Pursuing the Love of Siti

Pursuing the Love of Siti
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"Where are you going, ham?"


Mama Mila saw the inspiration carrying a backpack like going on a trip. Mama understood the feeling of inspiration was in a state of turmoil, she told the son to be more with the almighty.


"I'm going on vacation to Dad's, ma. May it?"


ilham asked her mother for permission to go to Sukabumi. To his real father Brian's. Calm down after everything that happened.


So many problems have beenfallen him from Jihan holding him accountable to Mr. Adolf disapproving of his relationship with the city.


Where are you, ti. You remember back then, when I was in trouble, you were always there to strengthen me.


You always give me spirit, explain my heart, you are always there when I need you. Where are you, ti? I'm not strong like this keep, I need you. Please go home, please come home!


"Ham, mama sure siti must be in a safe place. Maybe he's calming down. The proof is that the siti family is ordinary, no fuss." Mama Mila calms the inspiration.


"Where did Mom know they were calm. Yesterday it was not my own mother who said that her family threatened papa. kok mama now say so, is there a siti ngabarin mama?" Ilham was curious about the words of his mother who thought it was strange.


Mama Mila immediately replicates her words "Look, mama sure if siti must be okay. Already, mama's going to the salon first." Mama Mila immediately left the inspiration that is still in confusion.


"One more, ham. From now on you don't wander around, including to the hospital, you know!"


"Mama what the fuck, anyway! Time can't go anywhere. I have to be home like a girl!" Ilham chased after his mother who was ready to go to the salon.


The door of the house was locked by Mama Mila. The keys of the car and cell phone were confiscated by the mother. Mama's attitude, which he thought was strange, made the inspiration upset not a bitch.


I feel like a girl whose parents are struggling with. Maybe my mom wants me to marry her choice of girl. My mom is 28 years old. Yes, I'm still getting married to a woman I don't know.


Inspiration looked at the sky that was beginning to cloud. Like his current feelings, the turbulence of the sense of uncertainty. His gaze switched a photo, his hand stroking the face of the photo owner. Inspiration took the guitar, the plan to go to sukabumi was failed.


I'm still here


Still with my old feelings


It has not changed and never been different


I'm still sure it'll be yours


I'm still in this place


Still faithfully waiting for your news


Still want to hear your voice


Love makes me strong like this


I miss you, I'm sure you know


Without time limits, I was stuck


I asked even without a word


Endeavored


You are far in the eyes but close in prayer


I miss you


I'm still in this world


Seeing you from far away with him


I must have been burning jealous


But don't you go anywhere


I miss you, I'm sure you know


Without time limits, I was stuck


I asked even without a word


Love works, ooh


I miss you, I'm sure you know


Without time limits, I was glued


I asked even without a word


Endeavored


You are far in the eyes but close in prayer


I miss you


I miss you


I miss you


The town where are you? The days without you really tormented me, baby. You know, like mama would again match me to another woman. Why, ti? why is it that every time I'm close to a woman has fared like this?


Tonight I call for inspiration, I want to speak to my son with four eyes. Ilham was surprised to see Oma and her aunt in Pramono's study.


"Ham, papa, mama and oma also aunt Tari want to talk about you." Papa's voice sounded firm.


"Yes, pa. What was? looks like a tough talk."


"Tomorrow your shirt fittings with other families. Lea, your cousin's sister, is getting married to her boyfriend in sukabumi. All papa's gonna introduce you to a girl there."


Inspiration shocked. Again his parents tried to match him with another girl. He was tired of the will of his parents.


"Sorry, ma, pa, please don't introduce me to another girl. I'm tired, ma, pa. Please, understand how I feel now."


"But, ham. Mama's really eager to nimang grandson."


"If I were to get married, I wouldn't give you grandchildren."


"You mean, ham."


Inspiration lowered his head, inevitably he had to tell the truth "ma, pa, me.."


"Rama was sentenced to be barren, pram, mila." Oma's voice cuts off the talk of inspiration.


"Tell me, does siti know about this?"


Ilham. He hasn't had time to tell the truth.


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Siti sat in the room of one of her parents' villas, there are 5 rooms there. Siti occupies the top room where the view of the tea garden view is clearly visible.


His face still looks gloomy. How not? tomorrow she will marry her father's choice. How could he have to accept a foreign figure in his life. Siti wanted to cry, but her tears never came out. He wanted to leave but every corner of his papa bodyguard kept lurking.


Siti or Tiara walks out of the room, the smell of cooking from the kitchen draws her to it. Siti saw the atmosphere of the villa was very quiet. Fortunately it was still bright, so he was not afraid. But if it's night, siti chooses to stay in the room.


"What kind of cooking is it?" Siti tried to greet the kitchen staff.


They look towards the voice. Siti takes carrots and peels, even the work of the city is neater than them. One of the assistants was amazed to see how the site works. They realized they should not involve their employer's children in the kitchen.


"Non let us. Non-rest, non-beginner, not much activity" said mbak Rena.


"Yes, non. Later non not to be married." sahut mbak Tuti


"No papa if it's not marriage. That's what I want. Let it be void, mbak shadowin aja, be ordered to marry an unknown man." Siti.


Siti landed her ass in one of the kitchen table chairs. Because it was not asked to cooperate the mbak-mbak finally Siti chose the same nimbrung as their group.


"Kok non don't want to be the same mas bule, right handsome guy?" chirps mbak Rena.


"Kok don't know the bule is handsome, I've never seen mbak?"


"Eatya non Tiara acquaintance used to be with him, already handsome, doc...." Rena's mother who is still talking directly pinched the same mbak others.


"What is mbak?" Siti is still curious about the continuation of Rena's speech.


"Sorry non, Rena is the one."


Mbak Isa pinched the hand of Mbak Rena spontaneously called "Dok toad, eeh there is a frog uh frog." Siti laughed off seeing the latahan Mbak Rena.


"Non just this time squirming non happy, for non a few days here, non moody continues. It's pretty look non smile." Mother Rena Chirps.


Siti laughed at their babbling. It was comforting to hear their stories. For a moment of memory siti remembered when in the village, the mothers gathered to tell stories about their lives, some were proud, some were sad, some were showing off and some were inferior. All become one.


I don't know if I should be happy or sad knowing my dad would marry me to another man.


I wish there was a miracle that changed my mind.


But somehow that's not possible


papa's hardness of heart makes me pessimistic about my relationship with inspiration.


I'm sorry, I can't keep my promise with you.


Maybe we're not a match, ham.


I hope you get someone better than me.


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