PAPER BOATS (Trapped by the Past)

Chapter 39 THE DOOR HAS NOT OPENED YET

Surya looked at Nadia's face. Then take his breath. And throw it rough.

Hhh! Why would Cellyn send him a message? And why would Nadia have to see it? And why am I so stupid, not putting my phone in a bag? Surya cursed himself.

In this case, it will be even harder to open the door to Nadia's heart. It has already begun to unfold. With Nadia receiving a kiss from him and not refusing. Although Nadia says that Surya forgets her.

It feels like Surya called Celyn and cursed at her. But that's definitely not possible.

It was not her fault that Cellyn also sent her a message. Just the timing is not right.

Surya humped his face. He *******-****** his palm in frustration.

Should I forget that kiss like Nadia asked? And should I not expect Nadia anymore?

When Surya is at war with his own feelings, Susi comes to bring a plate of cake that he says Nadia likes. Three cups of warm tea.

"Eh, what's wrong with bengong? This is Mama making tea for tea to eat cake," said Susi broke the silence between Nadia and Surya.

"Yes, Ma" said Nadia.

"Yes, Aunt." Surya's answer was in conjunction with Nadia.

"You guys are so compact. Answer it can be like that," said Susi. He smiled happily. And pray in his heart, may Nadia and Surya always be compact forever.

"Mama can do it" said Nadia.

"Auntie can do it." Surya answered with Nadia.

"That's true again. Haha. Looks like you guys are. Haha." Susi laughed happily.

Nadia and Surya no longer dared to answer. Afraid to go together again and Susi will get more and more attached to them.

"Silent means to agree. Let's eat." Susi took a plate containing cake and brought Surya closer to take it.

Surya also took one piece. Then Susi brought Nadia closer as well.

Nadia who really liked it, immediately took it and ate it.

"That's dong. Eat together to make it more compact. If the soul mate the food must be the same. Mom go to the room first." Susi stood up and walked into her room. He doesn't want to disturb either of them.

"What time did you make that deal with Cellyn?" nadia asked after Susi was gone.

"Hour seven. I'll come get you. You must come" replied Surya.

Nadia's eyes glared. How could he have gone in a still sore foot condition. And do whatever he comes with.

"No! My legs still hurt for the road" Nadia refused.

"I'll carry you. You don't need to walk" said Surya.

"Don't be crazy, Surya. Shame on people" said Nadia.

"Why should I be ashamed? Your leg still hurts. No need to think about anyone else."

"No want! You go alone. I don't want to bother you either!" nadia's voice again.

"Who is disturbed? I'm glad I could take you. And Celyn would be happy to see you, too. Yogi wants to come too. Let me bring them both closer. Who knows who's fighting."

Nadia bengong's. Why did Surya even want to match Cellyn with Yogi? Didn't Yogi again approach Viona? And didn't Cellyn like Surya?

"Yogi?" ask Nadia.

"Yes. He said he wanted to come too. It looks like she likes Cellyn," Surya replied.

Nadia doesn't understand. Does Yogi know Cellyn, too? Since when?

Surya looked at Nadia's confused face. And finally, Surya told her the truth. He no longer wanted to keep it a secret from Nadia. Because it turns out it was really bad.

"Ooh...." Nadia mangot.

"All coincidences, huh?" continued Nadia.

"I was also shocked when I saw Cellyn at the police station earlier. I do not think at all that he has a big brother," said Surya.

"I'm afraid your mama's negatively thinking on Defa. Because of his demeaning appearance," Surya replied back to lying. Because the real reason is not that.

Nadia nodded back. He believes only in Surya's reasons.

"Okay, then I go home first. Later that night, at seven I picked you up," said Surya.

Surya wasn't nice to his mom because she was gone this morning.

"Is it okay if I come?" tanya Nadia made sure.

"No, Nad." Surya stroked Nadia's hair gently.

"Now, you rest first. There's still three hours left. I'll take you to the room, okay?"

Nadia nodded, then suddenly she raised both her hands like a child asking to be carried.

Surya smile. And swiftly carrying Nadia. Nadia put her hand to Surya's neck. His eyes can not be separated from the radiant face of Surya.

Susi, who was just about to get out of the room, stopped her steps. He smiled seeing it too.

Surya climbed the stairs slowly. His eyes were not out of Nadia's face.

Inwardly, Surya wondered. Does this mean Nadia has opened her heart to him? Hope so.

Slowly Surya laid Nadia on the bed. Then he sat next to her.

"You rest first, yeah. I'll pick you up at seven" Surya said, stroking Nadia's hair.

Nadia nodded. And Surya kissed Nadia's forehead gently. Nadia closed her eyes.

"I'll go home first" said Surya.

"Ati-ati, Sur. Greetings to your mother. Don't forget to bring my mama's cake" said Nadia.

Surya nodded. It was hard leaving Nadia. But Surya kept stepping slowly out of the room.

Surya looked back at Nadia as she was about to close the door. Nadia also continued to look at Surya.

Surya leaned back for a moment at the door he had closed. Eyes closed. His lips are smiling.

Yup! Surya reopened his eyes, and stepped down optimistically.

While in her room, Nadia fights herself with her feelings. He recalled the moment he kissed Surya's lips earlier.

Why didn't I reject it? Why am I enjoying it? And why am I so happy when Surya holds me? Why do I like the look in his eyes so much?

Why....?

Why...?

There were so many questions from Nadia's heart to herself.

Does that mean I like Surya? Liked as what? Surya is just my best friend. Not sweetheart.

But why did Surya kiss me? It was not a friend's kiss. But....

Akhs! Nadia dizzy herself answered the questions in her heart.

And...Nah! I can't like Surya more than a friend. I love the Gods. And will love him.

I don't want to replace God with anyone. Not even Surya. I don't want God to be disappointed if one day he comes and finds out I've been with the others.

Nadia got out of bed. He walked towards his desk. And ripped a piece of paper from his book.

God, I will be waiting for you. Until anytime. No one will replace you. Nadia wrote on the paper.

Then Nadia folded the paper into a boat. He looked at the boat. He was running it in the air with his hands.

This boat will reach you, God. And rest assured, we will be happy forever.