Pursuing My Love of Hands

Byan's Worries

The two eyes looked at each other deeply, one of them with sharp eyes, the other one showing eyes that did not know what it meant.

"Mas Byan" said Mara softly.

"Sorry, I'm in a hurry," Byan turned his gaze. At first he continued to deepen his gaze on Mara because hoping to meet her was a dream, but it turned out to be real.

"Oh, I'm sorry too. I wasn't careful, "Mara tried to sing her smile of compulsion, to remove her awkwardness.

"I'm sorry!" That's what Byan said, he then just passed by leaving Mara.

"Heuh, even he's still cold to me even though it's been five years! Is that how much he hates me?" Asmara shook her head, she could only mutter inwardly. Until he rushed to his main goal to go to the Pharmacy to redeem his mother's medicine.

From the opposite direction, Byan turned his body back towards the back. He saw Mara's back disappearing from his sight.

"Hmmm ..." Byan took a deep breath, then exhaled it quickly.

After returning from the hospital for a check on his health, Byan went home. During the trip, Byan was constantly disturbed by the shadow of Asmara.

Currently, his presence in the same city as Mara made his own anxiety.

Byan put aside his thoughts for Mara first, this time he was looking for the whereabouts of his son at home.

But he did not see Star the only child he had always been looking for. Though usually Star in the family room is playing or watching television.

"Umi, where's Star?" Seeing that there was only Uminya, Byan asked for Star's whereabouts.

"Maybe playing with Mba Sumi," Andryani who was busy with her gadget just answered without looking at Byan.

"Where? " Tanya Byan again wanted to know.

"He said he wanted to go to the park" Andryani put down her phone, then looked at her son.

"Byan, it's Sunday. Let Star play with Sumi. He must be very tired of being at home. Not to mention, her always busy father had no time for her,"

Whether this is satire or advice for Byan, but clearly this is the truth and Byan should be aware of it.

"Umi, Byan is busy in the office. Byan is not having fun" said Byan with his hands that loosened the tie, then he sat on the sofa right across from Andryani.

"Busy on holidays???"

Byan was silent, he did not answer his Uminya. Answering also feels free, he does not want to continue arguing and trying to give up.

"Byan, at least take the time to get Star to play. Poor him ..."

"Omma, Papa!!" The shout suddenly made Andryani and Byan turn towards him.

"Star's home?" Andryani welcomes Star by thrusting her one hand.

"It's Omma, '" Star kissed Andryani's hand. Then he turned to his father, his eyes were astonished when he saw his father was at home at this hour.

"Have you come home?"

"Dear, where did Star go?"

It wasn't the question Star was expecting at the moment, at least her Papa asked her how she was today, happy or not? Not even a curbing question that was always thrown byan to him. Star was tired of hearing that.

"Star played the same .." almost Star slipped, fortunately he could put the brakes on his cute mouth.

"Whose same???" Byan began to suspect, he felt there was something that was being hidden by his son.

"Sama mba Sumi dong Pa, who else wants to accompany Star?"

Star's words so pierced Byan's heart, yes it was true. Byan never had time for his son even though it was just playing.

"Star ..." Byan did not continue his words, he tried to control his emotions more. Moreover, the current Star had already shown her sad face. He turned to persuade his son.

"Star, if Papa's off work, we'll definitely play together, okay?"

Sumi who was just standing there was stepping following Star. But his footsteps came to a halt when the master suddenly called out to him.

"Sumy!" With his baritone voice, Byan stopped Sumi's footsteps.

"Oh, I'm dead!" Sumi in the heart. He turned back to face Byan again. He thought for sure Byan would scold him mercilessly.

"Yes sir?"

"Where are you taking Star?" Still with a suspicious feeling, Byan found out his curiosity through Sumi.

"In the park sir," said Sumi Lirih.

"Which park?"

"Byan enough! Let Sumi rest first," interrupted Andryani, he had seen Sumi scared when faced with Byan. It made him feel sorry for Sumi.

"CONGRATULATIONS!!!" Sumi said in her heart again, it turns out that Andryani saved her this time, she managed to escape from her cold and fierce Master.

"Umi, Byan just wants to know where Star is playing. Is that wrong?"

"Sumi, you go to Star's room. Please change his clothes," Andryani did not respond to Byan's remark, instead ordering Sumi to go to take care of her grandson Star.

"Good ma'am," Sumi was in charge of leaving the child and mother there who was faced with a slightly hot situation.

"Byan, you don't overdo it with Sumi. What if she doesn't feel at home and resigns like the rest of Star's nannies?"

"Umi, Byan did that just for Star's good. Byan just doesn't want Star to meet ..."

"Asmara?? That's what you mean?" Andryani guessed what was on her son's mind.

"Mother,"

"Byan, is Mara wrong? Have you not been able to forget about your past five years?"

Cecar Andryani to his stubborn son.

"Umi, it's not like that. Byan doesn't want Star to meet a stranger and could put him in danger!"

Byan is now starting to pitched high. Since his words were never finished, Uminya always interjected.

"Byan, get rid of your fear! That incident has been going on for a long time. If you continue like this, then Star will be the victim of your ego!"

"Umi never understood Byan's feelings,"

"Umi know, therefore Umi want you to try to forget your mass and focus more on dividing Star,"

Byan just shook his head, he no longer wanted to argue with Andryani because he thought it would have no end. Byan went to his room and left Andryani.

Arriving in his room, Byan lay his body rough on the bed. He took a long breath. His head was now throbbing, the longer the dizzy felt by him.

He gently massaged the base of the nose right in the middle of his thick eyebrows. At that instant his brain remembered his encounter with Mara in the hospital earlier.

"Mara, is that really Asmara? " Byan recalled the face he looked at deeply earlier, according to him that the face was true Asmara that he had been familiar with. But, her appearance is different.

"No, she's definitely not Mara. Just looks different!" Byan tries to take his mind off Mara. However, still the shadow of Asmara's face still continues to tease his brain.

"CK!" Byan clucked violently.

"Well amorous or not, it's none of my business!"

However, Byan's brain again thought of Asmara. Today he meets her, it is not impossible that one day Mara will meet her son Star. That made him even more afraid. Unbeknownst to him, it has already happened.

Slowly, Byan closed his eyes. Tiredness now makes him more stricken with drowsiness that is not restrained. He fell asleep, though he had not changed his clothes.