
*Dimages
From morning he was back today. How not last night was the night so he did not sleep gegara intervened to handle his two twin babies. This week I don't know how many tens of sisters are going to change to take care of the twins but there's none that he feels good. Nothing is reliable. No one can take the hearts of their two children. He again scolded two new sisters for a day of work.
Almost every time the fussy twins are marked by a shrill cry that makes it unbearable and again remembered the late wife. He always wondered if Meisya was still by his side, none of this would have happened. Both babies won't feel this sad.
Again he looked sadly at the two tiny babies who looked still as happy as they had been closed because almost an hour both of them were crying without anyone knowing how to handle it. Maybe they both fell asleep because they were tired of crying.
Her sharp bead was back in tears. If it is like this the entire house can only look at him with sadness while advising him to be calm and patient in dealing with the little one. This time he gave up. It seems to follow almost everyone's advice to make a hijab nurse in the hospital the other day, this time he had to do. Suggestions that possessed his brain actually happened. Baby twins really don't like anyone but their favorite nurse.
He was determined to be strong today He had to meet Inggit. If necessary he will offer a salary ten times the salary at the hospital where Inggit works. His petty mind that considers Inggit will definitely accept his offer considering that at this time the girl must need money for living expenses, making her excited. His slanted smile was still flushed from his flat face.
Lately Papa has taken over all matters of office business because he sees it too busy with his two daughters. Fortunately Erick the assistant mainstay of gercep know the case of data leakage company yesterday, until everything can still be resolved properly. He reached the point of spending not a little to hire a professional IT expert, replacing Yuda who is now out of nowhere.
He contacted Erick the assistant to give an edict. Especially if you don't pick up the nurse and talk everything out with the girl.
"Well, I'm not sure, sir, that girl is coming. You know the girl works in the hospital and it looks like she likes her job too." Erick sounded uninspired there.
He clucked and his forced mode relapsed. Always with the same threat, no salary, no leave or being fired. And the three threats always make Erick surrender unconditionally and it is certain that his order will be carried out properly.
He turns off the unilateral call after hearing Erick say yes. She went back to her baby room. Two tiny babies who are increasingly showing the copy of Meisya's beauty are still asleep.
"Comeout. I want to be alone with my babies." He said flatly giving orders to two sisters who had been standing down with a scared look next to the cot.
"Good, Sir."
Without a second thought, the two went straight out and closed the door slowly.
He walked closer to the twins bed. The pity and pity towards his two little daughters instantly ambushed him mercilessly. Still the same as yesterday, if it is in this mode, he can only shed tears.
Not wanting her bated cry to wake her two children, she chose to sit on the edge of the big bed that was beside the twin bed. Sitting down and again regretting the fate of his household. His mind drifted out of nowhere. He was a little worried that Erick would not succeed in persuading Inggit to come.
While waiting for the results of Erick's work he settles down there. His reverie ran on the shadow of the face of the wife who had almost ten days left him. If asked about his longing and how his heart is right now, he is really so broken. Never before had I imagined all this would happen to him. A grievous loss in his life and for the first time.
He has felt lost before. Lost the woman he loved who chose another man over him. But the pain did not last long, especially when Meisya was present in his life.
He scratched his temple. His head feels a little dizzy. Really at the moment he hopes that Erick can bring Inggit here. Imagining how else the situation of his daughters if they wake up later adds to the stillness of his head increasing.
His daydream was caved when his phone rang an incoming call sign. He picked up and saw Erick's name on it. He hurriedly said,
"Hemm, how?"
"Sorry, sir, I've been to Ms. Inggit's house but it's quiet. I checked into the hospital but his colleagues said he had not been in for two days. Today is the night shift. So I have to wait for a new night to get there because no one knows where Miss Inggit is right now, Mister!"
"Don't you ask the neighbor where he's going?"
"It has. But no one knows where Miss Inggit went."
He sighed and exhaled it violently. His hands back to his temple. What he should do now. Where is the girl actually. What the hell is going on with him.
"Yes, I'm waiting for your info tonight. I don't want to know if he should be here tonight. Find him until you can."
"I try, Sir."
"Hmmm!"
As usual, he responded with Deheman. His face was back flat and cold. Mother Ririn who was about to enter suddenly stopped her steps when she heard her voice slightly loud. The middle-aged woman who still looked beautiful could only sigh heavily. He was concerned about his son's situation but he was also unable to do anything. Both of his grandchildren really can not be appeased by anyone even he himself, his grandmother.
He looked when he heard someone open the door. He found the mama's face. He got up and sat on the edge of the bed.
"What's up, baby?" Mama asked softly while sitting next to him.
"The nurse disappeared, Mah. Erick said he wasn't home at the hospital either. What would be the fate of the twins if Inggit was not found?" He is fragile again.
He was instantly stunned. Too busy thinking about the fate of his two daughters made him forget that Inggit had just got a major disaster in his life. Losing both parents at once. Oh, my God, why did he forget.
He still feels inappropriate if for seurgent business and this important He told others. He's the one who needs Inggit. He should be the one who should try to find the existence of Inggit. Especially at this time the girl must be unstable.
But where should he look?
"Well, please take care of the twins. I have a little business outside." He rose up for a moment. He was determined to find Inggit immediately.
Mama who saw it seemed excited like she could guess what she was thinking. Mama also nodded to give him spirit with her gentle smile.
He calls Erick and tells him to go back to Papa's office overtime. He will deal with Inggit himself. He drove his car somewhere.
**
*inspiring
He has not been to work for two days. It was like losing the will to continue living. The trials that come repeatedly in almost the same time make it seem doubtful of his ability to face it all. Although sometimes the heart of success seduces him with legend jargon, "the storm must pass!", but still reality always draws him to an endless vortex of despair.
It is now completely alone. Mang Jaja and Mbok Darmi could not be prevented when they both chose to return home on the grounds of not wanting to bother with the cost of living. It has to be an actra now. He must learn independently from now on. Learn to do everything yourself. It was really a little difficult for him at the beginning, considering He who had never known home affairs. His work is not proof that he is independent but only as a hobby. Yes, the hobby of facing and caring for the sick, encouraging those on the brink of death from gnawing pain.
She still remembers very much yesterday She was a spoiled girl. Being the only child in his small family made him totally receive an abundance of love and affection from both parents. And, never before imagined, it was like he was forced to live a super hard life. Obviously it takes a lot of time and a tremendous soul rigidity to be able to accept it and adapt.
Although He has friends who are always by his side and encourage him, even they are ready to help in material matters, but He is not a person who usually thinks mumpung aji. He is too ashamed to be a burden to anyone as long as he feels he can still try.
Rangga has not even stopped offering her help since their meeting yesterday after the confusion of looking for her everywhere. But, he subtly refused. Again for the reason of not wanting to be a burden to others.
He was still so engrossed in his daydreams in the nurse's special room when Nadia came in looking for him.
"Well, you're fine, right?" Nadia certainly could guess from the look of her sad face.
"Ah, yes, I'm good, really!" He put on a friendly smile trying to cover up.
"Thank God. Oh, yeah, there's a flick, huh, in front."
"Huh, who?"
"If not wrong see, the papa baby twins who yesterday it."
"My nyariin? Don't-don't baby twins get sick again." she said as she stood about to get out.
"It seems not, deh. If the pain is brought here."
"Yes too, anyway. Yeah, I met the guy."
"Be careful, Nggit. Stern guy. Ih, sereem me so want when the baby twins are still here."
He just put on a thin smile. The two walked together and parted at the end of the corridor. Nadia was about to continue her guard duty while she continued walking towards the nurse station where the caller was according to the info from Nadia.
From far away he could see the person in question. Athletic men with casual outfits but still classy are sitting down in the waiting chair there.
The man was unaware of his presence, not knowing what he was thinking. He had to give a signal of his whereabouts. Dimas immediately regained his senses and stood clumsy looking at him a little down because he was indeed a little shorter than the man.
"Sorry to interrupt your activities. Can I have a little time if you're not busy?" the eagle bead was endlessly staring at him, making him choose to duck dodging.
He nodded as a sign of agreement.
"I'm sorry, I can't wait for a long time for the guard duty."
Dimas agreed and asked her to speak outside. The choice is a cafe adjacent to the hospital. The two go to each other's silence.