Pursuing the Love of Siti

43. Edwar's anger

Bruuuk!!!

Edwar pushed Siti into the room. There was a deep anger towards his only sister.

"Bang!" crying Siti.

"Abang told you not to get close to Ilham. Why is it so hard to tell!"

"But bang ..we met as friends no more. Brother saw him do something strange to me! Can't!"

"Just tonight you're here until he gets home tomorrow. Whatever the reason is you won't agree with him!" Edwar closed the door.

Siti was not taken to Edwar's mother's house, but to the residence of Edwar and Dinda. Siti's in the lock in the room belongs to Sita, Dinda's sister.

Crying, that was all he could do right now.

Dinda met her husband who was still hot.

"Don't be hard on Siti?" talk to Dinda to her husband.

"I did this for Siti's good. That inspiration is not a man worthy of Siti."

Dinda scrunched her forehead. "Why? what makes you disagree with Inspiration. You see he's active in the mushola pinter adzan, pinter naji. What is less? Is it because he's a former Gita? Kan Abang knew Gita had married Alam."

"But... He once left his wife for Gita. He used to harass the Gita. Is it fast for Siti to get a guy like that?"

"That's not glass. You used to be a drug, right? you have a dark past, right? So if Siti's with Jo can't guarantee that your sister is happy."

Edwar did not listen to what his wife said. His heart was still hot from his dislike of Inspiration. Occasionally mentioning astaghfirullah after remembering what he did to Siti. There was a sense of tightness bubbling up in his chest. Because what Siti did is also still in her responsibility as a sister.

Sita sees her room locked from the outside, comes to her brother for wanting to know what really happened. Dinda finally tells that Edwar locked Siti because she was caught meeting with Ilham.

"That handsome doctor's thing?" Sita was surprised.

Dinda nods "You're Siti's friend, yes. Pity him." persuade Dinda to his sister.

Nice siti yes. Surrounded by handsome guys like brother Jo and doctor Ilham. While me? Boro-boro is handsome. There was even Asep who was unemployed.

Ilham stood in front of the window of Siti's room. Hope Siti gets out the window. There was no fatigue for him to wait.

"You know, I love you. I also know that you love me. We both know that the taste is still lodged in our hearts. More than people know.

You know I'm a loyal person. The proof until now I'm still waiting for you, ti. In front of this window I want to see your face, your smile, for the last time.

But why did we end up like this, ti. I know my mistake with you was fatal, and at that moment you questioned my feelings. Feelings that are still tossing between you and Gita.

I'm sorry, ti. Forgive me for making your feelings break. I deserve it like this, ti. Maybe this is what we call karma.

Good bye, Siti. May you be happy with Jonathan."

Leg Ilham wanted to step away but somehow still stuck there. As soon as his feet shook, his cries broke. Inspiration regretted his previous mistake to Siti. His faults are still in the shadow of the Gita in their relationship.

When Ilham stepped out of the garden there was Jonathan who blocked his steps. Ilham lazily avoided the man who had been his sister-in-law. But his body was restrained by Jonathan.

"Sister Jo wants what? If you want to ask me to stay away from Siti, I already do."

"I want you to tell the city. If you are barren. Can't give him offspring."

Inspiration. Because only Raisa knows about the problem. Even her mother did not know about the problem. "So Jo knows where?"

I know the baby Raisa's carrying is not your son, but from another man."

Ilham clenched his hand "If you know why your family still hates me. Why didn't Brother Jo tell them it wasn't me who impregnated Raisa.

Or Jo's brother used all this to make my name ugly and then people still hate me."

Jonathan grinned widely. But still the man did not give the right reason. Inspiration breaks through Jo's body and goes home to the mess. His hands continued to fold as if there was a deep unease.

A secret he had long kept. It has even been forgotten. His feet kept pacing around as if the secret was a painful thing for him. But it will also be a weapon for those closest to him.

Inspiration takes ablution for evening prayer. As if a cure for the turmoil it faces. He is not afraid if Siti knows her sterility. He was just afraid that if Siti married him the girl would be disappointed. Because a woman wants to have children.

In his prayer Ilham offered a prayer:

O Allah, to You only I resign, to You I believe, only to You I trust, only to You I repent, only to You I only with Your guidance I argue, I argue, only to You do I ask for a decision, therefore, forgive me for my sin that has passed and that is to come, that I do in secret or that I do openly. You are the first and the last. Thou my Lord. There is no god but You.

Ilham finished his evening prayer. Then take a bagbih to recite. There was at least a calmness in his heart after performing the night prayer.

clique

At Edwar's house

Siti woke up, her head hurt a little maybe because of a long cry. His eyes glanced at the wall clock in Sita's room. Already at 23:00, Siti took the mucena that was in Sita's bed.

Last night when Siti poured her heart out on Sita. Sita asked her brother-in-law to pray to ask for directions. Because of overslept Siti forgot her intention to pray Isya.

Siti started her evening prayer. Start with praying first. Because he had forgotten the fifth duty of prayer. After the Isya prayer, Siti connects it with evening prayer.

Siti again offered a prayer to Allah SWT. Complaining of his anxiety, for he was sure that only God was all-hearing.

O God, I ask You for a choice with Your knowledge, I ask Your power (to settle my affairs) with Your nature, and I ask You for some of Your great gifts, for Thou art omnipotent, and I am powerless, Thou Knowest, and I know not, And Thou Knowest of the unseen.

O Allah, only you know that if this affair is good for me, in your pleasure, then ease all this.

if indeed you do not grieve this, for my life, then keep all this away from me. Give a bright spot for the way out of this business. I'm sincere if things are indeed outlined for me.

Siti ended her prayers and then fell back asleep in a blanket she wore.

...####...

As a devout Muslim, we should expect to be pleased with Allah SWT, one of them by worshiping.

Cry to the Almighty in the darkest night when others are sound asleep. Look at His grace touching you wonderfully.

...###...

Thank you to everyone who supports this story. Even though I haven't been able to make you guys baper acutely with the love story of Siti, Ilham, Jo and Jihan.

I wrote this based on my own thoughts. Although still chaotic.

Happy reading

Do not forget the likes and comments that are still related to the storyline.

If anyone wants to donate a vote and a gift, I am very grateful.

seriated