Pursuing My Love of Hands

Two Rose flowers

Arriving at her room, Mara sees her bag with red patches. He took a look at every corner of his bag and it was true that the red spot was blood.

He examined his body, there were no injuries. He also examined the core part, fearing that he was coming by the moon but that was not the case.

Mara tried to remember again, and she was convinced by her current thoughts that the blood was the blood of the man who had helped her.

"If the blood can drip, the chances of the wound are so great," Mara felt even more guilty towards the man. He tried to contact the police station to find out the results of the examination of the two perpetrators of the mugging he experienced.

But the police are still conducting deeper checks to find out the real incident.

He couldn't sleep, thinking about a lot of things that have happened lately. He remembered again when he first met Bintang after a long time, after which he was back in touch with his past, the Malik family. A family that was once part of his life.

"Star, I really miss that boy. How's he doing now?" Mara keeps wondering about Star's state. After Byan's treatment of her the other day, they never met again. It felt, he wanted to see Star immediately to treat his longing.

"She couldn't have allowed me to meet Star, forget Mara," Mara's inner self with a circle of tears now dripping down her cheek. Really, it turns out that this pain feels if the longing he lives cannot be treated.

Every night, after the incident Mara always imagined the face of Byan. He also imagined the treatment of Byan to him. Actually he did not want to remember the incident, but I don't know what happened to his brain at this time. Especially to the little heart of Mara who kept remembering Byan.

Mara tries to change her sleeping position, hoping that her eyes will be closed and fall asleep. However, having rolled around a few times he could not erase his memory of Byan.

"What do you really want, Mara?" Mara also covered her thick blanket to cover her entire body and face. His eyes slowly closed, until he fell asleep.

"Mas, Byan,"

"Mara," Byan approached her, and softly kissed the ripe lips.

"Eugh ..." Mara also moaned to feel the pleasure of soft touch from Byan. Although her heart refused, her body always received the physical contact that Byan gave her.

"May I touch it?" Tanya Byan needs Mara's approval. Because, he did not want to get rejected by Mara later.

Mara did not think much, she nodded her head as a sign of agreement. Byan smiled grinning, he also played his hand on two chewy objects belonging to Mara with a rhythm that flowed and raised his libido.

"Eugh ..." Mara moaned back, indeed the touch of Byan can make himself as if flying high. Undeniably, he loves this touch so much.

"I like it, Mara," whispered Byan right to Mara's ear.

The whispers from Byan made Mara's body more convulsing and her eyes opened wide.

"I can't keep doing this!" Mara got up from her lying position. He heads to the bathroom to wash his face and feet hoping tonight he can sleep in peace without any strange dreams bothering him again.

"This is a mistake!" Mara looked at the reflection of her face on the mirror in her bathroom. He continued to wash his face several times to throw away his thoughts about Byan.

"Very embarrassing! Why should such a dream be, Mara?" The only thing he could do right now was to curse himself.

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"Morning, Mba," said Renata to his boss who had morning had put on a lethargic and not excited face as usual.

"Morning, Re," Mara replied without looking at Renata and just walked into her study.

Renata and Susi can only look at each other, they both ask each other questions, they are both still confused by Mara's attitude today.

"Good morning" said a man who was now approaching Renata and Susi in their confusion. Tall man with a slightly chirpy tone.

"Is Mara around?" Ask the man to Susi.

"What is the need, sir? We serve nothing but cake buyers" Renata said. He did not like the small talk that the man did. He also felt that he did not like the crossbred man for no reason. Is it possible because the man was not the man who left vitamin C to Mara the other day? The man she thinks deserves more with Mara.

"Re, don't be like that" Susi nudged Renata's arm with her hand. It was inconceivable that Renata would be indifferent to the people who came to the store where they worked.

"I'll buy a cake, after meeting Mara," said the man and immediately without permission headed to the room where Mara was.

"Hey, where are you going??" Shouted Renata followed Susi behind him.

"Mara?"

The voice of a typical and familiar man in his ears interferes with his daydreaming activities. He turned to the door that had opened and showed the figure of a man he knew so well.

"Steve?"

"Mara, I miss you" Steven stepped closer to Mara who stood looking at her arrival. He also hugged the slim body of the woman who is now the owner of his heart tightly.

Mara was surprised by Steven's hugging, she felt awkward because from outside her employees were looking at them. Mara tries to push Steve's body hoping he will be released from his embrace.

After he slipped out of Steve's close embrace and made it a little crowded, Renata and Susi who saw him immediately went and closed the door tightly.

"Steve, when did you come?" mara said awkwardly, she felt Steve's attitude this time was so different from before.

"A few days ago," Steve kept smiling looking at Mara's face, which was right in front of him.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Mara shook her head, she could not believe Steve was coming to Jakarta but did not tell her.

"You've never returned my message, lately," replied Steve feeling that something was making his heart ache.

"Steve, sorry I've been so busy lately!" Mara tried to find an excuse, she felt bad for Steve. He admitted, last time doing a seminar he never again communicate with Steve. Not even the message Steve sent was ever read.

"What the hell, I said it," Steven handed over the flowers he brought to Mara.

"flower? For me?" Mara asked in disbelief as well as making sure.

"No" said Steve with a flat face.

"Then?"

"Yes to you, I'm handing you this flower. Not to anyone else, Mara," apparently Steve is now upset, why Mara does not accept the gift with pleasure as he imagined.

"Oh, thank you," Mara could only say a short word and a slight smile. He didn't know what to say to Steven.

"Mara, are you still busy today?"

"Not really, but I ..." Mara stared at the white rose in the corner of her desk. Then he also stared at the red rose Steve had just given him. His mind became creeping and guessing who the mysterious person had been all this time?

Mara placed the red rose right next to the flower that she received the other day. Now, on his desk there are two types of flowers that are the same even though they are different colors.

"Is he Steve?" mara muttered in a questioning heart.