PAPER BOATS (Trapped by the Past)
Chapter 202 RAHMA COLLAPSED AGAIN
After the shower, Rahma came out of her room. And it just so happened that Surya was awake too. He sat in the middle room. Next to Sinta who was sound asleep.
"Suryans. Mama wants to talk. In Mama's room." Rahma went back into her room.
Surya had no chance to refuse. He knows the character of his mother.
Surya went into Rahma's room.
"Close the door" said Rahma.
Surya closed it. Sit down without being told to do it again.
"Since when have you been close to Viona?" asked Rahma interrogating.
"Older, Ma," replied Surya.
"Don't lie to you. Sinta said, Viona is dating a god. Why did you even come to take him? Is there no other woman?" Rahma interrogated Surya again.
Surya could not answer.
"Don't be a destroyer of other people's relationships, Surya! God is your best friend!" rahma.
Surya breathed. What Rahma said is true. Surya has ruined God's relationship with Viona.
Surya is not trustworthy. Being told to watch Viona, even bleat her.
But all Surya does is without coercion. Viona wants it too.
And after Surya got everything from Viona, now is the time he told his parents.
"Ma. We have decided to have a serious relationship" Surya said.
"What's? You're crazy!" sahut Rahma's.
"Why crazy, Ma? Didn't Mama also want Surya to move on and forget Nadia?" ask Surya.
"Yes. Before that" replied Rahma.
"I mean Mama?" Surya looked at Rahma's face.
"Mama should have heard from Nadia." Rahma breathed deeply. Trying to fill the air into his chest that felt tight.
"What news?" ask Surya.
"Nadia got in the wind. Vomiting" Rahma replied.
Surya was confused by Rahma's answer which he thought was very unreasonable.
"Then, what does that have to do with Surya, Ma?"
"You ask Nadia. What happened to him" said Rahma.
"Ask Nadia? Wh-wh-what for? That's not Surya's business." Surya doesn't understand.
"It'll be your business, if Nadia...." Rahma covered her face.
"Ma. Please say it clearly. Don't be a piece like this. Surya's confused, Ma," pinta Surya.
Rahma opened her face.
"You don't think Mama's confused? Solar. Do you remember if you ever.. raped Nadia?" ask Rahma.
Surya ruffled his hair.
Uh! Why that problem again? Is it not Nadia herself who does not need accountability?
"Have you forgotten that, Surya?" ask Rahma again.
Surya shakes.
Surya never forgot about that. The next thing happened at the hotel.
Even when Surya did it with Viona, it had crossed Nadia's shadow.
"Do you know the risks of your actions?" ask Rahma slowly but tightly.
Surya raised his face. And look at Rahma.
"Pregnant! And Nadia could catch a cold and vomit, 'cause she's pregnant!" rahma.
Getting pregnant?
Nadia's pregnant?
Nah!
No way!
"Why are you silent? You want to deny what you did, huh?" Rahma seemed to be suppressing her emotions.
Surya breathed again.
"Ma. It was just my mom's estimate. Not necessarily what Mama thinks is true." Surya tries not to believe Rahma's thoughts.
Surya tried not to think the same thing as Rahma. Even in his heart, he was still worried.
Surya remained silent.
Crazy one!
I have gone mad!
"Then what if Mama's estimate is correct?" challenge Rahma.
"We'll wait, Ma. It is very unlikely for Surya to ask that directly to Nadia," said Surya.
"And while you were waiting for the truth about Nadia, you were in a relationship with Viona?" ask Rahma.
"Ma. We have already decided to establish a more serious relationship" said Surya.
"What is a more serious relationship? Married married?" ask Rahma.
Surya nodded.
Rahma gasps.
No wind, no rain. Suddenly want to marry Viona? At a time when the problem with Nadia was not one hundred percent finished?
"Surya! Don't tell me you did it with Viona!" Rahma pressed her voice.
Surya bowed his head. He admitted wrong. He came back to have desecrated a woman.
"Surya! Look into Mama's eyes!" exclaim Rahma.
Surya raised his face. Then nod.
As a man, he had to dare to confess his deeds. Whatever risk.
Rahma looked at Surya with indignation. Then he stood up and...
Plaque!
For the second time Rahma slapped Surya on the cheek. After the first one, when Surya claimed to have raped Nadia.
Surya is just pecking. Resisting the pain in his cheek, because Rahma's slap was very hard. And it's possible that Surya's lips are bleeding.
Surya did not dare to touch her.
"Mama disappointed in you! Get out of Mama's room!" throw Rahma away while pointing towards the door.
Surya felt his eyes water. Then it slumped again to Rahma's feet. Surya.
"I'm sorry Surya, Ma. Surya can't be a good boy for Mama. Surya is so dirty! Forgive Surya, Ma." Surya hugged Rahma's leg.
Rahma's tears were breaking.
"You used to say that too. Why are you doing it again?" asked Rahma while sobbing.
"Solarly....Surya khilaf, Ma. Forgive Surya." Surya was crying. And let's feel his cheeks and lips sore. Someone must have been hurt.
"Suryans. That khilaf guy once. And won't do it again. But you? Do you need to take you to a psychiatrist? There may be something wrong with you" Rahma said among her jokes.
Rahma is afraid that Surya has a sexual disorder. And could endanger his life.
Because usually people who have such a disorder, their home life will not be happy. It could even be, messy.
His life will not be far from infidelity. Expose his sexual desire to any woman.
Rahma didn't want that to happen to Surya. Rahma wants her children to get the happiness of the household.
"No, Ma. Surya is truly a khilaf. Surya thought that he could forget Nadia. Surya never thought Nadia would get pregnant. Because Nadia also refused Surya to account for it."
It's not that Surya wants to shy away from his responsibilities. But all of that was on Nadia's wishes as well.
"Now Mama asked, you stay away from Viona. Until we know what happened to Nadia!" said Rahma with a ketus.
"But, Ma...."
"There's no buts! If Nadia gets pregnant, it's your son Surya! Do you want your son to be an illegitimate child who doesn't have a father?" ask Rahma.
Solar Body direct lunglay. Surya doesn't know what to do anymore.
Rahma's words are right. If Nadia gets pregnant, then she should be responsible.
But what about Viona?
Surya can only move. His brain could no longer think.
Rahma wiped her tears, then opened the door of her room.
On the doorstep was Sinta, Toni and her parents. Their eyes looked at Rahma. As if asking for an explanation.
But unfortunately Rahma's head seemed to spin. The earth is resting as if it were shaking.
Once again Rahma collapsed due to Surya.
"Mrs....!"
