Pursuing the Love of Siti

67. Difficulty Ikhlas

"We're doing this here,ham. I asked you not to go home to this building." Siti saw the building not far from the monas.

When feeling upset about meeting Jonathan. Not because there was a love for that man. But because of guilt for hurting Jonathan's heart. Moreover, the man continued to inhabit it.

"It's not a building, it's an istiqlal mosque." explains ilham.

"Why do we keep coming here?" Siti still doesn't understand.

Inspiration holds both hands, looking at each other.

"Ti, I know how your heart has been feeling since you met Jonathan. But I don't know what your feelings are because Jonathan doesn't want to talk to you or you have the same feeling. I know, brother jo loves you very much. Even long before I got close to you, she loved you."

Siti was still confused by what the inspiration said.

"What do you mean,ham? you asked me to take that brother jo, crazy you, ham! You think I feel what a ham!"

"Not that, I mean. In a moment Zhuhur, I want you to pray so that your feelings of distress are slightly reduced, dear. Set your mind and heart, ti. Before we go any further."

"So you doubt me, ham? That should doubt it's you! No, me! When I waited for your arrival to propose to me, you instead received an arranged marriage with sis Jihan. When you resisted your mother's desire to bring your parents with the excuse of not being ready, you instead came to the restaurant to be introduced to another girl. Okay if the tiara is me, but if the one named Tiara is another woman, you also accept it! Just like you received a brother jihan!"

Siti was crying as if an inspiring speech cornered her feelings. Several times the inspiration tried to hold his hand, but was pushed aside by the girl. It hurts when I hear the inspiration to doubt his love. As all this time he rejected men as sincere as Jonathan, simply because of his love for inspiration.

"Ti, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I hurt your feelings. It wasn't my intention to bring up your relationship with Jonathan. But I'm scared, ti. I was afraid that what once happened between me and the gita would repeat itself." the inspiration pleaded to the one who was still crying.

ilham recalled the time she was about to marry Gita who was still amnesiac. How about a double date with Keisya who is still close to Ronal. How he saw the gita began to falter since the appearance of Ronal. Inspiration is afraid that it will happen again in his relationship with Siti.

They entered the mosque. Siti was a bit awkward because she was wearing a slightly open dress. It was unethical to enter the mosque dressed as.

Inspiration knows that the city is uncomfortable with its clothes. The man covered his thigh with a sarong cloth in the car. Ilham always prepare a sarong to keep watch if you want to pray while on the way.

After the Siti prayer and inspiration took the initiative to go home. Their legs stopped when they saw Jonathan was also about to pray there. Their eyes clashed, until Jonathan called them.

"Ham, ti, you didn't want to talk to me about anything, did you? Will you wait for me to finish praying zhuhur?"

Siti and inspiration looked at each other. Until agreeing to jonathan's request. It was as if their prayers during the prayer had been directly addressed by Allah.

They hope that after this, nothing will stop.

"Are you going to talk to brother jo, ti?" speak inspiration in the heart.

Inspiration is afraid that Siti begins to open her feelings to Jo. But his fear was overcome. I wish it was just his bad thoughts. Ilham looked at the city still staring at the ground. With a quick inspiration to brush the hair that has begun to be long.

The cup!

Siti was shocked by the inspiring action of peeping her forehead. They were in the parking lot of the mosque.

"Mom"

"Yes, baby" Ilham still stroked siti's hair

"What were you doing?" Siti is still shocked by the inspiring action.

"Emang why?"

"Not polite, you know! Masum kok dimesjid!" omel siti's.

"Who is perverted?Your brain is negative thinking. I encourage women who will solve their problems. I'm encouraging women who are now fighting for our future."

Siti smiled at the inspired speech "Thank you"

"You remember no, no. When I was dating Gita, I was in a dilemma because Gita had a relationship with Ronal." Ilham

Siti smiled a smile. He's lazy to talk about the Gita again "Keep?"

"Sometimes someone says gini is the same as me...

The Gita never cheated, it was you who cheated on the gita."

Siti widened her eyes, then pinned her eyes on the inspiration "So?"

"So... I didn't expect to fall in love with her. I don't think the chatty girl, who judges so much every time I meet me, now even wants to be my wife."

"I also did not expect even to fall in love with the widower. Where used to be nyebelin" Reply siti.

"Ehmmm" Jonathan's voice shocked the moodiness

them.

"Hmmm..So didn't you?I still have a schedule." Jo pretentiously stared at his watch. Though he was still not strong to see the city and inspiration.

"Darling, I'll stay first, yeah. You guys want to talk more privately." Whisperers of inspiration who feel siti should finish alone with jonathan.

Siti held the hand of inspiration, hoping that the man would remain beside her. Siti is afraid of not having strong faith if only alone with Jonathan. But the inspiration convinced the city, if he fully believed in the girl.

"Sir jo is still angry with me." Siti starts core conversation.

"I've never been angry with you. Can't be angry with you. Only I still need the mentality to see you. Well, I'm old, but I'm an ordinary man too. Which can anytime feel above then now the lowest point phase."

"Siti, I'm just the son of a woman who once destroyed you. Why do you still want to see me? Aren't you hurt when you see me?"

Siti held Jonathan's hand, smilingly looking at the man "I really hate mama linda. But I never hated Jo and Sheila. You're like brothers to me."

Brother Jo why is still silent. Is my presence incriminating to you?

I see brother jo looks thinner. His face was a little brewokan did not lower his chemacho. Sheila once told me Jonathan was down.

Between his feelings with Siti and the problem of their parents' corruption case.

"At that time brother jo was down, brother. Plus siti's sister went missing without any news for months. Brother Jo chose to isolate himself to Japan, even then he had to drain his savings. While I have to stay at aunt rita's house, mama's sister. But when he met again, sister broke his heart." the story of Sheila who at that time visited the apartment aunt fatimah.

Jonathan remained silent. Siti was confused to talk especially to the man. Until it is difficult to tell about the events of the hospital first.

"It was time that inspiration would marry Gita in the hospital. I called Raisa to tell her about the inspired marriage, I ...."

"You know,ti. Since that incident Raisa often daydreams, confines herself, neglects her health and her fetus. You know, no, Raisa doesn't want to get divorced from inspiration, she's been trying to inspire love, but the inspiration she thinks about is just Gita, Gita and Gita. That's what makes my family hate inspiration. Now you can live happily on top of Raisa's suffering."

"Sorry" Siti still lowered her head.

"So I'm going home first, thanks for seeing me. I hope our good relationship stays awake. Thank you brother jo, thank you for the sincere love you gave me. I'm sorry, who can't repay her."

Siti said goodbye to Jonathan, apologizing for what he had done. Still Siti was talking to the statue in front of her. Shut up and stay quiet

Jo looked at the back of the man who had gotten into the car. He is studying hard even though he is very difficult to do.

Why do I still have my heart?

I know you're bound by promise

Wrong or not? Unknowingly

*Forget you, but I don't m**au*.

Jo felt claustrophobic, which in the end she could only cry in silence.

Shown in his mind when they were together when the siti was single. Shown in his mind when he kissed siti in front of the girl's boarding house, imagined when the body of siti fell from a tree, then fell on his body.

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Everything we hope for will never be a reality, because we never know what will really make us good, except Allah azza wajalla.

So, when reality is not directly proportional to hope, we remain grateful in sincerity. For when we are sincere with the disappointment that comes, believe that God will replace it with His goodness.

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