SIGITS

RAIN

“ Risya, how about we chat for a while at my home.” Said Sigit to me as we set foot out. Outside the sky has begun to cloudy naturally this has entered the rainy month so every day we often meet with rain – that rain.

“ Your house ? I didn't know that you had a house in this Village, I thought you lived with them.” I said in a questionable tone, I thought that all this time his house was a home that turned out Sigit had another house.

We walked out the gate of the home not far away to see a house made of bamboo with a spacious and green yard, we entered the house.

What a beautiful house, the walls of the house are made of bamboo and glass only while

the floor of the house is made of marble with antique carvings. The house is minimalist but looks luxurious.

I walked through every room of this house, in the backyard we could immediately see the rice fields and mountains. This is the house I dreamed of, the house I used to imagine, and now this house is actually owned by Sigit.

“ This is your house? Lovely once.” I said while looking at the whole house.

“ It's beautiful, I'm inspired by your story. Then I asked an Architect to wake him up for me.” Said Sigit while taking me to walk down the stairs made of bamboo.

We headed to Sigit's main room, a spacious room with a glass wall more dominant than bambo. The rain began to pour down on the glass and it looked beautiful. I opened the glass door of the Balcony and it felt like rain was touching my palm.

From the balcony there is a vast expanse of rice fields and green, it is also seen that the river flows with clear water and some lily flowers are swaying in angina.

I don't care when the rain starts to wet my body I'm happy to see this scene.

“ Do you know Risya I've been imagining this for a long time, you will come visit this house." Said Sigit while hugging me from behind. Now the rain is pouring down on our bodies. Sigit held me down and still called me.

“ You mean.” I was confused to hear what Sigit said. Could Dy have had the same feeling as me all along. Then Dy never revealed it. Did you know I waited for that word – from his mouth.

“ I dream we live together in this house and live happily. But it's all just a dream don't you ever think about it again. I'm just a – dumb guy who can't afford to say the most important thing to a woman.” Said Sigit while leaning his chin on my shoulder. My tears are dripping. I'm happy to hear that statement and on the other hand I'm sad why you're late to reveal it after now your life is just counting watu and I've owned someone else.

    (Sound Dygta “ Love Is Late ” )

“ Why did you just say it today, why didn't you say it a long time ago. Did you know I waited 3 years while we were in school and I was looking for you for 6 years. Do you know what it feels like ?” My words that turned to face Sigit and revealed all my heart to him. Maybe it's the right time, even if it's too late.

“ I'm sorry Risya, I'm afraid you'll hate me. I can't if you're right – really hate me.” Said Sigit dripping his tears and staring at my face. The rain that fell so heavily flowed was seen on Sigit's face and felt soaked our bodies.

“ How can I hate you. I thought that after the incident on the Mountain you would reveal it was not, I kept waiting for Git and waited until Arka came back and proposed to me. How could I refuse a man's proposal. I'm just a woman who can wait.” My words keep shedding tears. Sigit hugged me so tightly under the rain stub.

This is what I fear and hate when you say it all over delay.

Maybe we are not a match in this world, or maybe God does not allow us to be united but why and why???

Sigit held my head and wiped my tears

mixed with rain, Dy kissed me right on my lips. A second kiss from him and still the same as before.

I can't resist the kiss and touch from her.

Sigit kept kissing me and stroking my face. The rain is still falling as if we are sad with us. Sigit hugged me back and kissed me again.

My tears are not stopping. Sigit's eyes were reddened.

we are currently right – is right near and close.

“ I will always make you remember me, I will not allow you to be far away from me. Don't say it Sigit I don't want to hear it.” My words are getting sad when I hear the word – he said that. It was like the last message to me.

I don't want anything to happen to him.

I hugged Sigit's body and kissed his lips. This time I started it. I love him so much even though we don't know what tomorrow will be like ? but today is the most beautiful day for us.

I can't forget what happened this afternoon at Sigit's house. I'm just a normal woman who doesn't

I can lie to my feelings. I love Sigit and I can't leave Arka. Let everything go like this.

Although this is hard and difficult for me but I have to live it.

I know the word first love people can't have.

Like Sigit to me my first Dy cimta and Dy couldn't possibly have.

I'll keep it

his name and his memory are in my deepest heart, and I will tell you

the world is about us so they know how much we fight for

looking for true love and until finally God says that When Love is Not

Must have but still be a fondest memory and learn on

it is a mistake not to make the same mistake.

Trust in

the power of God, to any extent, for whatever and how difficult we may be

meet the person we love, if destiny leads us toward it

meet us with him.

Trust me, don't

loving people more than God created you is the same as you

mendu. If you do not match him in the world pray you will

reunited at the end.