Pursuing the Love of Siti

139. Approaching labor

Pov Tiara's

4 Months later

My pregnancy has entered 9 months and two weeks. But until now there has been no sign they want to launch.

I can't wait to see them come into the world. Enjoy being a mom. God will send a pair of angels who will color our lives as parents.

As HPL gets closer . I've been having a hard time breathing for a couple of weeks, restless sleep. Anyway do not find a sense of comfort while resting, so I if difficult to sleep diverted by reading novels online. Sometimes Ilham likes to nag when I know I haven't slept.

Since my gestational age stepped on 8 months. He was always on standby, massaging his shoulders and legs when I was tired. When the night was so mas Ilham read a fairy tale for my fetus, although sometimes he who bacain but he who even fell asleep.

Mas Ilham even bought me an adult pamper so I don't pee often. But it still tastes bad and wasteful, if told to choose I want to be natural. His pee was painful, said Ilham mas sign that his fetus had begun to fall down, and the time of birth was getting closer. The problem until now has not been any sign they will launch. That's what worries me. My husband says the average twin baby is born cesar.

"I don't want to go out, Mom. If it's normal why should cesarean."

"But, ti. You're pregnant twins. So it has to be soured.

Because I know that rarely pregnant twins can give birth normally. Moreover, HPL has passed what it should. The twins should have been born early in the month but it's already the second week, Ti."

"Just not know. Since you're not an obstetrician, ask Mona.Who knows there is enlightenment. Anyway I want to be normal, DOT!"

"Yes, I'll ask Mona. One you know, Ti. If you give birth normally or cesarean, you are still a mother who fights for a new life. There is nothing wrong with having to go through a caesarean section. Our struggle is not just between Caesar or normal. But a mother's struggle begins how to shape her child's morals to be useful in the future."

Honestly, I can't imagine when some people question why I have to cesarean. Talk of julid from various parties that must make the heart hot. I remember when Dinda's sister gave birth to Aura through a caesarean because the baby had a hard time coming out. They had to take a shortcut, Cesar. Although, initially Dinda's brother refused the cesar's operation.

And the words of the people in sukasari village.

"Manja, it's not strong."

"No want to hurt him, very spoiled. So the mother must endure the pain."

So much talk of mothers in my village that makes sister Dinda down. Let alone brother Dinda. Me and Sita who heard him were also afraid of the name Cesar.

"The big one didn't hurt, ti. It's just the effect that makes the pain last long. It doesn't hurt for a week." Sita's story at the time.

I imagined that the knife or tools that would split my body just made me shudder in horror.

"No! I don't want to be too scared I want to be normal."

"Yes, it's a pity we'll talk to Mona. That's why not a lot of thought. You're one enough to think of it."

"What should I think?"

"Think of me dong, baby. Later after our son is born, I will find a maid for household affairs. You're pretty focused on our son and me."

"Ish .. You are, I guess what. Turns out it was just that. I thought of you, but you never thought of me?"

"always, yes. I always think about you every moment, every breath I blow, there is only you."

"Thank you, my husband."

"I Love You, My wife."

He was my husband, a man who justified me. A marriage full of surprises, the same as our love journey full of surprises. He who always keeps me calm, He is also trying to please me even though I have a lot of behavior.

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"Ti, so you want to be normal." Doctor Mona checked my fetus.

"Yes, doc. If it can be normal. Is there a problem?"

"Difficult, ti. One of your babies weighs bigger. And this will prevent the other fetus from coming out. Your amniotic already absorbed them because over time there." Obviously Dr. Mona.

"So?"

"So the only way."

"Darling, you calm down. There's me accompanying you in the operating room."

"But I'm still scared."

Clique

POV Author

Childbirth is a process that must be passed by a mother to bring a new life in the world. Every mother would want a healthy pregnancy, and a smooth delivery.

But no wonder, every mother will certainly have feelings of worry, anxiety and fear that never subsides before giving birth.

Day after day Tiara continued to be possessed by the fear of cesarean operations. Starting with many stories about the pain of cesarean section, the age of the womb is 39 weeks. Estimated birth past the actual date. There is a sense of anxiety that whack where neighbors always ask.

"Kok wasn't born yet mbak?"

Tiara began to fidget because the baby was too comfortable inside. Though Doctor Mona said, the fetus has gone down. But still no sign of them going out.

Inspiration does not stop inviting the child to communicate. Sometimes Ilham invites the baby to chat, walk 30 minutes in the morning, massage his wife's stomach.

Mona's doctor offered Tiara an option between cesarean section or induction. But all the families ask Tiara to choose a cesarean considering the gestational age that exceeds her time.

"Ti, if the doctor had said so. That means it's the best solution. There is no way the doctor will ask for a cesarean if your baby is fine. Don't be afraid, son. We will always pray for you."

"Ham, have you guys prepared a name for the twins?"

"No, ma. There was a name that was already Ilham prepared, but siti did not like the name."

Aisyah's mother looked at her daughter "Why, ti?"

"Too bule. We are indo ma'am, so use a special name for our people. Like Nice and Beautiful."

"Hmmm .... Nice and Beautiful .. cool too son, mother instead want granddaughter mother loved Joseph and Zulaika, or Adam and Eve."

Suddenly ...

"Mom..my stomach...." Screeched Tiara.

All panicked as Tiara felt a great contraction.

"Ham, you take siti to the hospital. Let the baby gear mom get ready for." Tell Aisha's mother.

Aisyah's mother also told the other family that Tiara wanted to give birth. They promised to meet in the hospital.

"Maaaas..pain!" Screeched Tiara.

"Patience, ti. We're going to the hospital. Indro can help you walk fast."

"Yes den. This is already fast, if too fast later pity non Tiara." replied Indro.

Inspiration kept stroking his wife's stomach. While stroking llham echoed sholawat on his prospective son.

Salamullahi Prayer

‘Alaa Thoha Rosulillah

Salamullahi Prayer

‘*Alaa Yasiin Habibilla**

The Kawasalna Bibismillah

Wabil Hadi Rosulillah's

Wakulli Mujahideen

Bi Ahlil Badri Ya Allah

Miraculously the contractions are slightly lessened than before. Tiara was unconscious.