One Roof With Maduku

CAN'T BE SINCERE YET

This journey of life who has the right to organize it? All human plans often escape reality. Will you be able to protest against all the pain, disappointment and sadness you feel? Is not life only for a moment and a while. We are just trying to find value in it in exchange for true happiness in the end. Being able to not be able, inevitably, we have to go through everything. Happiness, sadness, laughter and crying are the harmony of the storyline of living in this world. Who would have thought that tomorrow we would no longer have time to breathe. Who would have thought that tomorrow we could not see the sun.

" Winda! You must be strong, son!" said Bu Hartini while hugging the body of Winda with full softness.

Ms. Hartini cried bitterly while hugging Winda, her daughter-in-law. Bu Hartini tried to be strong and sincere with all the reality that has happened. Ms. Hartini is trying to give up something that is unacceptable at this time. It all happened and this is the truth. This is the end of Surya's journey.

" Mama!" said Winda with a great shaking voice and an unbearable cry.

Not far from Bu Hartini and Winda, Intan mourned the departure of his Mas with tears that were unstoppable. For Intan, this was the blow that hurt her the most. For Intan, Mas Surya is still a big brother who can make himself proud. Surya's departure is really unexpected and suspected.

" The Sun! Why are you leaving so soon?" intan lirih.

" You go first, son? Leaving us with all this sorrow. Go to Surya. May God give you the most beautiful place. Papa tried sincerely to let go of you, son." said Mr. Hartono with a tightness in his chest. Her tears came out from the end of her eyes. Mr. Hartono has no power to endure his grief. For him this is like a dream and yet believe that Surya left them for good.

For a mother and father, this is the greatest sufferer and very painful when he sees his beloved child first go away. At a young age, Surya was first called Him. Mr. Hartono sat down while bowing his head in front of the body of Surya who was stretched stiff.

Several mourners were crowded inside and outside Mr Hartono's residential home. Vinda still fainted many times when she realized that in reality, she had been abandoned by her husband. Just yesterday he and Surya chat spoiled, only yesterday he and Surya began to repeat the romantic times like the time of being a newlywed. Just yesterday, Winda began to be sincere and forgive all the mistakes that have been made by her husband. Why is everything so fast passing? That happiness, replaced with grief and loss of the figure of her beloved husband.

" Much Surya!" he shouted as he hugged the corpse of Surya who was lying stiff. Winda drowned unconscious.

" Love baby!" call Bu Hartini while crying hysterically seeing Winda still do not accept the fact that Surya has died.

Everyone still did not believe when news of Surya died. The accident has engulfed both sides. There is no intentional indication. Everything was purely a traffic accident. Surya and Pak Koko have died. They could not be saved again when an ambulance took Surya and Pak Koko to a nearby hospital from the scene of the accident. So the car that hit him, there were some passengers who died. The fatal accident cost several lives. Everyone couldn't have guessed it.

Winda's body was laid in his room. There Galuh faithfully accompanied his friend who was in great shock. His hand rubbed gently the hand of Winda's. Trying to give warmth to the cold hand of the Winda. Eucalyptus oil was also rubbed into the legs of Winda. Slowly close to the nose of the Winda so that it is quickly aware.

" Much Surya!" said Winda while crying.

" Winda! Winda! Istighfar darling! You must be strong. You must be patient. For Vishnu. Your son is with Surya." Galuh said in a trembling voice.

" No! You must be strong. For Vishnu. Vishnu is still a child. Pity him." said Galuh.

" Much Surya!" Call Winda while getting up from his bed and running out where Surya's body stiffened.

Some mourners became angry with the reaction of Vinda who lost her husband. This further adds to the sadness for Bu Hartini and Mr. Hartono who saw Winda still did not accept this bitter reality.

She hugged her husband's body. Intan tried to calm her sister-in-law gently.

" Mr Winda! Don't be like this, ma'am. Poor Mas Surya. Let Mas Surya go quietly without the lamentation of crying from Mbak Winda. We all love Mas Surya. We all lost Mas Surya, too. But do not be burdened step Mas Surya with this roaring cry" said Intan trying to be wise.

" But Intan, Mas Surya left me. Surya promised to make me happy. Love me and always be faithful to me for as long as she does." said Winda in her raucous voice.

" Yes, I know Vinda. Calm down, ma'am. Patience yeah! We must be sincere so that Mas Surya leaves quietly without burden. We must be strong and strong." said Intan while pulling the body of the Winda to release his embrace to the body of Surya.

Away from the family members of Mr. Hartono who felt lost the figure of Surya, there are some mourners there Sarwenda and Wardha sitting in a chair located outside the yard. Sarwenda was still sobbing with sadness of his loss of Surya. Indeed, he was disappointed with Surya, but did not want the death of Surya. Indeed he hurt with Surya, but did not want Surya died. Wardha looked at the crying Sarwenda with dislike. It's possible that Wardha was jealous because Sarwenda was still crying because of Surya.

" Sarvenda! Don't cry too much. Pity the baby that is in your stomach. You must not go along and grieve and lose Surya. There's still me by your side." said Wardha.

Sarwenda stared intently at Wardha who spoke without feeling.

" You can still be jealous of someone who has died? You're funny and very funny, Wardha" Sarwenda said softly.

" Uh? I'm sorry." said Wardha who held back her chicanery.

" You know what, Sarwenda? Right now I am so relieved when I see Surya is dead. For me he is the barrier of my happiness to be with you." - Inner Wardha.

" This love is crazy. Just like I'm crazy about you. Likewise, you are crazy about Surya. Until doing various ways to get Surya. Different from me. I will get rid of all those who will hinder my happiness. God is now on my side. Before I devised my evil plan, this deadly accident had occurred. Isn't this a benefit to me? Hahaha." Wardha's inner triumphant.