Pursuing the Love of Siti

56. Pilgrimage

Praise be to Allah Subhanallahu wa ta’ala, to Him we praise, ask for help and forgiveness. We seek refuge in God from the ugliness of the soul and the evil of works. There is no God (who has the right to be worshipped) but Allah alone who has no allies, and the Prophet Muhammad is His servant and messenger.

Death is the destiny of all beings, human beings or jinn, animals or other creatures, whether male or female, old or young, both healthy and sick people. As in the word of Allah Ta’ala follows (which means), “Every soulful will feel dead. Verily, on the Day of Resurrection your reward will be made complete. Whoever is cast out of hell and put into heaven is fortunate. The life of that world is nothing but a deceptive pleasure.” (QS. Ali Imran 185).

ilham and Siti walk into an elite burial area of san diego hills. Their hands were running around the cemetery. Siti initially thought the place was a garden, but it turned out to be a cemetery. The head slightly shook to see the place, for him would be as luxurious as anything remains the same in the eyes of God.

"Who do you want to look at, ham?" ask the man next to her.

"It." Inspiration pointed to a tombstone.

Siti and ilham sat down, they prayed in front of the meal. Pray that those who have gone will have their graves laid. They cleaned the grass that was attached around the tomb.

"Assamalaikum, sa. You how are you? I'm sorry I just got to see you now." Speak with a heavy voice.

"Sa, I'm sorry I never thought of you as a wife. Forgive me for hurting your heart so often. But I salute you, you are still loyal to me. Even though you know my mind and heart are not to you, I know what you've been doing because you love me, even if what you're doing is wrong.

I'm sorry Raisa. I-i'm sorry! I am not a responsible husband. Even since we divorced, I never wanted to see how you were pregnant" said the inspiration who had cried hugging Raisa's headstone.

Siti stared at the piteous as the inspiration continued to speak in front of the tomb of Raisa. Siti knows a tortuous journey of love. It is still clear how Raisa hit the inspiration that will get married when the gita is in a coma. It is still clear to remember when inspiration pushed raisa violently, then defended by jonathan. At that time, the mind of siti a little hate inspiration, because it does not want responsibility. At that time, there was no need to like the inspiration. But now he turned around, at this time he was in the position of gita, and kak jihan in the position of raisa.

Is this relationship wrong? Am I evil? If the inspiration really married me, what about the child conceived kak jihan.

I love inspiration, but there's something else to take responsibility for, son.

Oh my God, why does it feel so heavy. Why should this be our relationship. He and I are not a match. I don't know!

I hope there is a glimmer of hope for both of us. If he's not for me then keep us away.

Siti flinched as inspiration held her hand. As if someone wanted the man to tell you.

"Sa, introduce this to my future wife, you must have known her. Yes, this is siti, your nemesis. Who will be my next door." Siti pinching waist inspiration.

"Awww it hurts dear." lamented the inspiration when her waist was pinched by siti.

"If you are told to speak, you must be polite. I was never an enemy of Raisa. He's the enemy of me because there's still a connection to the gita."

"Sa, we're saying goodbye, yeah. Assalamualaikum." ilham took siti out of the tomb raisa.

"We're there, yes." inspiration pointed to another burial area.

"Whose place is it, ham." Siti was confused when the inspiration brought a cemetery not far from the tomb of Raisa.

Siti's eyes are fixed on the name above the gravestone that has been marble. His mouth was locked, his net could not be lied to if he was in shock.

"Gi.gita!" Siti crying hugging gravestone Gita.

"Gita died after giving birth to her child prematurely. A month earlier, Gita had been in a coma for about three weeks. Followed by kak ronal who also had to be treated for one week." Inspired story.

ilham was silent when she heard the confession from the mouth of the city. She was also indirectly involved in the hospital incident. There was a sense of suffocation in the man's heart, like being stabbed many times.

There was no look of love in his eyes, and there was a look of disappointment in the girl in front of him.

"Ham!" Siti realized the expression of the inspired face after hearing her confession.

"Sorry!" Said siti.

Inspiration left siti without saying a word. His heart aches because the girl he loves is also involved in his failure to marry a gita. Siti followed an inspired step from behind. He knows where his mistake is. Sitipun resigned if the inspiration does not want to continue the relationship.

"Ham, please take me to Julia's house." Siti tried to break the silence. Although there is no validity of inspiration.

"Why, ti?Why are you the same with me and Gita."

The sound of inspiration sounded heavy.

"Sorry, ham. Because I love you, it's been a while since you took me to work as an OB in the hospital. Ever since you paid attention, took me to breakfast together, drove me away and home from work. You call me often. That alone gives me hope, ham." Siti was still crying as she recounted those memories.

"Jihan, you're good with him, you treat him like special, who doesn't baper, ham. You're not even firm on your feelings for leihan's leg." Add city.

ilham. Assuming what siti said, realizing that everything that happened was wrong. The biggest mistake is insensitivity.

Their eyes looked at each other. Hands clutching each other tightly.

"From now on, we'll start all over again. We travel together all the obstacles that exist. I promise Siti, will never leave you. I promise to always protect you as much as I can. I promise..." Siti closed her finger in inspiration.

"Not much promise, ham. Fear will backfire if you can't keep it. Just walk in front of your eyes. Anyway I promise I'll always be by your side."

inspiration laughs "He can't promise much. You promised too. Really, yeah, it's not gonna get away from me anymore."

"God willing."

Smiles rose from the faces of the two.

Every problem has a way out. As long as it is finished with a cold head.

Be patient when faced with a problem, always be patient in dealing with it. Because every problem will always have a way out. Therefore keep trying to find a way out while being patient.

There is no need to grumble and feel that we cannot get through it. But when we are able to calm down and be patient, then we will be able to get through various things in our lives.

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