Pursuing the Love of Siti

Pursuing the Love of Siti
147. Conscious



A calm expanse of water stretched out wide before the eyes. A gentle breeze blew away the long, beautifully unraveled hair. A pair of eyes stared at Takjud at the scene in front of him. His feet were thrown on the green grass. His brown pupils stared straight, no matter how dirty the white clothes were because they were allowed to hit the ground.


"This place is like heaven."


The sentence came out as his gratitude for the gift presented before his eyes. As gratitude he could be in a place where he thought how great the power of God. The cold air made him not want to go from there.


"Ti."


A subtle voice greeted him. A woman with the same clothes as her. The person she had long missed. His body moved towards the woman, his cry exploded, greeted by a hand caress from his interlocutor.


"I miss you, Gita." His issue.


Gita just smiled at her best friend.His hand caressed her best friend's face. The calm gaze that has always been the mainstay of Gita on every interlocutor.


"Start! If I can see you, am I the same as you, am I dead?"


Gita shakes.


"It's not yet time, Ti. It's just that you're fighting between life and death. As the word, Koma. Congratulations, ti. You finally married Ilham. From the beginning I was sure your love was strong, only Ilham was still insensitive."


"Gita, I'm sorry."


"For?"


"For my past mistakes. My mistake is believing that you and Mother Nature love each other, so that it makes a tragedy between you, inspiration and Raisa. I'm Git, I called Raisa back then. In the end, Ilham failed to marry you. I'm sorry."


Gita's body ambushed Siti, making her body feel peaceful.


"Ti, let it pass. I'm just thanking you. Because it strengthens me if indeed from the beginning Nature has not been replaceable in my heart. Since the tragedy that brought Nature into the hospital, I have since realized that she is still in my heart. Even though he hurt me because he wasn't next to me when I needed him. Although I once felt devastated when I heard she was married to Dinda's sister. But my heart is attached to him. Though Ilham was desperately fighting for me, although I knew, our steps were always hampered by Raisa. It's already opened my eyes if we're not a match, Ti."


Siti looked at her best friend with amazement. It's still the old Gita. Still the Gita he knew, the forgiving Gita, nothing changed in front of him. Siti looked down embarrassed, embarrassed at Gita who often used to be stabbed because her first love prefers her best friend. In the past, aunts and Mothers always said they wanted Nature to be their ex, Initially Siti responded normally. But somehow that feeling started to develop. Until he took advantage of the situation when Alam was down when the Gita was lost without news.


Finally Siti realized that her efforts remained in vain. Nature still leaned towards Gita, although the man was forced to accept the proposal of Mr. Irwan, it was also due to coercion from aunty.


"Ti."


Siti looked towards Gita.


"Go home, I'm sure Inspiration will be waiting for you. I'm just sending you a message, please bring the girl closer to Brother Alam."


" girl? Who?"


"I don't know his name, ti. But when I saw him sign up for a donor, I was sure he could take good care of my son."


Siti still does not understand what Gita means. Gita's figure has disappeared, along with Siti's screeches calling the name Gita.


A light reflection blinded his gaze.along with that his body was like being sucked.


In the hospital


Inspiration standing in a room. His gaze was directed at the tiny figure in the incubator. A beautiful and cute baby was sleeping in the incubator, the baby was forced to be put in the glass box, his body decorated with breathing apparatus. He was born because his weight was more than normal, with breathing problems.


They have not given their names to either. But Ilham always called his daughter Little Siti or little siti. Also his son whom he called little Rama. Inspiration holds the glass incubator, the tears trickle when he remembers the wife is not yet conscious. I'm glad that all three survived. His wife and daughter are still struggling.


"Both of your sons look like you. Your genes are strong in them." Added mama Mila.


When my son was born, I saw his face. The first time I did this, the first thing that came to my mind was..


I didn't realize, until now, how long I had waited for this day. I was born to witness this moment.


Men used to be boys born with a high sense of adventure and play. Maybe not a man wants to be a father quickly. But most men can feel an incredible vibe when they know they are now a father.


I'm a little worried about what the nurses did to my little angel. I know they're cleaning it. And when I carried her, I could feel her so frail and petite. I wish I wouldn't hurt him. After that I introduced myself and he grabbed my finger.


However strong and great a father may be, he has a tender and loving heart. Maybe when you are an adult, the fathers often make you keki. But if you look at the day where he first held You, then You will realize that You have a father who loves You very much and should be proud.


Every man in this world, little or much, has a protective instinct and a fatherly instinct. Mother is amazing, and so is the father who always protects us in her strong, simple and talkative shadow.


Inspiration out of the baby room. His feet turned to look at the baby box from a distance. Some of the sisters bowed their heads when they met her. Inspiration kept walking towards his wife's ward. Some doctors and nurses ran in opposite directions. Ilham thought there was an emergency patient.


Arriving at his wife's room, his feet were fixated on seeing the sight before him. The doctor removed the tools in his wife's body.


"Why removable?"


Everything in the room was silent.


"ANSWER! why removable!"


"Ham, you're patient. Tiara Ikhlaskan. He's calm." Mona's words calmed her colleagues.


"No! no way! Siti can't leave me and my kids. Put the tools on again."


Everyone is still glued to see the attitude of Inspiration.


"Why are you quiet? I said put the device back on, HURRY!" Benak Inspiration.


Unbasically Ilham put the infusion tools into his wife's body. The attitude of Inspiration that is believed to have not been able to accept reality, it provokes a sense of compassion for those who see it.


Inspiration using a pacemaker, stomping Siti's body is still stretched. His tears kept flowing while spurting his wife's body.


Mama Mila hugged the son who was still not in control of his emotions. "Already, son. Siti Ikhlas. Stacey, ham. Istigfar!" Mama Mila's crying saw her son's attitude.


"Subhanallah, ham. Looky!" Scream doctor Ray


A hand moves slowly. The eyes seemed to open little by little. A light green painted room that became his first vision.


Silent.


Ilham looked at his wife who was beginning to show his reaction.


"Where am I?"


Unceasingly Ilham hugged his wife's body. A cry enveloped the room.


Thank you God. You gave my wife back.