Pursuing the Love of Siti

BONCHAP 11S

Marriage is the dream of every couple. People who unite their love become halal love. Building a relationship becomes a sure bond.

It's no hypocrite I was expecting it too. Just like any other couple. It's just that the man who married me wasn't the choice I wanted.

Akbar Syahputra was my husband at the time. She married me because I was already pregnant with Wira, the man I love. Akbar is a good man and a pagoda. He was 3 years above me, like a brother to his sister. There was no love between us, but I still treated him as a husband even though we never had a room.

He never demanded his right to serve him. Maybe because she knew I was pregnant. It could be because Akbar still loves Sari, his former lover.

Speaking of Sari, Akbar told me that he and Sari had eloped, until Sari's father was seriously ill and they chose to separate. But they are still close even though there is no love relationship anymore. Am I jealous? honestly, at that time there was no jealousy between them. I saw Sari was a good girl, not likely to want to date someone's husband.

Until my gestational age entered 4 months. A tragedy happened. Where I slipped in the bathroom. Lucky Akbar spry so I can be handled by a doctor. When the doctor said my baby didn't survive, it was like it was destroyed in this world. Which mother is not sad when she hears her son is gone. But Akbar strengthened me, he promised not to divorce me just because the baby was gone. Like a sick person who gets a cure. I'm glad I really proved what he said.

After a month since the miscarriage, Akbar and I started the room. There is no bed interaction like husband and wife. Akbar who is still educated often comes home in the morning and I am often alone at home. Mayang and I are not very good at their relationship. She never sniffed at me, just because she knew I wasn't pregnant with her brother, so she kept her distance from me.

Mayang often invites Sari to stay at home. As if he disrespected me as his brother's legal wife. Every time Akbar came home, Mayang instead chose to stay at Sari's house.

"Mass?"

"Yes, Tia."

"Can I ask you something?"

"May your request still limit my ability."

"I want us to be like any other husband and wife. You deserve anything for me. I won't turn it down again."

"All right, but not now. You know I'm taking a test to send to the border."

"Hmmm.means I'll be left, yeah."

"Tia, you're coming with me. I've asked for a submission to bring my wife."

"Thank you, mas."

"Make?"

"Make your confession that I'm your wife."

"And you are my rightful wife, Tia. We do not get married for love. And I'm sure you'll gradually shift the Spirit in your heart." Akbar kissed my forehead.

"Why do I want it tonight?" Akbar said to me in shock. But I can't resist when he's already put our bodies together. Although for me not the first, but the more halal more delicious.

Two months later I got word that the school offered me back to education. Of course, this was opposed by Akbar. But I insisted on continuing my schooling.

If Akbar can continue his education after marriage, I can't.

I also want to continue my pending ideals. Both my parents supported my wishes. Especially when they were still adequate. Surely they're deploying treasure to get me into Akpol. Complicated, because my status at that time was married. Until my parents asked me to part with Akbar. Of course I didn't refuse because it was time for me to move forward.

Akbar did not want to divorce me, but I insisted on being checked. I, who was very selfish at that time, chose to go home to my parents. Mom and Dad quickly got our divorce. After we got officially divorced. Two weeks later I found out that it was two.

"You're pregnant, Tia!" berang.

"Yes, Pa. Sorry" I replied timidly.

"You know how much it costs you to put back into Akpol. Not a little, Tia." Dad's voice is getting higher.

"You destroyed my hopes by getting pregnant out of wedlock. Now you're back to incising the wounds of being pregnant when you're a widow. Does Akbar know about this?"

"Evictim! you can continue your education if you take this baby off!"

"No, pa. He's not an out-of-wedlock child but a legitimate child of marriage!"

"Papa doesn't want to know! you either dump this child or you get kicked out of this family. Papa's not good with papa's colleagues in Akpol. They are kind enough to accept you a second time. Even if they know you're a widow."

"No papa if she's pregnant. Next year I will try again, he is 20 years old and still young. I haven't been able to register him yet because I'm waiting for his idiom to be over."

He's Vishnu's brother, one of my cousins who asked my father to put me in Akpol. Wisnu's sister already has a high position in the Police.

"So about the miscarriage it's just your play, Tia. So this is still the hero's son! You why lie to me. No matter what happens I will accept your situation and this child." Berang Akbar when I told about my pregnancy.

I'm sorry, Akbar. I had to lie to you about this baby. I don't want to burden you anymore. Let us live happily without you knowing that this is your son, Akbar.

"Tia, even though we're separated. Let me still think of him as your son. Let me keep you by your side even if she's not my son."

Oh my God, I feel guilty. Someday you'll know, bar. If this is our child, it is not the child of the hero.

clique

Pov Author's

Jihan cries when she hears the origin story of Azka. He had not expected for many years Tia to hide this secret. Will his sense of regret be reduced to Azka after knowing this? No, Jihan would feel bad if she hated Azka.

"Promise me, Jihan, you will love Azka no matter what." Tia Message.

"I promise Tia. I promise I will love Azka as a child."

"Tia... You why!" Jihan is shocked when Tia suddenly collapses.

"Maaaammaa...." I heard Azka who had just entered Tia's ward.

"Doctor!" Shouted Akbar running to call the hospital attendant.

"Azka promised me she'd be a good boy. Same with Abi and Mommy."

"Azka promised me that mom's healing." The teenage responsibility.

Tia spoke the sahadat and breathed her last. The cries of loss were heard from the teenager.

"Mas, Azka is your real son. Not a Hero's son." Clearly Jihan to her husband.

"I already know." Reply Akbar. "When Tia was sick I was with her because I felt guilty about divorcing her while she was pregnant. Tia disappeared for years and reappeared at our wedding." Remember Akbar.

"At that time I still thought that Azka was the son of Wira. Because of my promise to Tia, I will continue to treat Azka like a child. Until his father Tia who told the truth when Azka was second grade SD. I didn't believe it at first, but after a DNA test it turned out that 99% said Azka was my son."

"Why don't you tell me, ma'am?" Jihan is still shocked because her husband keeps a lot of secrets.

"I'm sorry, honey. I'm afraid you didn't accept Azka after knowing the truth."

"Mas, we're married. Your life is my life too."

"Next at home. Now we take care of Tia's body first."