SIGITS

Jealous

　

　

“ Kang Setya.” Shouted a woman who walked up to us. Women wearing long-sleeved red shirts and black plisket skirts with long hair tied in ponytails. Pretty girl. When viewed from his face his age may not be much different from me.

“ Kang Setya, I was looking for – search kepanti turned out to be here.” Said the girl who was currently standing in front of us.

“ What's up Aida.” Said Arka to the girl named Aida.

“ I want to take honey order akang, run out akang do not take it home. When do I play Ambu have often asked Akang.” Said Aida with eyes that kept glancing at me. It seemed that from the tone of Dy speaking Aida and Sigit were quite close, and very close because Aida's Parents often asked her.

“ Maybe tonight I'll play at your house.” Said Sigit who now looked at his face turned away from me and looked at the girl.

“ Now only Akang, Akang do not know what Aida same Ambu very kangen Akang.” Said Aida who then hugged Sigit and cried.

At that time why it felt like my heart was broken once, I still did not want Sigit with others even though I myself already have Arka.

God, why is my heart like this. I can't stand this sight anymore.

My tears were already blocked in both my eyeballs. Just as I was about to stand up to leave the two of them

Sigit held me by holding my hand.

“ Sigit don't you know I'm sick seeing you right now, are you intentionally doing this to me to destroy all my delusions.” I said in my heart. I want to feel like I'm crying right now.

“ Yes I will be at your house later but I have to take Risya first because there is still business that we have to talk about.” Said Sigit while releasing Aida's embrace.

“ I am Risya, yes I am a student who is KKN. Oh yeah Git doesn't need to, we can talk about it another time. Yes already I have to go first to meet my colleagues – colleagues in the Health Post.” I said to them and returned Aida's hand.

Then I left them and walked down the paddy field, either my mind was so messed up that my tears couldn't be held back. I walk with tears flowing down my cheeks. I'm lost my way at the moment even I'm lost my mind. What a terrible pain this heart.

I couldn't continue my footsteps. I sat on a rock on the edge of the rice field.

My tears just keep flowing nonstop. I don't know how to treat this heart wound.

(Dry Dygta Ringtone “ Lonely ”) arrived – arrived My phone reads no call from Via.

“ Hello Risya, where are you?” Saying behind the phone. I just kept quiet not answering Via's question, I cried even deeper. Via who heard was worried.

“ Risya you why? Risya let's answer you where let me jemut.” Said Via with a more worried tone. But I couldn't speak anymore and I turned off my phone.

The sky started to darken and the rain started to fall, now that I was going back I forgot the way home. I walked too far and got lost. I'm looking for a place to shelter. There is not a single place for me to take shelter. I continued to walk to find my way home, my legs even slipped and sprained because of the slippery rice field.

I tried to stand up and my legs felt so sore my clothes were now wet with the rain that kept pouring down on my body.

An umbrella covered me, I thought it was Via who found me or Sigit who came back to look for me.

It doesn't seem to be Arka. Dy put his umbrella down and took me. I hugged Arka and cried in her arms. I was stupid to always hurt her when Dy always cared about me. Arka continued to carry me and walked towards her parked car on the side of the road. How could Arka know I was lost if Via could have told her. I thought inwardly. The most important thing is that I can go home.