Pursuing My Love of Hands

Heart Expressions

Mara turned her head left and right, she saw some people had been watching her debate with Byan. Mara could only take a long breath.

"I'm tired, Mom. I'm tired of your attitude! Can you get away from me??"

Spilled clear water from the corner of Mara's eye. He really can't hold it anymore. He also could not contain all the anger and frustration in his heart. But his feelings and thoughts were never in sync. Where the brain ordered to forget Byan, but his heart refused hard.

"Why did you come back, Mom? I'm sick of all this!" Mara chose to leave Byan. He took a thousand steps towards the opposite side of the street right where his shop was.

Byan could only let Mara go first. Mara's words so pierced her little heart. It was always in his brain. Half her mind was now twisting the painful words that Mara had thrown at her today. But Byan tried to be stronger and make Mara sadistic speech as a motivation for him.

"Is this karma? When I asked Mara not to see the stars. This pain is what it feels like!" Byan could only regret his own mistakes. He didn't blame Mara's attitude on him today. Mara behaved that way because of her own actions.

"Mara, I'll try to make you trust me again" Byan did not delay. He immediately crossed the street and approached the cake shop owned by Mara.

"Pak-Pak .." Renata's voice came to a halt when he saw who came this time.

"Mara's inside?" Tanya Byan greeted Renata with her flat face.

"A-no, please come in sir," Renata without further ado immediately showed Mara's office to Byan.

Without delaying any more, Byan went inside to go to Mara's study.

Susi who knew that immediately reprimanded Renata. "Re, you don't carelessly accept people! What if Mba Mara scolds you again?"

"Oh, kill me!!!" Renata patted his own jidat hard. Maybe he did not think long, but it was clear Mara had forbidden it.

All is done, Byan has entered the work room Mara. Both Renata and Susi just wait for the anger that will be blown up by their superiors later.

"Mara?"

Mara opened her face which she had covered with both palms when she heard the voice of someone calling her. How surprised he was when he saw the same man coming to see him again. He pushed back the chair now occupied by him until it was docked with the wall.

"Mara, let me explain everything first! I beg of you," Byan this time has gathered in front of Mara. He cupped his palms together as a form of supplication.

"What are you doing, Mas Byan? Stand up!" Mara doesn't like the act of begging Byan. Even if he is evil, Mara does not want someone to rest in front of him. Moreover, that person was older than his age.

"I like you, Mara. Can you give me a second chance??"

The deg!!!

Mara's heart felt that it was currently stopped from hearing the words of Byan that were so shocking. Byan's expression this time just doesn't make sense to Mara. He even thought that Byan approached him because he had other goals that he did not know.

Mara immediately threw away the taste of her mother, she immediately asked Byan to get up from his position of impact.

"Wake up!"

"I won't get up or leave, even if you throw me out again Mara!" Byan is still in his place. He will not waver again to show his seriousness to Mara.

"Mara, I mean it! Please do not punish me with this attitude. I beg ..." Byan is still in the mood. He grabbed both of Mara's palms and held them tightly.

"Asmara, let me show you this seriousness of mine! Give me time to prove everything, please ..." Byan put his head on Mara's thigh. He kissed Mara's hands which he still held tightly.

Mara seemed hypnotized, she could only hold on to disbelief over Byan's words just now. He wanted to hit Byan's body far away, but now it feels like he died lice can not do anything.

"Do you believe me?" Byan raised his face, he looked at Mara who was still draining the clear water. He slowly wiped the smooth face of Mara who had been wet due to the flow of tears.

"Mara, I know how I feel and how you feel that way. I'm not gonna let you down, I'm gonna prove that I deserve your trust!" Byan tries to convince Mara back. But the clear water was even more pouring profusely from Mara's face.

"Mara, hey ..." Seeing Mara cry even more, Byan said nothing more. He immediately changed his position and stood hugging the body of Mara who was still sitting in her chair.

"Ten your heart" Byan rubbed Mara's back shoulder gently. He also gave a gentle kiss on the top of his ex-wife's head.

"Could you follow my one request, Mom?" After a few minutes of silence, Mara finally let out her voice.

Byan who heard that was relieved, he hoped that Mara would really trust and give him another chance. Byan can't wait to hear Mara.

"What's that??"

"Get out of my life and never come back!"

Duars!!!!

Hoarse voice accompanied by the sobbing Mara can be heard clearly in the ear Byan as lightning struck. The flapping of his heart had been shattered this second as well.

"Mara, don't ask me to leave again! I won't be able to!!" Byan was no longer powerful, his heavy voice was a witness to how he could not comply with Mara's request.

"I don't want to deal with you anymore, I don't want to see or see your face, I don't want any more relationship between us! Please come out, and ..."

Mara couldn't hold back her crying anymore. Roughly rubbing the remains of tears still dripping down his face.

"And never come back!"

Byan began to move away, he rewinded his steps backwards. He could do nothing more if this was Mara's wish. But it is not Byan's name if you give up just like that.

"I'm not coming back, Mara. Is there anything you haven't told me especially about Star?"

Mara thought for a moment, she only realized about Star. The child he loved so much.

"Didn't you love him sincerely?" Ask Byan again.

"I love Star more than anything!" Mara answered firmly. He could not accept that Byan accused him of being reckless.

"If so, why are you complicating your love for him? Why are you asking me to stay away from you? Don't you want Star to be close to you too?" There are many questions for Mara. To make Mara confused must answer which one.

"Mas, this has nothing to do with Star?"

"If you ask me to leave, then I'll take Star. That's what's going to happen!"

"Mas Byan, don't try to confuse me!" Mara tries to get Byan to comply with her wishes without bringing Star into the trouble of the two of them.

"You're the one who made that confusion, Mara!"

"Mas Byan you ..."

"Take it easy, think about your future, think about Star, think about me, think about our family later and I'll be back tomorrow!"

"No, I'll be back!" Byan continued with a smile.

"A-what????"