
Long I stood in front of the mirror, black circles adorned my eye bags, I was not excited to go to school. Kak Ajeng who had been watching me began to be uncomfortable not to ask
“You why the hell Ka? Is there PR unfinished? Or do you want a test you can't? Still early in the morning is tangled, so why are your eyes like panda eyes so?” asked Kak Ajeng to make me feel more chaotic
“Can't you borrow Joni's brother to go to school?” ask me to Kak Ajeng with high hopes I will be able to go to school without meeting Abas.
“You sick?” asked Kak Ajeng astonished while I just shook my head
“Emb same Dimas?” continued Ajeng.
“I'm healthy, Quarantine again, just no longer want to walk, please kak”
“No can!” replied Kak Ajeng ketus, Kak Ana looks smiling while shaking her head.
“This time aja kak, pliiis plis plis pliiis” I plead with teary eyes almost crying
“You why the hell? So strange!” asked Kak Ajeng looked annoyed
“I'm embarrassed through the front of the Dimas boarding house, yesterday Dimas friend took me home with Dimas motorbike continued unknowingly I hugged him” I had no choice but to tell the truth to Kak Ajeng hoping Kak Ajeng would understand and allow me go with Brother Joni.
Sister Ana who had focused on doing the task laughed out loud listening to my story, as well as Ajeng.
“What do you think Ka is? You think again in the Dimas bonceng?” ask Ana to tease me
“Knowledge yes that same bonce Dimas use hug” seduks Kak Ajeng make me even more embarrassed
“Not so! Eka also does not know why so, which is clear now Eka is embarrassed and does not want to meet Dimas' friend, please kak pliiiis” I continue to beg Ajeng
“hahahahaa, you are very funny Eka hahahahaa” Kak Ana still continues to laugh until writhing on the mattress
Luckily, Kak Ajeng finally allowed me to ask Kak Joni to take her to school, at least that morning I did not need to meet with Abas.
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“You to the canteen? I nitip bread same milk box huh? I have an interview to profile teacher nih” pinta Ayu to us
“Ya already, brown bread right?” ask Diah
“Thank you love, I go first ya daa” said ayu while pinching Diah's cheek and waving at me and Aura
“I can nitip also not?” ask me while grinning
“What do you want to do?” Aura asked me back
“Ngot doing anything pingin in class aja, hehhehe”
“Can't, must follow, anyways why bengong in class?” Diah refused my request
“Ya already I do not nitip, but also do not follow hehehe” replied me again while grinning hope Diah and Aura are not angry
“Ciee who just left two days already missed so much like he was lazy to say what gitu” seduce Aura to me, maybe he thinks I'm missing Dimas who is quarantining a robotic race
“Oh there is a tropical life anyway? you're nitip what are you?” Diah was following me to make me angry
“What the hell? A little Dimas, already ah not so nitip, so not taste” I replied annoyed, again Dimas, always just Dimas.
“Do not mess around, joke Ka!” Aura patted my shoulder I just quietly lay my head on top of the pile of books
That day I was really lazy, I was afraid that I would meet Abas in the cafeteria or on the way to the cafeteria, as a way to the cafeteria had to pass Abas class. Although it is faint but I can feel the signal of Alimabbas, so I feel that silence in class is the best way not to meet Abas.
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Apparently I fell asleep enough to not realize that the school's clock had arrived and Aura woke me up to go home.
“Ka, Eka, wake up Ka, it's time to go home” said Aura while shaking my body.
I struggled to collect lives and tried to open my eyes, faintly I saw the face of Abas “ah still dream” I muttered and continued to sleep
“Dreams? Uh already waiting for Abas tuh, wake” said Aura made me shocked and immediately woke up instantly.
Abbas? it turned out to be Abas, not a dream. My appearance that day was very messy, random hair adul with saliva marks on the corner of the lips of course I was so aware I immediately cleaned it but it did not mean anything, it did not mean anything, Abas has already seen my pathetic self.
“I was told Dimas to take you home” Abas told me
“Enak really so you Ka, girlfriend again service out of town there is an aide who shuttle school, I also want dong ushek” Aura mengodaku
“Hehehe because I borrowed the Dimas” motor Abas replied while scratching his head in shame
“Hehehe yes joking kok”
“Eh Ra was the last hour of Physics, right? I sleep why not build it? Abas you go home first, I want to copy Aura's notes first” I'm looking for an excuse not to go home with Abas
“The teacher is not there, accompany his team Dimas, there is a task collected next week, I have already catetin for you, he said, I entered in the same drawer as your bread earlier but the milk I drank hehehe” replied Aura who made me drunk must find an excuse let alone
“Eh, forgot today I picket class, later Abas later wait”
“Not you picket tomorrow same as me?” Again Aura failed my efforts
“Oh yes hehehe, uh today do we want to watch Ra?” I blinked my eyes to signal Aura but Aura did not pick up on that signal
“How can I not remember? but I have a violin tutoring at three” answered Aura innocently
“Same watch me” Abas volunteered to make me even more helpless
There were still some other friends in the class but it felt like we were alone. I packed the books Abas sat on the bench Ayu facing back towards me, she watched me while helping to clear my pencil case. What am I supposed to tell him? Intentions want to avoid it but instead trapped in the event watching both. Why am I always stuck in this situation?
“Sorry this morning I did not have time to pick you up because wake up bad luck” said Abas broke deserted in our airport
“It's okay, after all you don't have to pick me up” replied I tried to be as reasonable as possible
“Hust! because it's a trust from Dimas, tomorrow I pick up ya?” the question irritates me a little, I mean why should it be because of Dimas? Can't Abas say that he wants to do it for me? Like when he walked with me that day
“I'm not Dimas' girlfriend, so Dimas also has no right to determine I leave and go home from school with whom” I replied a little jutek
“If you can have lunch? This one is not a Dimas order, pure personal desire” invite Abas to make me happy but I still hold a smile, it would be strange if just jutek directly become friendly
“But I am not hungry” replied I sell expensive
“So the break I saw you were sleeping so I thought you must not have eaten” the answer made me realize if the signal Alimabbas had really happened, I am glad Abas noticed me
“Ya we have eaten just don't have to watch” I replied still selling expensive
“Why? We can eat while waiting for the movie to start right?” abas's asking pleased me, his reaction was really as I had hoped
“I again save” I still continue my expensive sell-off but somehow that ridiculous reason came out of my mouth
“I the treatir”
“I don't want to owe you a favor
“I Abas is not Budi”
“Hahahaha” did not realize I laughed at Abas' joke, it collapsed already my expensive selling wall and Abas also laughed
“OK deal we watch” said Abas made me soar.
Screaming, shouting loudly, cheering and jumping for joy, I really wanted to do it but I put up with my pride in front of Abas. Oh God thank you for this opportunity, it's so wonderful to live God. That day I was so happy, being alone with Abas, having lunch, watching, taking a walk and being escorted home was like a dream. I wanted to stop that time so I could be with Abas forever.
Actually I'm still very embarrassed by the incident of a hug on the bike even all day I avoid Abas, but it seems that Abas has forgotten about it so I decided to enjoy the day without discussing the matter again. A day that will never be forgotten in my life. A very bright day though actually overcast.
Even as I reminisced about that time I could still feel the joy of my heart back then, I smiled to myself in solitude especially while reminiscing about lunch together, we chatted casually with Dimas as the main topic of our conversation.
“You want to be told Dimas?” ask me to start the conversation
“Dimas is my role model, since I made friends with my Dimas so better, I used to like skipping school,”
“But you can enter the flagship class means your value is good dong?”
“Iya but the results cheat,” the answer makes me surprised
“Contexts?” many make sure
“Iya, when my Junior High exam cheated my friend, it could even be said that my teacher who arranged the sitting position of students to be easy in cheating his goal so that all could pass well,” Abas tried to explain to me
“But it's not good!” shanky
“Iya therefore I am lucky to be friends with Dimas who can be my role model, thanks to Dimas now I have changed. He's really cool, he's not easy to judge others, he's not, indeed impressed by the whimper but actually very good he has principles and a strong purpose in life is not easy to get carried away with the flow but very good at embracing others. He is also smart can even be said to be a genius, if explaining something is very easy to understand even easier to understand than the teacher in the classroom,”
“You sound very admiring Dimas huh?” I smiled to make Abas feel ashamed
“Hehehe yes so, You yourself why like Dimas?”
“Who likes it? I am the same as him!”
“Cash? Dimas said you were the first to like him,” asked Abas to surprise me
“What? Lie to him!” I tried to explain to Abas that I had no feelings for Dimas.
“But Dimas said the reason he likes you is because you've liked him since he was a bullet and cupu, not like the girls who see him from the face of a handsome and his brain just pinter him,” Abas continues to tell stories as if he believes Dimas more.
“Dih confident, there I was before him because he immediately came to take my whole world, a little Dimas, anything Dimas, anything Dimas, even my kriwul gang friends and boarding friends also daily inquire about my Bored Dimas Dimas continue,” I keep explaining to Abas if what Dimas told me was not true.
“So the Dimas said you like to pay attention to him it's not actually because you like it but it's because you're upset with him?” abas asked to confirm my words.
“Iya so,"
“But Dimas really likes you, every night never misses a story about you,”
“Huuft it's up to me not to be interested in one thing,” I replied with a long sigh and a face throw away started to get upset because Abas kept convincing me that Dimas likes me whereas I really wanted to say that I like Abas.
“Eka cool people huh?” suddenly Abas said something shocking
“Means?” I just wanted to make sure I didn't get it wrong
“Actually I am curious about Eka, I think you are a stiff person, ending when talking to me formally really, but if you say the same Dimas judes-judes spoiled hehehe funny to see, hehehe, if the same gang of kriwul likes to laugh off impressed more cheerful, it seems that Eka's life is very exciting, it turns out true to chat for a long time together you are cool so do not want to quickly go home, it's like, just keep chatting until night,”
“But have to watch hehehe,” answered me trying to cover my happy hue, Abas laughed maybe he already realized if I was being misbehaved.
Abas' words sounded so sweet but dangerous, I felt like I was having a heart attack. I'm sure by then my face must have been very red, I didn't know what to say I was so happy that Abas praised me like that. I hope when watching scenes like in romantic movies will happen, starting from picking up popcorn then our hands met each other then he took it close and then we looked at each other in the dark and something desirable happened.
But unfortunately my hope did not materialize, either bored or was tired Abas overslept while watching. I deliberately did not make it, I watched it in the dark and then I took a book and pencil from the bag, I tried to draw his sleeping face. Whether the film tells me about what, I enjoy the face of the man who was sleeping soundly beside me.
The day went very well, it seemed like I had done nothing wrong. I don't know what Abas thought but to me that day was like our first date. I felt like there was hope, as if I was reciprocating with her.