Pursuing My Love of Hands

Mara's vexation

"This is not true, Mara," Mara buried her head in the steering wheel of the car. He really regretted what he did today.

"You should just act normal, not run away like this!!"

Sometimes he hit his head on the steering wheel of the car. The last moment he saw Byan cuddling with a woman, I don't know what his heart felt at that second.

Pain, pain or pain? I don't know, the assortment of flavors he got for watching Byan hug another woman.

"Heuh, that's the RIGHT. Is it up to him to cuddle with anyone? He must have done more than that!"

Mara was getting upset. Not resentful towards Byan, but rather annoyed at himself. Should he admit that jealousy is currently engulfing his heart?

"No! That's impossible!" Mara evades. For him, Byan did not deserve jealousy from him. Byan is not who he is. He is just a story in the past 1 which he must bury deeply.

But, there was something stuck in his heart. Even though he was evasive and tried to fade all those feelings. Still, he still couldn't accept what he saw just now.

While in a different situation, Byan who was riding his motorcycle stopped by the side of the road when he saw Mara's car which was also pulled over.

Byan immediately took off the helmet he was wearing and put it right on top of his motorcycle. After that Byan immediately knocked on Mara's car door.

Geck! Geck!

Mara who was inside was shocked when she saw who the person who had knocked on her car glass was.

"Oh, no!" Mara is confused and upset when she finds out who is coming.

"Mara, open the door," asked Byan from the outside who could be heard by Mara.

Mara is confused, she doesn't know what to do. If he ran away again, surely Byan would think nothing of him. For now Mara chose silence not to serve Byan. He lowered his face to be invisible to Byan from the outside, hoping that Byan would leave soon.

"Do I have to face it?" Confusion still struck Mara's heart.

But Byan did not give up just like that, he continued to knock on the glass of Mara's car. The thing that makes him worried at this time is that Mara did not also open the door or the glass of her car. He was afraid something might happen to Mara in there.

"Mara, please open the door!" Byan is increasingly worried about Mara's current state. So he tapped on the car glass a little strongly.

"Mara, did something happen to you???? Please open, Mara!" Shouted Byan again.

Mara who heard Byan keep calling her felt uneasy. Moreover, he could see some people who crossed this road were watching the actions of Byan.

"Yes, God. What's he doing?" Mara still did not expect, Byan still never left.

"Mara, open the door or I'll break this glass!!!!!" Byan can't wait to face Mara. He took immediate action to get Mara to open the car door.

Byan walked back where his motorcycle was parked. Byan grabbed his helmet and headed back towards Mara's car.

"Mara, I'll break this glass!!" Byan swung his helmet, trying to penetrate the glass of Mara's car.

"No! What's he gonna do?" Mara kept wondering. Until he had no other choice when Byan was getting closer the helmet towards the glass of his car.

Mara finally opened her car glass, but only half opened.

"Mara, thank God," Byan was able to breathe a sigh of relief after Mara opened her car's glass.

"What are you doing, Byan?" Mara asked with a nervous feeling, a heavy voice as if something had hit her chest.

Byan smiled, after a long time finally he could hear Mara calling him 'Mas' back.

"Now please go," Mara drove to Byan. He could no longer bear to see the existence of Byan before him. It felt like everything he had been through with Byan would continue to haunt him.

"Mara," Byan circled Mara's car. He opened the car door and sat next to the steering wheel right next to him.

"Get out!!!" Mara raised her tone by an octave. Hoping that Byan would leave before him soon.

"Mara, what you saw earlier ..."

"What did I see?? Mom, I didn't see anything!!!" Mara's tone sounded increasingly upset mixed with anger.

Mara does not want to admit her feelings, at this time she still covers it does not want Byan to know the truth. However, from there Byan even more understood if Mara was currently angry with him.

"Mara, listen to my explanation first," Byan was still trying to explain patiently. He didn't want Mara to misunderstand what she saw. But it looks like Mara didn't give Byan a chance to talk more.

"I don't need any explanation, Mas," elak Mara.

"Now please come out! Or will I scream?" Mara Threat. This time he had no other choice, if Byan didn't leave.

Hearing Mara's threat, Byan even smelled her smile. Somehow seeing Mara angry like this made her even more anxious.

"She is Kessy, the woman Umi introduced me to. She always comes to the house just to see me, even she comes to the office a lot, too" Byan tries to explain who Kessy is to Mara, with an unrelenting look of eyes looking at Mara's already reddened face.

"It has nothing to do with me, whoever he is your business, Mom!!"

Mara doesn't want to hear any explanation from Byan. But too late, Byan had already spoken at length. Even Byan's explanation even makes Mara's heart feel more pain.

"You want to cuddle, have fun or do more than that with anyone, it's none of my business!" Continue Mara again with a higher tone.

"Mara, are you jealous??" Seeing the strange gurgle on Mara's body, Byan grew more and more daring to tease her.

"What???" Suddenly Byan's question made Mara's face more reddened. He never thought Byan would say that and guess.

"Yes, is that right, right?" Temptation byan again.

"You're too big a head! Why am I jealous?"

Mara began to be fiery, he could not accept if Byan always cornered him. His angry look at Byan began to increase. It was like Mara was tearing apart that irritating Byan's face this very second.

"You angry?" Asked Byan again still with a relaxed intonation.

"Yes, I'm obviously angry!" Say Mara again.

"So right?" Byan widened his smile even more.

"really? What do you mean, Mas?"

"It's true that you're angry, and it's true that you're jealous!"

It was very desirable that Byan blew his laughter at this moment when he saw that adorable face of Mara.

"Huh? What did you say?? I don't want to insult a woman like her!" Mara still does not want to admit, she still avoids the accusations of Byan against her.

"Then tell me Mara, what kind of woman would make you feel jealous?"

"Mas Byan, you better get out!" Mara orders with her voice that has started to weigh. His frustration with Byan grew.

"Mara," Byan began to worry when he saw Mara's eyes begin to turn red as if he wanted to let out a cry.

"Go, get out of here, Mas," asked Mara again. Until he could not stand it and shed his tears of annoyance.

"Mara, hey ..." Byan could not continue his words anymore when he saw Mara was already crying and covered her face with both palms.