SECRET Love High School

Sundays

Saturday night Sunday I, Aura, Dimas and Abas went to the cinema together. Abas looked more handsome with a long-sleeved black shirt that rolled his arm up at the elbow. While Dimas looks silly with a pink t-shirt, for some reason he chose that color. Aura wore a pink skirt and a beautiful-looking white blouse with braided hair. As usual, I wear blue jeans and a white shirt with hair on my back.

It seemed like the day was all cheerful except for me. I don't know why at that time I didn't like to see Abas laugh I mean I know the movie we watched was a comedy so it's only natural that Abas laughed but at that time my head was full of worry as if I'm sure Aura will win Abas' heart. Throughout the movie I was just daydreaming and without me noticing I was asleep.

“Ka, Eka woke up tired of your heavy cheeks,” said Dimas while pinching my cheek that was leaning on Dimas' shoulder.

I woke up like a confused person. At that time the atmosphere of the cinema building was deserted, only I was alone with Dimas and some officers who were cleaning the studio.

“Abas equals Aura where?” I asked Dimas who was looking at my face with a smile. Apparently there was saliva on my cheek and I saw that Dimas's sleeves were also wet, I was very embarrassed and immediately cleaned them. Dimas gave me my handkerchief, I'm glad he's wearing it.

"Where's the base?" rework

"I told you to go out first,"

"Why not wake me up?"

"Let me be with you, both,"

"Dimas!"

"Aura wants to go to the toilet so rush out, you are hard to build, snoring again," Dimas looks to hold a very annoying laugh.

After leaving the studio I stopped by the toilet, maybe Aura was still there but she was gone. I saw my face in the mirror, so fucked up! looks like I slept pretty soundly maybe also snoring like Dimas said. I wash my face and clean myself.

While I was on the toilet, Dimas called Abas to tell him that Dimas and I were going straight home. At that time I was annoyed at Dimas I mean I wanted to follow Abas and Aura I didn't want them alone. But Dimas said it was better to leave them alone.

"But I'm hungry too, why don't we eat together?" I said I was trying to find a reason to be able to monitor Abas and Aura

"We eat alone, let them have more opportunities to chat with Eka, how the hell is this matchmaker?"

I was upset with myself, why should I be willing to make a match between Abas and Aura? I really like Abas.

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Dimas and I had dinner at the park. My mind was still left in the cinema imagining what Abas and Aura were doing. While Dimas cool to choose the menu because I continue to answer whatever when asked what to eat.

"You angry? how come it's pouting?"

I was just Silent, actually I wasn't angry at Dimas, I was just upset at myself being indecisive in my attitude.

"Still wanting a double date?"

Dimas grabbed my hand that from earlier his fingers continued to collide with the table creating a series of irregular tones. I was shocked to make it, I was about to pull it back but was held back from seeing Dimas with a very serious face.

"I don't understand your way of thinking, I keep thinking what exactly you want, but no matter how hard I look for the answer I never see,"

"What the hell is Mas? embarrassed to see people," I tried to let go of his grasp

Dimas let go of my hand. That night I saw Dimas as very frustrated. He kept looking at me so deeply, so deeply that I could feel his despair. I saw Dimas exactly like me. Likes someone but can do nothing but let them go.

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The Monday after the ceremony I saw Aura in the corridor to the class she was walking with Abas. Not long after I noticed them, Abas called me, but I didn't care. I kept walking past them and into the classroom. Abas stood beside my desk and looked at me gloomily. Then he sat on his stool.

During the break I was reluctant to leave class, I was lazy to meet the kriwul gang

"Aura will tell you about Abas endlessly" I said in my heart. To be honest I wonder what Aura and Abas did together last night? But I don't think I'll be able to hear it.

Abas and Rendi go to the band's studio for rehearsals. Before leaving, Abas said he wanted to talk after school. I just kept my head in the jacket I was wearing this morning.

Not long ago the kriwul gang came to me. They seemed enthusiastic to listen to Aura's story. I feel very lazy and want to avoid but I can't. Diah nagged me for not coming to her class as usual. While Ayu who sat on the bench Rendi was busy looking for blank paper and pencil to write a message. Aura sat on Abas' bench and acted oddly by holding Abas' jacket slung on the back of his chair.

“Come hunted story Ra, he said earlier wanted to tell if there is Eka?” said Diah can't wait for Aura to tell her story. I don't want to hear anything, I cover my head with a jacket

“Eka why lemes so much? You sick?” tanya Aura made me feel bad ignoring her

“Rada is not feeling well,” answered me dodge

“Pantes yesterday you slept in the cinema and after that went straight home, why not tell me if it hurts? I feel guilty over the pain of friends,” said Aura while stroking my hair

“Udah hunted story, and Eka healed herself when she heard the happy news,” said Diah made me think of all kinds, could Aura and Abas be soan? Could it be that what Abas was going to talk about was this?

“Yesterday finished watching, Abas and I ate together because Eka and Dimas went home first, and Abas asked me to have dinner together again after finishing the graduation exam, it seemed like he wanted to express love,” said Aura with great happiness, Diah and Ayu are also happy with teasing her

“Set plans at the waterfall how are you if you have Abas first?” ask Ayu

“Yes how else, I'm actually happier if Abas who started first hehehe,” replied Aura with a shy blush.

It felt like my chest was full that day. I want to be alone, I want everyone to leave by my side. Apparently Abas was so easy to turn away from me. Of course it wasn't his fault, I threw it away. Everyone knows, Aura is beautiful, smart, kind, rich and good at singing. He and Abas both have musical hobbies even when their duets seem to be in harmony.