

“ Are you good – is fine? Looks like you are very tired.” Sigit looked at my face.

“ I'm good – tubs only. Don't mind me.” I said with a smile to Sigit.

“ Yes already, oh yes Risya later to my room yes if it is finished. I'd like to ask you something.” Said Sigit and immediately left me.

I touched my chest that hurt as my body went limp, I knelt on the grass of the garden behind Sigit's house. Why am I this weak ? why is my heart not as strong as mine. God help me to be stronger in all this.

Immediately I finished all my work well organized every inch of my work. Maybe it's exhausting and painful. If only this place was made for me, it might not feel this tired.

After I finished all my tasks, I walked memorizing Sigit in his room.

GECK.. TOKKS..

I knocked on Sigit's room door slowly.

“ Login Risya.” Sigit said from the room. I put my feet into Sigit's room, seen on the bed of clothes scattered.

“ Risya you think I should wear clothes which yes.” Said Sigit while glazed at the waist to see the clothes scattered on his mattress.

“ Heum why should I choose for you.” I asked while trying hard in front of him.

“ Because your taste must be good Risya.” Said Sigit approaching me and lifting my chin so I could catch his face.

“ Remove Sigit.” I said asking Sigit to take his hand off my face, He's too tight to hold my chin.

“ Tell me Risya that you are not good – is fine.” Said Sigit looking at my face with a sharp look.

I just fell silent unable to say, my eyes are already glazed – glass. What sigit do you want, why do you do this.  I screamed in my heart.

“ Are you disappointed with me Risya? Why did you help me prepare this all Risya.” Said Sigit looking at me with eyes that glazed – glass.

“ Stop Sigit, I'm good – fine. If you are happy with Aida why should I take issue.” My words shed tears.

" You lied Risya.” Said Sigit pulling me and pushing me up on his bed. He put me to sleep and sat on top of me. His hands held my body back from being able to move.

“ You want what Sigit.” I said loudly, Sigit what are you going to do to me. This Sigit treatment really disappointed me. She kissed my lips forcefully, pulled my shirt until my mouse slipped off and exposed the part of my chest that was still covered in a bra. It's not like the Sigit I know.

Red Sigit eyes and glassy – glass.  He continued to hold my body tight and looked at my face. I couldn't bear to look at her I turned my face away from her and tried to let go of my body, my tears streaming down my cheeks.

I finally got out of Sigit's grasp and ran out of his room.

 BRUKKKKKK. I slammed the door on my room and I locked it. I lay my body on the bed. Really I was very disappointed with Sigit's treatment.Why would Sigit do this to me? Why does he scare me? Sigit what happened to you?

I keep shedding tears, what should I do. I hate all of this, I really hate it.

　

The night finally arrived, Aida came so gracefully.

“ Why are you here? Where's Sigit?” Aida said as I opened the door for her.

“ Oh earlier Sigit asked me here to document you.” I said with a smile to Aida. I brought Aida the prepared back.

“ Sit down first I'll call you Sigit.” I asked Aida to sit and wait for Sigit.

I walked up the stairs to the main room.

Hc .. Tokk…

I knocked on Sigit's room door.

“ Sigit, Aida is here.” I said slowly to Sigit. I'm honestly still afraid to meet him.

Sigit opened the door and stared sinisterly at my face. He slammed the door and left.

They finally sat together and faced each other. I was in front of them with a Video Cam in my hand. I turned on the Video Cam and recorded every inch they did like a cameraman.

I have to be strong to see them. There are 2 orange juice, 2 dishes of steak, and 2 sweet cakes as their dessert. Sigit began to feed Aida a piece of steak and wipe Aida's lips with a tissue because there was little food left in Aida's lips.

So many romantic scenes that they did in front of me, so many words – romantic words that Sigit said to Aida. Strong Risya you must be strong to see all this. I kept encouraging myself.

This was the moment that awaited, Sigit took out a heart-shaped red box from the pocket of the black suit he was wearing. My hand now shook even more as Sigit pulled Aida and knelt before her. My heart hurts so much and it hurts to see that. Until I didn't realize my tears were starting to drip down my cheeks.

Sigit slowly opened the red box that contained the chirps that would be looped around Aida's fingers. My hands are getting limp and shivering. I was at the peak of my pain. Video cam that I hold arrived – suddenly fell and destroyed their important moment. Sigit arrived – suddenly stopped the words He was just about to say and looked at me.

I was so helpless right now, I ran away leaving them in my room. I closed the door and locked it from the inside. It breaks my heart right now. I rested my body on the door of the room. I knelt down and kept crying reminiscing about every moment I saw. I honestly never felt this much pain.

The person I loved for – years is now proposing to another woman in front of me.

The person I was looking for – search for – years turned out never to love me.

How can I love someone for – years and clap one hand.