Pursuing the Love of Siti
52. You are not sensitive
Lord, you know I love her
And no one can change him
God is the only one who has always existed
In my mind
Lord, you know I love her
And no one can change him
God is the only one who has always existed
In my mind
Lord You know
I loved her
God is the only one who has always existed
In my mind
(always there, Blackout)
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"Doctors are waiting for you at work." There was a nurse who called him when he wanted to enter with the dodo.
Leg inspiration stopped "Say I'm having a patient."
"But, doc. this is what your mom came for."
Mama! Why come those nights. There's papa kumat again.
Ilham rushed to meet his mother in the study.
It turns out that mama is not alone, there are jihan and aunt kiki who have been waiting there. Disappointment on the faces of both.
Inspiration salutes his mother, but when greeting aunty kiki, inspiration gets a slap.
Plaaaakk
"Basic doesn't know himself!" Amuk aunty kiki's.
"I mean auntie?"
"No need to pretend, ham. You take my son to Jambi. You must have done something to Jihan. ANSWER ME!"
"Sorry, aunt. Jihan's sister is coming to Jambi. But
he who wants to come. I'm not the one who asked her."
"Now jihan's pregnant, ham. You have to take responsibility. Mama's disappointed in you, ham. Mama thinks you've changed, but you're repeating the same mistake."
Inspiration shocked. He felt like he didn't do anything to Jihan. How can he impregnate a woman, she is a barren, can not give offspring.
"No, ma! I'm sure it's not my son. How could? I was just sentenced to be barren!"
plaaakkk
"Don't find an excuse, ham! Soon you have to marry jihan! Mama no longer believes in your reasons! You make wounds for us for the umpteenth time. You know because of your behavior, papa dropped again."
"O Allah what is my fault and my sin. My son behaves like this. Once a gita, keep raisa now jihan. It's free for you to pray and teach if you're still depraved!" Mama mila said in her heart.
"Ma, believe in the same inspiration. I never did anything to Jihan. I swear to God, ma!" ilham kept begging mama mila.
"Don't bring God with you, ham!" gritting mama mila.
His body sat down with what was happening today.
"Fastly you must be married. Before the stomach grows. And if this kid's born mama doesn't want you to divorce jihan."
Tiara turned around, looking at the dodo standing in front of her. The girl went past the dodo. Dodo's hand held him.
"Ti, where are you going?" said Dodo holding Tiara's hand in front of the door of inspiration.
Tiara quickly released her hand from the Dodo's grip. Then ran towards the roofof the usual place for himself and inspiration to meet each other. Tiara releases the heavy load.
Tight feeling, it feels like crying but prestige.
Your city is stupid! You fooler!
Why are you crying for a bastard like him.
Siti, you fool! you fool!
Why do you still hope for him? Jonathan is more sincere than inspired!
Tiara felt someone coming. But somehow he was lazy to hide. Tiara was convinced that what came was inspiration. Because only himself and the usual inspiration went into this rooftop. That move is getting closer. Tiara refused to look back.
A circular hand on her waist.Hold her petite body.
"Please don't turn around. Let us be like, siti." whispered the inspiration
"I want us to be like this, ti. I know it's you. Because it's just the two of us who always go to this place."
Lazily Siti turned to look at the inspiration.
Plaaaaaakkkk
Siti finally revealed what she had been feeling all along.
"When things go like this, you're still trying to tease me! You have no heart, ham.
Have no! Oh yes I forgot that if you have a heart, you will not approach someone's wife, if you have a heart you will not leave your wife for her ex-boyfriend, If you have a heart you will not do anything that goes beyond the limit! And if you had a heart you wouldn't leave someone who needs you so much!
And now it's answered! You are just a man who relies on lust. Not the brain, not the logic."
"Ti"
"I feel guilty for brother jo! I'm expecting you too much, ham. UNTIL I WAS BLIND THERE WAS A SINCERE MAN! AND MEN ARE NOT YOU! NOT YOU!" Amuk.
Siti keeps hitting the chest of inspiration. Expressed all the emotions that stifled her feelings. The man she loved but never existed for her. The man who chose to retreat only because he could not get the blessing of his mother.
"Ti..."
inspiration pulling body siti. Expose everything he had in mind. The longing he felt was unstoppable again.
"Why, ham? Why are you doing this to jihan's sister? Why should I love you when I know that there is only a gita in your heart? why don't you ever try to convince mom? Why should I fight alone, while you'd rather accept jihan's leg."
"Ti.. You're the one who kept asking me to leave. While trying to take care of you. You keep asking me to take jihan."
"So? Is it my fault? I don't think you're going to back down even if a lot of it comes up. But I was wrong, ham. You are not sensitive! You chose to withdraw, which means you don't want to fight for me. You don't want to chase my love, ham. You choose surrender, it means you are a coward! A coward!"
ilham held the face of Siti with both hands. Their eyes looked long, implied the love they felt. Inspiration brings the head closer to the face of siti. A small kiss landed on the side. The hand of inspiration hugged siti tightly. Inspiration tries to find a gap in the city. But unfortunately the city has not dared to open deeper.
"I miss you, ti. If you think I don't want to fight you're wrong! When you were almost harassed by Alex who was with you, I AM!
when you go to the hospital, who is with you? Me too! Don't tell me I'm not fighting, even I'm willing to prostrate on mom's feet and bang edwar.
Please don't leave again, don't leave me again. Don't you know I'm tormented when you're lost without word."
Siti or tiara pushes the body of inspiration hard. He remembered the aunt Fatimah he left alone.
Ilham chased after siti but unfortunately he lost track.
According to the reader is that inspiration insensitive?
Is inspiration going to marry jihan?
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