Pursuing the Love of Siti

Pursuing the Love of Siti
12. Twelve



"Ham when you go home, son. Have you met Siti yet?" Mila's mother's voice called her knowing the progress of her son's plan.


"Already, ma. This is Inspiration on the way home, why ma? How did you panic?" Inspiration to hear the tone of your voice is not okay.


"Papa, boy! papa his heart is beating! you're going home soon, son?"


Papa's sick! Then if papa is sick how can I keep my promise to the Siti family!


Why it's like this anyway! Oh God, what trials have you given. Why is it that every time I'm serious about women there's always a barrier?


Inspiration can only stroke the chest. It was her hope to propose Siti. His eyes were staring at the village streets. In his face a prayer beads that Siti had given him. He realized that his religious knowledge was still lacking. But Siti present brings blessings for him, Siti who always reminds him to pray five times, Siti who once taught him short verses, Siti who last night realized him not to rely on lust.


Had the woman not been a Siti, perhaps Inspiration would have been a man who lived on earthly reliance. Who still likes to go to the cafe, who still likes his prayer room. Even during Raisa's life, he had never seen his wife pray.


"means you're a failed husband, ham. Because the wife is a reflection of the husband. If we get married later I want you to be at my every prayer."


Siti's words at that time rang in her memory. There was a sense of guilt for not guiding Raisa. Until the end of his life Raisa died before repenting.


"I'm sorry, sa."


I'm sorry Siti


I can't be a proper priest candidate for you yet.


I'm still far from the word alim that you often crave.


I still want to learn to improve myself


I'm sorry Siti


If you hadn't awakened me that night


maybe I've made a big sin for you


If Jonathan can make you happy


i'm sincere


But let me prove to you that I will keep my promise to your family


Let me prove to Mom that I'm serious about you


Hope you wait for me Siti


Ilham finished typing the words to be sent to Siti. He hoped that she would read his heart. Inspiration re-insert hp into the bag. And then closed his eyes. Instantly he remembered the prayer guide book that Siti had given him.


"Oh, the book turned out to live at home." lamented Ilham when he found the book was not in his bag.


Ilham put on his cellphone headset, a song describing the feeling of his heart. Indeed, this song is a song of his memories with Gita, but this song is also a favorite of himself and Siti


She - Sammy Simorangkir


🎶She's just her in my world🎶


🎶She was just her in my eyes🎶


🎶The world feels it has disappeared🎶


🎶Without him in my life🎶


🎶Really a most beautiful question🎶


🎶How he clutched to my senses🎶


🎶No need for me to dream beautiful


🎶Color there is her in my life🎶


🎶 I want him perfect for my usual me🎶


🎶I want his heart 🎶


🎶kuevin love 🎶


🎶 I want everything on him🎶


🎶Official Man 🎶


🎶God help me to change🎶


🎶Tuk have her tuk happy nya🎶


🎶Tuk being a perfect person for dia🎶


Siti sat in the room hearing the same song. While reading the message sent by Ilham. His body just wants to fall asleep. As the Ashar Adhan roared, Siti moved from her bed to make ablution. He realized his mother was locking from the outside. Siti resigned, finally only able to roast.


Siti prayed that Inspiration be given comfort, given protection and safety during the journey.


Shortly after the prayer Siti fell asleep without releasing her face.


Mom opened the door to Siti's room. Staring at his daughter with a taste of haru. There was a sense of guilt for being too harsh on Siti.


I'm sorry son, I know this is going to be hard for you.


One day you will understand what I did best for you.


I just want you to have a good man


who can keep your honor


Maybe now you're still angry with mom


Soon you will forget that man


Hope you understand


mom stroked Siti's head gently. Then kissed his daughter. His old body slowly walked out of Siti's room.


Siti opened her eyes a little. He knew that she loved him very much. In his absence the mukena covered his body, then went out. Siti was relieved that she did not lock her room anymore.


Jo returns home to see Siti preparing dinner.


Jo is shocked to find that the Ilham item no longer exists. The man believes Ilham left when he heard Siti being proposed to another man. Jo feels bad for Ilham, but Jo is also relieved that there are no more rivals.


"Ti?" jo asked to see his future wife about to enter the room.


"Yes, what's wrong?" Ask back to Siti


"Hmmm... Sorry, where's Ilham?" ask Jo again carefully.


"Home home. When will I be home too?" Siti was already upset with Jonathan. Because for him Jo is the cause of all this mess.


"excuse the story, will miss Lo." seduced Jo.


But it turns out Siti welcomed him by closing the door tight.


Relax Jo, this is still the beginning. He will accept you slowly. The bias does not know then no dear.


He will soon forget Inspiration.


Meanwhile at aunt's house.


"Whataa! Inspiration in banishment! how can!" Gita was shocked to hear the story of Inspiration from her husband.


Gita felt there was a misunderstanding between mother and Inspiration. He felt obliged to straighten out this matter.


"Where are you going?" Nature follows his wife who with her big belly out of the house.


"I want to tell my mom about Inspiration. I'm gonna help them, yang." Gita started crying.


"Don't honey, it's none of our business" said Nature softly.


"You forgot, that's how Siti's services in our relationship. You forgot how Siti was willing to be kicked out by Mama Yulia just to defend you. You forget, how Siti tried to convince Mama Yulia to clear your already ugly name in my family. Forgot you! Now that Siti is in need of our help, why are you silent! Inspiration is your sister, right! I just saw an older brother who just kept quiet when his sister was treated like that." Gita remained determined to go to Siti's place.


"Enough! He is my sister! but it's just status, for me he's still someone else. To me Brian's father was just a biological father. He lives on treasure, has people who love him. While me! from childhood I passed through life with the scolding of people! My mother was willing to marry Mr. Spencer just to raise the level of our family. Don't equate me with him! Different! we're different!" gertak Nature's. He still cannot accept Inspiration and Brian is his family.


the unwell aunt was a little troubled by the quarrel of her son and daughter-in-law. Trudgingly he walked towards the two.


"Lam, what's wrong? why do you talk to your wife that way? Your wife is pregnant. Pregnant women are sensitive" said the aunt who defended Gita.


Nature is upset with the Gita. During this time the Gita too often defended Inspiration. Every problem of Ilham and Siti, Gita always contribute.


"Why, Gita? why do you always defend Inspiration? Are you still in love with her? Oh, yeah I forgot, you guys were almost married, even you guys have been ....."


plaaaa


plaaaa


Gita slaps her husband's face. His feelings hurt as Nature tried to bring up the matter. Gita ran crying out of the house. Her heart ached, for the umpteenth time her husband re-opened the wound in her heart.Aunti saw Gita crying while in front of the house. Aunty doesn't want to interfere in her son's household affairs.


It was dark, and Gita ran in no direction. While holding his distended stomach. His chest felt tight, his head began to turn dizzy.


Bruuuuk!!!!


clique


"GITAAAA!" Ilham awoke.


In the face of the left right, directly stroking the chest. Dreams are real. His mind is not bad.


Many times he contacted both Gita and Nature but there was no reply. Inspiration was getting restless, it felt like he wanted to go back there.


"Yes, God of the Gita. Why do you always worry me."


The thought of seeing the clock turned out to be 22:00.


Ilham asked the driver if there was a route to return to Jambi.


Gita, I hope you're okay. I wish Ronal could take care of you, but I don't know how I felt because of the dream


Am I back again, huh?


O Allah, please protect the Gita from all dangers.


Seriate


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Sorry if there are still scenes of Gita and Nature in this story. Because the love story of Siti, Ilham and Jonathan will not be separated from the story of the next novel. Although their story (Gita and nature) is not as much as the story of the three of them. So if there is a wonder why there are still Gita and Alam answers because they are still part of Siti's love journey.


Keep going on this story.


Maybe while I'm focusing on Siti first rather than on the Gita story.


sorry there are so many typos. I still take his advice and criticism.


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