Pursuing the Love of Siti

3. Two

Before the application

My head is embarrassed. Even looking into Jo's eyes I can't. There's a mother who knows how I feel. I don't want to break my mother's feelings either. So how should I be?

"So what do you want, Siti?"

Mother's soft voice distracted me.

Mom asked me about my readiness. Because he knows what I feel right now.

"Mother, bang Ed, and extended family, I'm sorry if I fought back. But for me it's too fast"

I tried to catch my breath a little. I tried to string the words together so as not to offend my extended family.

"You're 28 years old, Lady. Look Gita, you're about to give birth."

mom always compares me to Gita, even though she is still soft and patient. But it still hurts to me.

I may not know what keeps Ilham away from me is the Gita. Because of his love for Gita.

"Mom, there's still a lot I want to pursue. I want a job, a career."

I can't just say anymore. They are still busy discussing Jonathan's proposal.

I heard Gita tried to contact Ilham. But the hunt was discovered just like the Nature. I heard a little bit of them fighting, but soon they got along.

I'm sorry Gita. Just for defending me you got into a fight with your husband.

"When you get to, ti. You want to wait for that guy. The proof until now he has not appeared. Sooner or later you will get married. Now your soul mate is in plain sight. There are good men who will accept you. Bachelors." said bang Ed

"But .."

"Now we will ask if you have accepted the proposal of brother Jonathan Abraham. There's someone here."

I still can't answer. I saw Jonathan's face expectantly anxious. Pity too, if I refuse later he is disappointed. But if I accept I'm disappointed.

Why is this so complicated!

"I-ku...."

God, why is it so hard to answer that question.

"Hmmm, okay I take it." Yes, I accept it half-heartedly.

Forgive me Inspiration

I'm sorry I couldn't wait for you.

I'm back down. Can't say anything. Is this maybe my soul mate? Can I accept all this? Should I give up on my feelings? I hope he's the one there fighting for me, even if it's impossible.

"Mom just wants to see you get married, have kids and be happy, that's all. No grandiose, especially when mom is old. Mumpung mother still has age, I would love to see you married,ti. If you're not around, you're on guard, ti. There's your brother, but he also has a family he needs to protect."

My eyes were not restrained anymore. As soon as I heard my mother's words, I immediately hugged the woman who gave birth to me. The atmosphere in the house that had been tense turned into a haru atmosphere.

"Edwar, Siti's here near mom." call her softly.

Since childhood, my mother was never angry with me. He always showed his tenderness. Although bang Ed used to reject her as a stepmother, but the mother still welcomed her with affection.

"Mother love you guys" he said as he stroked our heads one by one. Our heads are resting on both shoulders.

"We love you too." Edwar said, crying.

"Mother, don't talk like that. Siti, although not my real sister, is like my own sister. Because we're one family, so even though I'm married. Mother and Siti remain my responsibility as the oldest child in this family." said bang Ed who had been so pleased.

I saw that mother's eyes were on Gita and Nature. His aged body walked towards them. They should have approached my mother. But maybe you saw Gita's belly growing. It was difficult to stand up, so the mother who took the initiative approached them.

Like you did to me and bang Ed earlier. She hugged them like a mother to her child. Because since childhood brother Alam grew up with us, more time spent in this house.

Ah, better tell me about me. There are a lot of stories in the novel next door.

clique

Tonight, Gita and I lay their bodies on the bed. Our eyes looked at each other in the sky. Since arriving in Sukasari, Gita has chosen to sleep with me rather than room with her husband.

"wasn?"

"yes."

"No idea, yeah. You even nerima brother Jo." he said not to look at me.

"hehehe, yes, Gita. I didn't think Jo proposed to me either."

"om Jo's been liking you since ..." Gita stopped the conversation.

His head lowered, like there was a burden to explain it to me

"Since Ilham proposed to me again. Since you guys helped the process ahead of my wedding and Inspiration."

"But since then the emergence of boy right, Gita. Since then you are adrift because you feel the boy is brother Alam.

How are you, Gita. Why hasn't he called me yet."

"Udah, don't talk about it anymore." Gita seems lazy to talk about it.

Oye! we're talking about Jo, not Inspiration."

I see Gita doesn't seem to like me bringing up what happened between them first.

"Tomorrow, Jo came home. He said before the wedding he would come back with his family. You're ready, ti."

"God willing." I answered firmly.

My eyes are back. Honestly, I didn't expect to be able to accept Jo's proposal. Maybe from now on I'll accept him. Learn to know him more deeply. I wish I could love you, Jo. Just as I love Inspiration.

This morning

The morning air that should have been cold suddenly scorched. The sun has appeared, making those on earth in the heat.

I woke up a pregnant woman who was still asleep. Last night he woke up due to heat at the age of his womb which entered 6 months. In the past when Dinda's sister was pregnant she also often complained of overheating at night.

I just remembered Jo's going to Jakarta this morning. I raised my body to the room of bang Ed. It's rame in there, everybody's saying goodbye to Om Jo.

"Hemmm..do not wait for me." Pampered whinekku.

"Anu, ti. Sheila's in the hospital. That's why I have to leave this morning."

"The hunter, yes. Sarolangun same Jambi far away Lo."

"Goddessa,ti. If you miss the plane back here again. Keep going straight away, do not have to wait next month" he said while pinching my cheek.

Wait for me Siti

I'm going back

Return to bring love

The love you have for me

I'll make you forget him

He's the one you don't deserve.