SIGITS

Grief

　

　

We arrived at Mr. Kades' house, Arka carrying me to my room. Mr. Kades' house is still quiet like the others are still in the post.

“ Change your clothes, if you call me. I'll treat your wounds.” Said Arka who put me on the bed. Dy took a towel and a change of clothes from my bag.

“ Thanks Arka.” I said as Arka was about to walk out and close the door of my room. Arka looked up and smiled at me.

I changed my wet clothes and dried my body.

“ Arch.” My words called Arka that I had finished changing clothes. Arka opened the door and went back into my room. Cleansing my leg wounds by Arka.

“ Sorry Arka always troubles you.” I said while bowing my head with regret. Now my heart starts to get better when Arka is in front of me.

“ Why didn't you call me when you got lost earlier.” Said Arka while compressing bruises on the eyes

my feet.

“ I don't want to bother you, you said today you will be very busy. And you haven't replied to my message since this morning.” I said to Arka with the pain in the legs. Arka blew a scuff wound on my leg while giving antiseptic.

“ I'm sorry Risya, I didn't mean to ignore you. I won't do that again.” Said Arka hugging my body. Arka's embrace calms me down a little. I know only Arka is always there for me.

“ You must not apologize, I was wrong. Then how do you know I'm in that place?” I said curiously while leaning on Arka's boat and Arka's hand was still holding me.

“ Via called me in a very panicked tone, I immediately rushed here to look for you. Good thing I once connected your HP with my HP so easily do your search.” Arka said giving an explanation. So it was Via who told me about Arka. The rain outside is a little

subsided.

The sound of a motorbike parked in front, maybe it was Mr. Kades and the others have returned.

“ Risya.” Said Sigit who was now standing in front of my room. Arka instantly let go of his embrace as Sigt and the others returned.

“ How are you Nak Risya?” Said Mr. Kades who also looked worried.

“ I'm good – fine sir, just sprained a little kakikun only. Luckily Arka quickly found me.” I said to Mr. Agung while looking for a moment at Arka. There was regret on Sigit's face at that moment.

“ I'm really worried about you Risya.” Said Via who immediately hugged my body and shed her tears.

“ Thanks Via, if not for you calling Arka maybe I could hyportemia due to cold.” I said while hugging Via. They're all very nice to me. “ I'm sorry that always troubles you.” Say to those who have been so kind to me all this time.

“ Yes we have chatted in front just let Risya rest.” Said Arka while enveloping my body. The peacock came out leaving me in the room. I feel like my eyes are so sleepy right now and my body is so tired.

“ Sigit there is something I should talk about with you.” Said Arka at that time who was sitting together with Sigit in the house of Mr. Kades.

　

“ What do you want to talk about, does this have anything to do with my assailant?” Said Sigit with a firm attitude even though Dy will get bad news.

“ You must immediately perform surgery, your disease is getting worse. I'm afraid bad things can happen to you at any time. In addition, your memory will gradually decrease.” Said Arka regretfully telling this berta to Sigit.

Sigit bowed his head and held it like a frustrated person, how not he was currently on the verge of death.

“ You mean I'll lose my memory. Will it be permanent?” Said Sigit assuring what bad things will befall his memory.

“ Yes it could happen, slowly you will lose your memory. Maybe someday you'll forget your own name.” Said Arka explained the details about Sigit memory that can be lost during – time. Even Dy will forget his own name.

“ I can't be sure of that, chances are 50% of your memory will last.” Arka said because there is no other way, while Sigit's disease is true – is severe and the possibility is very thin if Dy will be healed unless only God can do it.

Rishia heard their conversation. How shocked to hear this bad news. Her tears could no longer fit in both of her eyes. Risya continued to cry hearing Sigit and Arka's conversation.

God, why are you so willing to give that disease to Dy, what is his fault and sin. What I should do. I can't cover I don't know what – is about his illness. Why do you bring this happiness and in the end you will take everything permanently. Risya said in her heart.

Her tears kept flowing down her cheeks, now Risya no longer had the strength to stand his body limp as soon as he heard it all.

Risya sat on the doorstop crying – sedu, his hands covered his mouth so that his cries could not be heard by Sigit and Arka.

“ Sigit I stay inside for a while.’ Said Arka who wanted to enter the house because he wanted to ketoilet.

“ Yes please.” Sigit

Arka walked to the toilet, in front of the door Dy saw Risya who was crying.

“ Risya you why.” Said Arka who directly carried Risya to her room.

“ Ark explain to me what happened with Sigit.” I said as I pulled Arka's collar so Dy would tell me everything. Why does Arka cover this up from me.

“ Have you heard our conversation Risya?” Said Arka while bowing her head, Arka had promised Sigit not to tell Risya. But now Risya knows by himself.

“ YES Arka I've heard everything, why didn't you tell me? Since when did you find out about her illness?” My words, now leaning against the chest of the Ark field, continued to cry, I really can't help these tears anymore to not flow.

“ I'm sorry Risya, I've promised Sigit not to tell anyone about this disease.” Said Arka with regret. Now Arka is in a situation of concern as Dy explains to Risya and Sigit.

“ What Dy will go forever Arka?” I said while looking at Arka's face, Arka turned her face and saw tears that were blocked in her eyes.

“ We just pray that God be kind to him and lift all his diseases. Promise me one thing, Risya. Pura – puralah you do not know about this disease when in front of him. I'm not sure it'll make her down when Dy finds out you know the suspect.” Said Arka while hugging my body.

“ Wherever Arka may be, I fear these tears will continue to flow when in front of her. Arka can I ask you something?” I said with a sniffling tone – sedu. I really can't accept all this.

“ What is Risya?” Said Arka who kept stroking my hair smooth.

“ Allow me to take care of Sigit for the last time. Let me take care of him at the end of his life. I really hope that you can allow me Arka. I promise to only take care of her for the last time and I will stay with you forever.” My words were full of hope that Arka would allow me to take care of Sigit in his last month.

“ Well Risya I let you, although this is hard for me but I do not want to see you sad and sorry someday.” Said Arka with a heavy heart, now Arka tears can not be contained anymore. His feelings are right – is completely destroyed. But Dy does not want Risya mneyesal later if something happens to Sigit. Arka kissed and stroked my hair.

(Sound Fiersa Besari Ft Tantri “ Wrong Time “ )

How much I love him, I promise to spend the rest of my life with Arka.

Arka lifted my face and wiped away my rushing tears on my cheeks.

“ Haven't Risya cried again, I can't see you like this. Be rested. I'll be back with Sigit.” Said Arka while holding my second. I tried to close my eyes but it was hard for these tears to not flow anymore.

I held Arka's hand and shook my head telling Arka that this was hard for me to do.

Arka looked me in the eye and kissed me on my forehead. I was put to sleep by Arka on my bed. Arka covers my body with my beloved Doraemon blanket that I always carry with me wherever I go. I hugged the bolster and closed my eyes still trying not to fill it anymore.

Arka walked out and closed the room door slowly. It's so hard I imagine if Sigit was right – would leave me forever. 6 years Dy left me alone I can't how about forever and separated by space and time. ( Sound Element “ Sorry From Heaven “ )