PAPER BOATS (Trapped by the Past)
Chapter 59 I'M NOT THAT STRONG
While when Surya arrived at the cafe, Yogi again cool main hape. A cup of cappuccino accompanied him. A cigarette does not miss slipping on his finger.
Yogi who understands that Surya does not like alcoholic beverages, choose a place that does not provide it.
"Hay, Yog," said Surya.
"Eh, kirain is not coming" said Yogi.
"Marine dealer, Sur. Wanna drink what you are?"
"White coffee."
"You want to eat nothing?" ask Yogi again.
"No. I just ate at home" Surya replied. Even though he ate it a few hours ago. But Surya still felt full, because he ate so much.
"Tumben you want me to hang out? Are you saying ama nyokap you? Be sought, again."
"Udahlah. If it's too late, it will not be sought," said Surya. He himself sometimes bete to his mother, who always sends a message so as not to come home too late. Though it was pampered.
Maybe Rahma forgot that Surya was an adult and he was a man. Not a kid to look for.
"Pamit ama ayang Nadia too?" ledek Yogis.
Surya stared at Yogi at a glance.
"Eh, don't look at me like it's dong. I'm embarrassed...!" yogi said in a Malay style.
Surya grunting. You crazy guy! Inner Solar.
"I'll take a drink first. Waitresnya not come by." Surya stands and heads towards the mini bar where the booking is.
"I'm asking for white coffee one. At the end of the table, yes," said Surya to a waitress who again served the order of visitors.
"OKAY. Just a minute, yeah."
Surya nodded, then returned to the Yogi table.
"Where's Love, Sur?" ask Yogi after Surya sits back down.
"Love? Who's ama's love?" Surya pretended not to. He knew that Yogi meant Sinta.
"Your sister, Surya....!" yogi replied with anxiety.
"Oohs. Sinta's. Not Love. You can't say S, can you?"
Yogi laughs happily, being able to tease his best friend again.
"Yes, deh. Shinta. Why don't you take it with you?" Yogi is more pleased that Surya ngajakin Sinta. Because he can make Surya more emotional soul.
"Children. Can't go out at night. Entar digondol!"
Haha. Yogi laughed again hearing it.
"Where is a gini day called gondoruwo? Gondoruwonya on the mager, toy hape in the nest!" yogi Sahut.
"Here, take off one!" Surya pointed towards Yogi.
"Well, if I'm a gondoruwo special edition. Not the gondoruwonya who nggondol girls. But the girl who asked to be digondol" said Yogi. Yogi is the pinter if ngeles.
"Hm. It's up to you, Yog. What matters is that the girl's not my sister." Surya won't lose either.
White coffee orders Surya coming.
"Thank you, Mas," Surya said as he nodded politely.
The waitress replied with a nod and a smile. Then back to his place.
"Your feeling of talking is always serious, Sur."
Surya stared intently at Yogi's face.
"Yes...Yes indeed. Excuse me. Yes, speaking! It's a lash!" Yogi knows that Surya has been staring like that, meaning he does not want to be denied.
"The real horror, huh? Let them not fail to focus. It's my problem with Nadia."
Then Surya started his story. A long story. From beginning to end.
Yogis occasionally chimed in. Occasionally ask. Sometimes I say oh. And occasionally yawn, because Surya's story is too long. Until the coffee runs out.
"Don't sleep dong. I drank my coffee. I haven't had a drink." Surya shifted his coffee cup to the front of Yogi.
"Yes, it's a long story. It can be shortened" said Yogi.
"Liar detail. And you did not misjudge," said Surya.
Of that many stories Surya, who was captured by Yogi is just the point.
"So the point is, Nadia still loves and expects her boyfriend to come back. But your family asked you to rush to propose to Nadia. I see, right?" ask Yogi.
Surya nodded. Yogis sometimes like to be smart too. Do not be told about mathematics. He'll run away first.
"Yes. What do you think I should do?"
"Mm....!" Yogi is acting up again. He knocks to the head. Maybe he thought, that way a brilliant idea would emerge.
"You don't want to be honest with your parents?" ask Yogi.
"I can't, Yog. They must be disappointed. I told you, if they really wish I was Nadia," replied Surya.
"But they will be even more disappointed, if when applying, Nadianya refused. Not just disappointed, but ashamed, too" said Yogi.
Surya was silent for a moment. That is also true what Yogi said. But the thing is, how do you tell your parents?
"Or gini, Sur. You talk to his pulse first. If he wants, yes the event can be arranged. If he doesn't want to, you have to dare to talk to your parents."
"The thing is, I have no courage. I was afraid Nadia rejected me and did not want to be deket again with me, Yogi," said Surya.
"Yes, Surya. In this world there are still many other girls, times! Open your eyes, Sur. Look out there. Many more beautiful sights. Main you're less far away, anyway!"
"I can't be that easy, Yog," said Surya.
Surya never glanced at other girls, since he liked Nadia in High School first.
"Yes because your play is less far away. Your world is just that. And one more, Sur. Life is not about couples. Even if we lose and can't get a new partner, enjoy our own lives."
"I think dong. I enjoy doing singles. I can even be free. I can be friends with anyone. No need to make a proposal first if you want to hang out. Take the morning, cake. I'm not going home, cake. No one hates!" yogi.
Replace Surya who listened to Yogi's words.
"You're still lucky, Sur. You have parents who are attentive. You have a sister who can be invited everywhere. Lah me? I have it all. No one wants to care about me. Except for Mak Yati who took care of me from childhood," said Yogi.
Surya nodded slowly.
"Life is long, Surya. There is still a lot of hope for you. You handsome. Pinters. Your parents are rich. What else is lacking in you?" ask Yogi. Questions that do not require an answer from Surya.
"Lu must dare to take risks. Life does not always match our expectations. Do not demand perfection in life. But enjoy our shortcomings. You have to learn to be disappointed. Learning to be sick. Let you be a stronger person. You guys, Bro!"
Degh's!
Those words really struck Surya. He felt like a weak man. Lebanese men.
"I'm not that strong, Yogi."
