Pursuing My Love of Hands

Pursuing My Love of Hands
Still tight



As far as Byan is concerned, Mara can only grieve herself. As powerful as he was already trying to avoid Byan. Even he had tried to make Byan hate him by saying rudely. However, all his efforts were in vain. Byan did not give up so easily, he remained at his main goal.


"Oh my God, what else am I supposed to do?" Mara was confused. Almost every way he has gone. But instead of Byan leaving, there Byan getting closer and sticky with him.


"She didn't give up either" Mara was afraid that if she continued to meet or get in touch with Byan it would be known to her mother. He did not want to continue to cover up his mistake until he had to continue lying.


"I'm going crazy!" Mara continues to grieve her mistake as Byan's shadow continues to spin in her brain.


"Mba," call Renata after Byan leaves Mara's office.


"Ck!" Mara could only hold her head when she saw who was coming.


"Mba, I'm sorry. I won't do it again, I promise!" Renata lowered her head, hoping for forgiveness from her now dejected boss.


"Re, what are you doing?"


"Actually I have allowed Man Mis-"


"You are innocent!" Mara instantly cut off Renata's unfinished speech. That made Renata feel more guilty.


"Sorry, Mba," slowly Renata retreated her steps and walked out of Mara's room.


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The sky had started late in the evening, the clock had already shown at nineteen p.m. Mara, he stepped out of the place where all day he had to squeeze his brain.


The fatigue in him is increasing, where today he has to face someone with his unyielding attitude. Someone who is none other than Byan her ex-husband.


If he had to choose, he would rather never meet Byan in the first place. But the choice for him was nonexistent. All that exists today is, to stay or to leave.


"Mara?"


Mara was getting dulled when she heard someone calling her name. A voice that is no longer foreign, a voice that often rings in his ears lately.


True to his expectations, the person he considered a bully was now coming again. He came to keep his promise this afternoon. Although he actually did not want to meet with Byan.


"Ck!" Mara was upset, she did not know the way of Byan's mind at this time.


"You still pissed at me?" Byan asked when he found Mara's grim face.


Mara did not want to answer or say a word. He would rather close his cake shop. He also wanted to immediately avoid Byan by remaining silent.


"Let me!" Byan held back Mara's hand that was about to pull the Rolling Door.


I want it to feel like Mara is yelling, letting out her frustration. But whatever the power, he can't go wrong and make everyone go back to watching it like this afternoon. Mara also let Byan pull Rolling Door shop.


"Finished," Byan patted both of his palms after finishing helping Mara close the Rolling Door.


As soon as she finished locking, Mara just passed from before Byan without a word.


"Mara, you want to go home?"


Mara still did not pay attention to the speech of Byan who was very disturbing him.


"Mara, there's something I want to show you," Byan pulled Mara's hand to make her stagger and followed Byan's faster pace.


"What else will he do, O Lord .." - Mara lirih bemoaned Byan's behavior that she could not resist.


Byan continued to hold Mara's hand through the sidewalk. After a few minutes of walking, Byan stopped his steps as well as Mara.


Without realizing it, it turns out that the two of them are already on the edge of a lake with air that feels soothing.


"Well, it's finally there, too" Byan breathed a sigh of relief after a few minutes of walking. It feels tired too, but because with Mara all that seems not felt until arriving at the destination.


Mara looks at every corner of the lake, with colorful views of the water due to the reflection of the light of the night lights.


Since then Mara just kept silent not talking, but since then her hand was not separated from Byan's grasp.


"You still mad at me?" Byan looked at Mara deeply. On his side every corner of Mara's face that is getting brighter and brighter.


Really, Byan this time is not like Byan yesterday. Byan who does not talk much and only as necessary is now a figure who is chatty even makes Mara's ears become confused to hear the words of Byan relentless.


"So, how? Are you ready?"


Mara still did not answer, she was determined to ignore Byan this time.


"If you're silent, that means it represents the word YES!" Byan smirked when he saw Mara's attractive and adorable face.


"Mara, if you knew how hard it would be for me to continue speaking so much in front of you, if you knew how much I wanted to change this ingrained ego for you, if you'd known how hard this is,"


Byan only monologued in his heart, he could not possibly show his weakness in front of Mara. He did not want Mara to know, if the pain he felt was continuing to pendam.


"Mara, do you want to go with me out of the country?"


Byan's question still didn't get any response from Mara. But Byan still did not want to give up just like that.


After a while, there was a middle-aged man delivering grilled corn that Byan had already ordered.


"This is the corn, Mba,"


"Sorry sir, my wife is having thrush" because Mara did not respond, then Byan took the order corn.


"Oh," Neither the corn seller nor Byan both gave a smile.


"Eh, sorry. Isn't this Mba the other day that snapped?" It turns out that the corn merchant still knows Mara's face.


Mara turned to look at the middle-aged man, "Oh, yes sir,"


Finally Mara opened her voice, Byan was now a little relieved even though Mara spoke to others not to him.


"Sir, did the man who helped me back then ever come here?" Mara suddenly asked the grilled corn merchant.


"Sorry Mba, until now I have not seen the man again," after saying that, the grilled corn merchant returned to his trading field.


Disappointed in Mara's face clearly, Byan did not expect that Mara was still looking for her.


"Are you so eager to meet him?"


"Of course, I'd really like to meet the man who helped me!" Mara answered loudly.


"really? It seems you're so hopeful, "this time Byan is like he's luring Mara to talk more. In addition, Byan also wants to know the contents of Mara's heart.


"I'm so very hopeful!!" Timpal Mara is full of emphasis.


"Why do you want to meet him? What kind of man has helped you?"


"First, I'll definitely say thank you very much to her, after that it's up to me to do anything with her" Mara tried to heat up Byan's heart. But instead of being angry, Byan even widened his smile.


"You're so funny!" Byan shuffled slowly Mara's hair.


"Ck!" Mara put on her manyun face again.


"Eat this corn, while it's warm!"


Mara didn't touch the grilled corn at all, she was still so upset at Byan. He was still waiting for what Byan would do to him. He also wanted to know what purpose Byan brought him here.


"Mara, eat. Who knows by eating this grilled corn the man who helped you will come" Byan again teased Mara.


"I'm sure one day we'll meet" Mara said confidently.


"Meet in a dream?" Byan giggles at Mara's words.


"I will definitely meet him in the real world, a man who is great at fighting. He's so cool!" Mara praised the mysterious man's actions, without her knowing it was actually the man in front of her at this time.


"Do you recognize his features? Who knows I know him and can help you," While holding back his laughter, Byan still runs his charade.


"Huh?"