Pursuing My Love of Hands

Pursuing My Love of Hands
Stalker failed



Mara came out of her housing complex, she was driving her own car because her injured leg had started to improve.


Tonight, he has to see Byan. According to his heart, he had to talk to Byan. Moreover, Mara recalled the words of Byan this afternoon if she was going to go far.


"Where will he go? Is he just bluffing me?" Mara's heart kept at war with her mind. Anxiety and worry began to hit when he remembered Byan who was sick.


As Star said earlier, Byan's arm was injured and had to be sewn. Was Byan's injury caused by his fight with Steve the other day?


It's still a puzzle for Mara. His main goal at this time was to meet with Byan, Mara pulled over her car for a while and grabbed her phone in the small bag she was carrying.


She tried to find Byan's phone number, but she did not find her ex-husband's name.


"Geez!" Until the mosquito flyer Mara will not find Byan contact on her cellphone. He just remembered that the two of them did not have each other's phone numbers.


"Then how can I meet him?" Mara was confused by her actions. His brain was forced to think even harder.


"There's no way I'm coming to his house, it's impossible!" Recalling the day she sees Byan and Kessy making out, Mara undoes her intention to come to the Malik family residence. He was afraid that he would meet the woman that Star considered to be the monster.


"Yes, God. What am I supposed to do?" Mara thought for a few minutes, she did not know where to go.


"Doctor Adryan? Yeah, well, Doctor Adryan's the only way I can go,"


But Mara again remembered the behavior of the husband of her friend, if she came there certainly Adryan doctor will think a lot. Moreover, he is famous for his ridiculous nature.


"Am I going to his office?" Mara recalled where Byan worked. But it was night, he was afraid Byan was no longer in the office. If he went there, maybe it would just be a waste of time.


"Gurghhh!" Mara screamed, but not too loud. He feels like he is in a dead end right now. Without direction, without a clear purpose.


"Where should I look for him?" Mara was desperate, she did not know in what way she had to see Byan.


"Sumi??" Mara just remembered, if ever keep Sumi's phone number because of her interest with Star.


Immediately Mara sought contact and called Sumi, several times the tone of the call was connected but Sumi never answered the phone from her.


"It's only been seven o'clock at night, there's no way Sumi's been sleeping" Mara continued to monologue in her heart.


There was no other step but to head to the Malik family residence. He immediately stepped on the gas pedal of his car and drove it at medium speed. In the car, he kept chanting prayers hoping nothing bad would happen later.


Now Mara's car is in front of the luxury house owned by her ex-husband. But he has not ventured to get in or out of his car. He waited a moment and watched the house. His eyes continued to pay attention to the towering large gate there, yet there was no sign of anything yet.


Shortly after, he saw a black car that was no stranger to him coming out of the luxury home complex.


"Isn't that Mas Byan's car?" Mara did not want to lose track, she immediately followed the car from behind.


These nights, Mara felt familiar with the path she now walked. The road where he still follows Byan's car.


"Cemetery?" Mara was shocked when she saw Byan's car stop at the cemetery. From there he could see Byan coming down from the car and carrying a few flower stalks in his hand.


Mara did not stay still, because she was curious to get out of the car and follow Byan. Before that, he put on a mask first and put on a black hoodie to cover his head.


"For what are Mas Byan nights like this to a funeral?" Mara's heart was full of questions, even without realizing she was like a stalker. After seeing that Byan had stopped at one of the tombs, Mara stopped her steps and hid behind a tree not far away until she could hear all the words of Byan clearly.


"Agatha, I'm sorry I just got to visit you," Byan placed a few sprigs of fresh flowers of various types on top of Agatha's navel.


"Tha, I can't lie to my feelings. I'm sorry if I hurt you," Byan spoke to Agatha's navel back in an increasingly heavy voice. He also shed tears by continually apologizing to the long-gone Agatha.


"Tha, I'm sorry if I can't be loyal to you anymore, I really want to, even my feelings for her outweigh those for you, I'm sorry Tha,"


Mara could hear the sobbing of Byan, and it turned out that Byan had shed all his tears that had been blocked long ago in the navel of the late Agatha.


All this time Mara had never seen Byan as weak as this, but it turns out that the man who always looks tough, strong, even cold and selfish can cry too. Apparently, this is where he cried. Is there nowhere else for him to tell stories??


Mara also became crying watching Byan, even Byan sobbed for quite a long time and almost half an hour.


It turned out that the cry of a man like Byan could exceed the cry of a woman. Mara's heart was so touched that she even cried.


"Tha, you definitely know who the woman I mean who has replaced your position in my heart, once again forgive me," Byan again apologized to Agatha.


Mara who heard that became annoyed, while rubbing the remaining round of clear water on her cheek, she continued to blabber, "Agatha would forgive her, just because she kept apologizing? You freak!!"


"Who's the woman he's talking about?" Mara's heart wonders about the woman whom Byan has always called. The woman who would take Agatha's place in her heart was. Mara was curious. What he loved, why did Byan not mention the woman's name.


"Tha, I'm saying goodbye. Tomorrow I have to go to Papua, "Byan also left Agatha's tomb, stepping towards the parked car.


Hearing that, Mara covered her mouth with both palms. He was so surprised to find out Byan was going to Papua.


"A-pa?? Papua??"


After seeing Byan has now left, Mara also stepped from the cemetery area that did not make him creep at all. This cemetery is like a garden, not a cemetery.


Feeling something strange, Byan delayed getting into his car. He chose to hide first.


"Where is he?" Mara lost track, but she still saw Byan's car parked in front of her eyes.


Mara's eyes search for Byan's whereabouts, then steps forward lurking from outside the car window hoping to find Byan. But it looks like Byan's car is still empty.


"Who are you!!" From behind someone had blocked his hand firmly.


Instantly Mara is surprised, she even fails to become a stalker because she has been caught.


With all his strength, Byan turned the body of the man wearing the black hoodie to face him, he leaned the body so tightly on his car that he could not dwell anymore.


Because the atmosphere was quite dark, Byan could not see clearly the face of the person he was now catching due to the hoodie and mask he was wearing.


Byan did not delay anymore, he immediately pulled the mask from his face. How surprised he was to see who he was now holding.


"Mara?" Byan widened his eyes, he hoped that his current vision was wrong. To make sure he opened the hoodie from Mara's head.


And right guessed it, the person he was in the middle of this moment was a woman named Asmara.


"Mas, I ..." Mara was frightened, her eyes were already flushed red with sweat pouring down from her forehead.


"Mara, what are you doing here?" Byan immediately released his shackles against Mara.


"Sorry, I ..." Mara can't reason anymore. His brain was so dead-end that he could not find the right reason to explain it to Byan.


"Mara," Byan pulled that slim body and immediately hugged her tightly. He didn't want to know any reason Mara would explain right now. All he knows is that Mara is in front of him and he doesn't want to waste any more time.


Tonight may be the last night to meet the woman who is now filling her heart.


Mara felt unable to breathe due to the tight hug that Byan did. But Mara let Byan hug her body for longer after she remembered that Byan had cried.


"Let it be like this, let me hold you a little longer, Mara," said Byan, refusing to let Mara go.


"Mas, but it's already night,"


Byan pulls Mara's body and opens her car door. Then he sat Mara's body in the seat next to the steering wheel.


Byan immediately turned around, he entered from the right door into his car.


"Mas, where are you going?" Mara asked when she saw Byan had started the engine.


Byan did not answer a word, he immediately gas and drove his car.


Mara just remembered, she had left her car at the cemetery. "Mas, my car,"


"Leave it!" Byan did not respond too much to Mara's remarks about his car.


"Mas, my car's left behind!" Mara slightly raised her tone.


"No one will take it! It's safe there," replied Byan would not take a headache.


Mara was out of words, seeing Byan put on a gloomy face and not talk much like this even made her even more afraid. Especially if he remembers when Byan had finished crying with a so heavy sob.


"Mas, where are we going?" Mara felt familiar when she saw the road that is now passed by Byan's car.


True to Mara's guess, Byan has now stopped right in front of his house. But until now Byan has not issued any words. That's what confused Mara.


"Mas, why come to my house?" Ask Mara again.


"Down!" Byan opened the door for Mara. Then Mara got down from Byan's car full of questions.


Byan took a deep breath and then exhaled loudly. He pulled Mara's hand towards his house.


"Go home, for your car business let me take care of it tomorrow," right at the gate of the house, Byan spoke like that.


"Mas, I really don't understand what you mean?" Mara's heart still holds many questions.


"I have to go, I'll say hi to Mom, '" Byan won't be with Mara any longer. This made him not want to be separated from Mara.


"Mas, wait!" Mara pulls out Byan's hand.


Byan looked at Mara as well as her hand held firmly by Mara. He hoped that Mara would not say the words that would come back to disappoint him.


"Come in first, say goodbye to Mom,"


The deg!!


Is this the opportunity Mara has given her? Or is this a real farewell sign that makes her and Mara no longer able to meet?


Byan's heart was pounding incoherently, he didn't know what to do at the moment. If he accepts, then he must be prepared for what Kamila will say. If he refuses to enter, this is in the sense of an irreverence he does.


Withstanding the turmoil of his heart, Byan followed Mara from behind. He went back into this house after just coming out this afternoon.


Mara let Byan sit and wait in the living room. Then he goes inside looking for his mother as well as Randy.


Unfortunately, Randy had slept tonight because he was too tired after going home to play ball training. Until only Kamila's mother came out to see Byan.


"Mother" Byan was nervous when he saw Kamila coming out with a cup of warm tea in her hand.


"Please drink, Son Byan," Kamila invited Byan to drink his warm tea.


"Mom, I'm here to say goodbye," the saying suddenly popped out of his mouth.


"Just arrived, do you want to leave?" Kamila did not understand Byan's words.


"Chat with Mara first, I have to go to the show at the house of Ms. RT,"


No wind no rain, suddenly Kamila's attitude turned friendly and not scary like this afternoon. I don't know what happened, but his brain thinks that Mara is the one who can cool his mother's mood.


Byan smiled kindly as Kamila said goodbye to him to come out. While Byan was still waiting for Mara who had not come outside to see him.


"Mas" Asmara calls Byan to come with her inside.


"Mara?" Byan can see now Mara is wearing a Pink aprons, something that is very rare for her.


"I've prepared some food, you must be hungry,"


"Where do you know if I'm hungry?" Ask Byan curiously.


"You're crying too much, your calm must be running out, "unusually, tonight it's Mara's turn to beat up Byan.


Seeing Mara continue to smile, he immediately followed Mara from behind.


"Seafood fried rice, this is just a quick meal!" Mara did not have time to cook another menu, because she knew it would take a long time.


"Mara, man,"


"Hum?" Mara looked towards Byan who was now looking at her with a deep look.


"Imacutely," Byan immediately sat on the chair that Mara had prepared a serving of fried rice for him.


"You're not eating?" Asked Byan who saw there was only one serving of fried rice.


"I don't want to eat fried rice," Mara replied looking at Byan happily.


"Then what do you want to eat?" Ask Byan again.


"You!" Mara laughed after feeling successful in judging Byan.


Byan who saw the laughter immediately approached Mara. He pulled Mara's slender hips up to sit on her lap.


"Do it" Byan said as if resigned, now the distance and Mara was very close.


Meanwhile, Mara who was treated like this by Byan could no longer do anything. The tremors of his heart seemed to encourage having to accept all the treatment that Byan made for him.


"You are!" Mara had dared to pull and press hard byan's sharp nose. Byan could barely breathe.


Because of Mara's action, Byan further tightened his grip on Mara's hips to make their bodies more tightly.


"Mara, don't you want to eat me?"