Pursuing the Love of the Widower

Heart Expressions

“Oh, so?” Chand smiled crazily. His eyes look sad. The disappointed expression he felt, was immediately covered with the calm demeanor that became his trademark.

“Sorry yes, Chand. I don't want to give you more hope. I'm afraid you're disappointed. Just like I used to be,” said Gendhis. He looked down all wrong, because Chand did not divert the slightest attention from his beautiful face.

“Nothing, Dhis. I can understand it. After all, I also thought that this was too soon,” Chand forced a smile, then sat down in his chair. “I just want to make mama happy. Lately he has been sickly. The hope is only one, which is to see me back home,” explained Chand.

“Don't you have to force the desire of Aunt Kalini? Moreover, if it is not in accordance with what is in your heart,” said Gendhis.

“Yes, you are right. I just don't know and lazy to think,” said Chand accompanied by complaints slowly. “My work is already too much. When I got home, I saw my mom alone. It felt, my mind became more complicated.”

Genphis smiled knot. “If you want, I can accompany Aunt Kalini so she doesn't feel lonely. However, it must be adjusted to my work schedule. That's also if I'm not fired from here.” Gendhis tucked his hair behind his ear.

“Hah? Why fired?” Chand stared inexplicably at Gendhis who had chosen to stand, but there was an empty chair nearby.

“Yes, because we no longer need to build chemistry. So, I don't need to be a secretary and live in the same room as you,” explained Gendhis. “Didn't I get hired here because ...”

“Oh, jeez,” by Chand. The handsome man laughed crisply, He showed dimples that increased his good looks. “You will keep working here, Dhis,” Chand said later. “Om Susena asked that you be given a job. Not bad, reducing the burden on the family, he said.”

“Ah, papa is indeed shy,” complained Gendhis while biting his lips. A moment later, the girl nicknamed the timeless single squinted her eyes. “I only ask for one thing with you.”

“What is it?” ask Chand.

“I don't want to be adorned, given privileges, or any kind of convenience here. Do not be a slander to other employees. I'm again troubled by people.”

“Oh, you calm down. No one would dare to think anything of your existence here. If there is, you should not worry. Kakang Prabu ready to defend.” Chand smiled after saying so. The other with Gendhis. The girl laughed immediately.

“Why laugh? What's so funny?” chand asked as he raised his eyebrows.

“Gosh. I thought you were a mummy. Can't be kidding,” chirped Gendhis in between his laughter.

“Oh, that's because you don't really know me yet,” Chand reply kalem. He sat down while leaning. His hands, which were near his chest, were busy playing expensive ball-points which were then placed on the table.

“You are indeed a very mysterious widower,” said Gendhis lightly.

“Is that? You're not interested in a widower? The widower has a flying hour that is already high,” said Chand. I don't know what happened to the eldest son of Kalini, so he became a very different figure for Gendhis. Chand, is no longer a bitchy, arrogant jutek guy, and wants Gendhis to throw with rotten tomatoes.

“So, which one is original?” gendhis asked a few moments later.

“What?” ask Chand.

Gendhis. He realized that they were in the office and at work hours. They shouldn't be discussing something that has nothing to do with work. “Ah, it's okay. Forget it,” said Gendhis. “I did not bring the files needed to apply for a job,” he said switching the topic.

“Take it easy. That matter let me take care of it. The important thing is that you get a salary every month,” Chand smiles calmly.

“Wah, no, Chand. I don't want to be differentiated, As I said earlier, afraid to cause slander,” refused Gendhis.

“It turns out, you're good yes, Chand,” flatter Gendhis timidly.

“Commonly, Dhis. Everyone has good and bad sides, ” said Chand kalem while glancing for a moment at Gendhis, before turning his attention to work. His face turned serious, as he began to turn on the computer at the desk. Chand was checking the incoming email and the sales report yesterday.

Meanwhile, Gendhis was only scratching his head, confused as to what to do. Finally he sat down at the desk that had been prepared for him. Gendhis began tidying up everything on the table, before he got his first assignment from the boss.

The first day of work in Chand's office had been spent with Gendhis without any significant obstacles. By late afternoon, his hours were up. Gendhis had no idea that Chand was waiting for him to come home together.

“I thought you were home,” said Gendhis as Chand opened the car door for him. “Yeah, I'm afraid our closeness gives rise to slander. Uh, now you're taking me home with.”

“Since when have you started to care so much about the talk of others?” ask Chand while continuing to drive. Every now and then, he glanced at Gendhis who was sitting next to him. “You've changed a lot huh?”

“Nothing has changed. I just ...” Genphis did not continue with her words. He turned his eyes out the window. Gendhis looked up at the sky as if it was moving at the speed of the car Chand was driving. The shadow of the handsome face of Manggala is painted there.

A speck of pain appears. Gendhis does not know if he will be able to meet again with the naughty-haired man, or Manggala will only be a piece of the story that stopped in his life story. One thing that Gendhis loved was that he could not apologize for the unilateral decision that had greatly disappointed Manggala.

Tears began to fall and wet Gendhis cheeks. However, immediately the girl wiped it down until it was not left. Gendhis may be able to hide the cries he is holding from Chand. He did not realize, that the handsome man behind the wheel had been secretly watching him since earlier.

“You know, Dhis? It takes a very long time, to be able to escape from the past,” said Chand, after a silence enthroned for a while.

“You mean?” Gendhis turned with an incomprehensible look.

“Forgetting someone we love, as difficult as counting the stars in the sky,” replied the poetic Chand.

“Are you having so much trouble forgetting Ghea?” search Gendhis.

Chand laughed crisply. He shook his head slowly. Meanwhile, his hands were shrewdly controlling the steering. “Not Ghea. I never regretted having parted with that woman.” Chand muttered softly. “Ghea had an affair with my best friend. Friends that I have considered like my own brother,” said Chand.

“At first, I was angry and felt that life was really unfair. However, over time I am aware of all the mistakes I have made in the past. From there, I began to make peace with all the misfortune I had received. Why do I call it bad luck? Because everything doesn't stop with just the Ghea.” affair

Chand stopped his car at the intersection of the red light. Meanwhile, Gendhis awaits the continuation of the story of the handsome man of Indian-Indonesian blood.

“I started to open my heart and fall in love with a girl. Unfortunately, my love clapped one hand. Again, the woman I love, fell into the arms of my best friend. Karma is more painful. That is true.” Chand smiled crazily. He returned his vehicle.

“What after that you fell in love again to another woman?” ask Gendhis who is interested in listening to Chand's life story.

“No.” Chand shook his head slowly. “I told you that forgetting our loved ones is as difficult as counting the stars in the sky,” replied the handsome man. “For years, I hid myself. I left the capital, and preferred to stay in Yogyakarta. What I'm doing isn't much different from you, Dhis. I also once escaped from pain.”

“Then, how about that woman you love now?”

“He's been living happily with my best friend. Gizzards. His face is similar to yours.” Chand looked over, then smiled calmly.