Pursuing the Love of Siti

25. Twenty-five

Siti and Mama Mila sit next to Papa Pramono. Mama explained the situation of her husband to Siti.

"Papa dropped when Ilham went to Jambi with Gita and her husband. Mama wanted to tell Ilham but was afraid she wasn't focused. Because the goal is to Jambi to propose to you, ti. When Ilham said to take us to Jambi, but circumstances were not possible. Forgive me, ti. If he can't keep his promise to you."

Siti looked down, her feelings getting worse.

"But if this is the reason Inspiration does not come. Why didn't he tell me? why is he just silent? is this just his reason? Oh Allah why my heart so fucked up like this." said Siti in the heart.

Her net can't be hidden. Siti is concerned about the condition of Papa Pramono. Because according to Mama Mila, her husband had no better change.

Siti remembers when her father was sick (her father Edwar) where for months there was no better change. In the end, his father was gone forever.

Siti stared at her watch, already showing it at 22:00. That's a sign it's very late.

"Mama has prayed isya." asked Siti to Mama Mila.

"No, son. Mama fell asleep. Now I can't sleep anymore."

"Now we pray yuk, ma. Papa Pram's condition is better." Take Siti to Mama Mila.

Finish praying isya. Siti pampit picked up her belongings in Ilham's study. Siti walked alone, her mind everywhere. From the words of the mother, to the events she experienced later.

Entering the workspace of Ilham, Siti opened her bag. His eyes were fixed on a brown map on the table. At first Siti was alone, but when she saw the name on the map label, she gasped.

"No, there's a Gita name on this map. What the hell is that? curious" Siti opened the map. How surprised to see the lab results he read.

Oh my God, Gita is stage four! Is the disease so severe. But it looks like Gita's okay.

Am I a dream! oh Allah, Gita is pregnant now. I have to ask Ilham.

Siti returned to cleaning up her things. But still his mind goes to his lab results Gita.

As Siti's best friend is deeply shaken by what happened to the Gita. He did not expect Gita to be serious. If only time can be turned, Siti wants to make her best friend happy. But let alone pleasing Gita, he himself could not solve the problem.

Siti wept lamenting the fate of Gita. Suddenly Ilham entered his study, approaching Siti who was still in shock.

"Why are you crying, huh? still in shock about this, right?"

"Ham, this is a lie! Gita is still healthy! answer, ham! You guys never make Gita happy. Now he's dying! God, why do you give my best friend pain."

Inspiration calms the still-shocked Siti.

"Yes,ti. Gita is stage four. I as the doctor have also been trying to help Gita, but lately Gita has been on strike for treatment. Ronal has also tried to persuade his wife to seek treatment. But still Gita refused treatment. This is the chemo approval letter and the operation has not been signed yet. It seems like Gita has given up on her illness.

Ti, you are the closest person to Gita. I beg you to talk to him about chemo and surgical removal of cancer that has lodged in his brain."

Siti's body was limp when she heard the Inspiration's explanation. Inspiration sustains Siti's body, their eyes glare at each other. Siti and Ilham arranged their beating hearts. Rebut Ilham's head wants to blend on Siti's forehead. Siti's hand held the suit of Doctor Ilham. Their fused lips released a deep feeling of longing.

"Siti, marry me."

"If you want to touch my body, touch it! I won't refuse it anymore. I'm sick of it, ham! I'm tired of everything that's happened! I want to be free from all the pressure." whispered Siti as Ilham hugged her tightly.

"Sorry,ti. If that's the case I can't. I promised myself I would look after my women until the time came. Enough of the Gita incident to be a rebuke for me, for you and for the Gita as well. I'm sorry Siti, can't be more!" ilham said taking off a hug from Siti.

"I promise, you. I promise I'll let Jihan go for you. You also have to promise to release Jonathan for our love." Inspiration holding both hands Siti looked at him lovingly.

"Yes, God forgive me. I forgot there is still a brother Jihan who really hopes for Ilham. I forgot there was still Brother Jo who loved me so much. I'm sorry, Brother Jihan. I'm sorry Jo" she said in her heart.

Siti looked down sad. There is a sense of guilt for betraying two loved ones.

Siti stood up to get out of the room of Inspiration. His eyes were fixed on the figure who was already silent staring at the door. Siti swallowed her saliva, she was afraid that the man saw everything.

"Sister Jo." The man hugged Jonathan.

"Let's go home." Take Jo who is still cold to Siti.

Jo clasped Siti's hand tightly. There was pain, a little bit of betrayal. Jo raises Siti's suitcase on the motor followed by Siti riding behind her.

"Hold tight!"

Siti hugged Jo's waist tightly. Jo carries the motor at high speed. Siti's hug tightened because she was afraid of the motor jo. Jo smiles at Siti's grip.

Not long after they arrived at Jo's boarding house. Siti is shocked that Jo does not live in her luxurious house, instead living in a boarding house in a small alley.

"Sir, why live here? isn't..."

"You rest, ti. I slept with my friend in the next room. If you want anything, just call" said Jo leaving Siti in her room alone.

"Can't you tell me the truth? why does Jo live here?" Siti held Jo down to leave the room.

"Tomorrow I will explain. Now you rest. What a beautiful dream, baby." Jo kissed Siti's forehead.

Siti and Jo are pensive in each other's rooms. Somehow they smile at their own smiles, remembering the good times they had. Neither Siti nor Jo could sleep.

Jo tries to call Siti to check if the girl is asleep. Siti stared at her flickering phone screen.

"Not sleeping." they simultaneously started the conversation.

"Sleep, ti. Where will I take you tomorrow?"

"I can't sleep, brother."

"Tok same, yeah. The soul mate." Knock Jo.

Siti chuckled at Jonathan's words. At least he was quite amused by Jo's babble.

"Hmmmm. guess me you must be laughing. Open the window dong."

Siti opened her bedroom window and her eyes looked to the side, where Jo was calling in the next window.

"You see the sky, no. There are a lot of stars. You see me dong, you are like a star. Far high, hard to reach. If I reach it, I'll keep it and I won't let go."

I'm glad to see your smile Siti. Because ever since you set up Jakarta, you've become more and more distant. You know that Inspiration already has a fiancee. But why do you still hope to him. If he is serious to you, why did he not come according to the time promise given by your mother.

One day you will know that I am the winner of your heart. Halalmu winners.