SIGITS

The Deep Sadness

　

　

Today we are all mourning the departure of Ega, we are temporarily not doing our KKN activities first in honor of Ega.

Arka and I went back to the Panti to meet Ms. Risma. Panti atmosphere arrived – arrived to be quiet and quiet, some children prefer to lock themselves in their room.

Ms. Risma was still locked in the room because she was sad. I don't want to bother him. We decided to go home to Mr. Kades. I looked at the park and saw Devi sitting alone on a swing.

Arka and I approached her, looking sad on Devi's face.

“ Are you good – is fine Devi ?” I said while hugging him. Devi shed her tears. And keep crying sniffling – sedu. Devi touched my face.

“ Ka Risya, is Ega happy there?” Devi's words continue to touch my face, it looks like Dy is reading my face because Dy can't see me. I can't say what – is anymore when I see the deep sadness on his face.

“ Devi baby do you know why Ega left us, it's because God loves him so much. God did not want Ega to feel pain all this time so Dy took Ega away with him. Good boy I believe God put him in Heaven.” Said Arka who lowered her body parallel to the

we and Devi's hand.

Arka may often meet with things like this so Dy looks stronger.

“ Means does God not love us?” Devi asked who still kept flowing her tears. Dy the innocent little girl was hard for us to explain to her, which Dy knew why Ega had left her.

“ God also loves us very much, but the way Dy loves someone is different – different. Trust God will give the best to his people.” Said Arka who then hugged Devi. Arka's tears can't be contained anymore.

Just this time I saw Arka was so concerned about someone Dy just knew that Dy had to cry like this. The more arcs Dy changed was much more mature and the higher his sense of caring for others.

　

　

“ Risya, tomorrow I have to go to Jakarta.” Said Arka suddenly, I who again drank tea was so shocked to hear it.

“ Why did you suddenly say this.” I said while putting a drink on the table.

“ Yes I want to say it from yesterday but seeing you is not good me

undo my intentions.” Arka said a glance at me then her gaze turned to the sky full of stars. Tonight is very bright with stars scattered to decorate it.

“ How many days are you in Jakarta?” I said while looking at Arka's calm face.

“ May be less than 3 days.” Said Arka who then grasped my finger. Arka gave me her best smile so I wouldn't feel disappointed.

“ Hmmm.. take good care of yourself – well there. If you visit the house send greetings to Mamah and Papah also Ka Bayu.” I said a little sigh and leaned on Arka's boat.

I miss Mamah and Papah too much Ka Bayu. I haven't contacted them for 2 days because I'm busy.

“ Yes I will visit your house as a good daughter-in-law.” Said the spoiled Ark while gently pulling my nose.

 “ Thank you very much Arka.” My words are still leaning against his shoulder. On the other hand I thought of Sigit. When I got home from the funeral, I never saw him again. Even during my studies I did not see it. Could Dy be good – is fine.

“ It's night, better you sleep because tomorrow you will definitely do a lot of work.” Said Arka while looking at the clock on her cell phone.

“ What time will you leave tomorrow ?” I said with sleepy eyes.

“ I will leave at 4am so as not to get stuck in traffic.” Said Arka stroking my hair.

“ What it is not too early, what if I have not woken up at that hour.” I said with a sullen face because I was upset Arka had to leave early in the morning.

“ It doesn't matter if you haven't woken up, I won't go with you anyway. Yes you are sleeping. Take care of your health as long as there is no me and if anything contact me immediately.” Said Arka as she got up from her seat and spread out her arms.

“ Yes you do not go with me but do you not want to say goodbye to me. My words are coming up from my seat.

“ Hug Me.” Said Arka stretching her hand back.

“ What the hell Arka, shame later there is Mr. Agung.” I said lower Arka's hand.”

“ Yes already if you don't want to hug me, let me hug you. Mr. Agung has also slept like.” Said Arka while hugging me and kissing my forehead.

“ I will return to Appartement first to prepare for departure tomorrow.” Said Arka while letting go of her embrace. I thought Dy would spend the night here and it turns out Dy has to go back to town tonight.

“ Yes already heart – hearts on the road, let me know at any time.” I said as I stroked Arka's cheek gently,

Arka immediately packed to return to his apartment because the next day Dy will go to Jakarta.

The night was getting late and Arka had returned to her Apartment. I lay down on my couch and I think I'm pretty tired today. My shadow remembered the incident earlier this morning, I still did not expect that Ega would leave us this soon. My tears flowed back when I remembered the incident.