PAPER BOATS (Trapped by the Past)

Chapter 193 IS NOT READY TO HAVE CHILDREN

That night Surya actually slept in Viona's room. They both slept.

Until midnight, they both turned their bodies and hugged each other.

As the breaths of the two clashed, Viona opened her eyes. He felt warm air from the front of his face.

Surya felt the same way and opened his eyes.

Viona gasped and immediately let go of her embrace. But not with Surya. He even more attached a hug to Viona's body.

The fragrant aroma of Viona's body, making Surya reluctant to let go.

"Lepasin, Sur," said Viona slowly.

"Leave it like this, Vi," Surya said slowly as well.

"But, Sur..."

Viona could not continue her sentence, as Surya held Viona's lips against her.

Surya locked Viona's body with her feet. Until Viona can't move.

"Don't you like it?" ask Surya.

Viona just kept quiet. His eyes stared intently at Surya's eyes. The eyes he used to have were so glazed.

Not now. But Viona still likes it. Soft and warm eyes.

"Are you comfortable with me, Vi?" ask Surya again slowly.

Viona still did not answer.

"I feel very comfortable with you, Vi. But don't be afraid. I wouldn't do it if you refused" Surya said.

Viona's mind floated on the figure of the Son. A person he missed so much, but now it's getting further and further.

Viona was still staring at Surya's face. Getting stickier. Until unconsciously the face of Surya is getting closer.

And no matter who started, their faces had already fused together.

Cold air from the AC makes their bodies more and more sticky. Their faces too.

The quietness of the boarding house that lives only a few people, making them increasingly forget themselves.

In Viona's mind, the one who was fondling her was the Son. And that made Viona even more lulled.

Surya also forgets himself. He forgot that God asked him to look after Viona. Not to touch him.

Moreover.taking Viona's chastity.

Yes, once again Surya got sanctity from a virgin child.

The sanctity that Viona would offer to the Son. But it has been snatched by Surya. Putra Friend.

Not forced. Because there was no rejection from Viona. Even Viona gave it up willingly.

I don't know what's in Viona's brain. He just couldn't hold himself back anymore. Surya's fondling really froths him.

"Surya....!" cry Viona.

Viona felt a pain.

Surya dropped his body over Viona's body. And brightly enough, make something down there even more sloshing in.

"I'm sorry, Vi," whispered Surya in Viona's ear.

Viona's tears flowed without her being able to hold back.

Surya raised his head and looked at Viona's face.

"You're mad at me?" ask Surya.

Viona. How to be angry, it's also his fault that let all that happen.

"Why are you crying?" ask Surya again.

Viona tried to smile. Because manangispun, will not return his property that is being torn by Surya.

Surya took a sip of Viona's tears with her lips.

Hmmm. Viona's back in. And finally, movement after movement they do until the morning is approaching.

They're both sprawled. Their energy is drained.

Until the sunlight snaps between the window curtains of Viona's room. Viona opened her eyes.

Viona squinted her eyes and looked at the exact face in front of her.

An adult man who acts like a baby who is fast asleep after being satisfied to take breast milk from his mother.

Viona stroked Surya's head gently. Clutching it.

"You want it again?" ask Surya.

"Don't be naughty, Surya. You think you can do it to me again?" Viona pretended to be angry.

"You mad?" ask Surya.

"Yes. I'll be angry if you don't take responsibility for what you've done!" answer Viona.

"What should I do now?" ask Surya again.

Surya can't decide for himself. Surya is aware, Viona belongs to the Gods. His companions.

"Tell me if you want to marry me soon" replied Viona.

"I? Then God?" ask Surya.

"You took it, Surya. My son will not accept me. He will consider me a second item," replied Viona.

"OKAY. But don't you love the gods? How can we live together without your love?" ask Surya.

As Surya knew, his parents loved each other very much. And they can live happily until now.

"Now I ask. Do you love me?" ask Viona.

Solar silent. She doesn't love Viona either. Surya just feels comfortable. Feel noticed. Because Viona always cares and asks him trivial things.

"Vi. If you allow it, I will learn to love you" Surya said.

"I will learn to love you, Surya," Viona replied.

"Then your love for the gods?" ask Surya.

"Slowly I will try to forget it. Help me," Pinta Viona.

"How can I help you?" ask Surya again.

"Keep learning to love me. Accept all my flaws. And I will do the same" replied Viona.

"But you have to promise, will completely leave your story with the Gods" Surya said.

"Yes. I promise," said Viona.

Surya smiled at Viona. Viona also returned Surya's smile.

"We do it again?" solar Goda.

At the bottom there, someone forced to look for the burrow again.

"Are you addicted?" ask Viona.

"You're so good!" whispered Surya in Viona's ear. And without waiting for Viona's approval, Surya does it again.

Viona tries to hold Surya's body.

"Later in the afternoon I will take you home. Like your kosmates. But not to ask for KKN pocket money. I'll propose to you!" whisky Surya.

"So fast?" ask Viona.

"Do you want to wait until your stomach is distended?" solar Goda.

"What do you mean, Surya?" Viona's eyes were wide.

"We did it, Viona. And I have sown a seed in your womb. Do you think my seed is bad and can't be a child?" ask Surya.

Spontaneous Viona threw Surya's body down to the side.

"No, Surya! I don't want to have a child yet. I want to finish my college and work!" answer Viona.

"But my seed has already gone in there!" said Surya.

"No! I don't want to get pregnant!" viona Sahut.

Surya who has been overwhelmed by responsibility, rose again.

"No, Surya! Already! Enough's enough!" Viona again threw Surya's body. Then Viona got out of her bed and ran into the bathroom.

Viona immediately washed hers until she felt completely clean. Viona hopes that the seeds from Surya can come out all.

I don't want to get pregnant! I'm not ready to have a child!

Come on, get everything out! Viona just kept cleaning with the hose. Until he felt sick. Because there's a torn part in there.

Surya heard the sound of taps that lit up continuously from outside. Then Surya knocked on the bathroom door slowly. To not be heard from outside Viona's room.

"Vi. Unlock door. What are you doing again?" surya asked worriedly.

Viona doesn't care about Surya's call.

"Vi. Don't let me break this door!" said Surya.

Chequek!

Viona opened the door.

"I don't want to get pregnant, Surya. I'm not ready!" viona said with teary eyes.

Surya immediately grabbed Viona's body and held her tightly.