
With what I have to express my taste. From this miss that feels like it wants to explode. Love must be expressed, if there must be a heart that will be hurt by love that has not been in its place. Love comes in late situations. Late to meet in the encounter of revealed taste.
" You want to tell me something?" surya asked while sipping his black coffee which was no longer hot.
" Nothing! I'm fine." replied Niga while following her black coffee.
" That means I'm the one who's in trouble." said Surya while following lit his Sampoerna cigarette.
Niga was only researching the words that came out of Surya's mouth.
" It's not a big deal. I think it's a normal man's problem when faced with temptation that makes flying fly." Surya told me while pulling his cigarette by inhaling it slowly.
" aha! In this world men are always naughty" Niga said with a chuckle.
" True too! Distinguish between bad men with bad men." said Surya.
" aha! What'sthat?" asked Niga who was getting serious with the words that were fishing from Surya.
" I'm actually trying to fix my relationship with my wife. I've been playing with fire with other women. Finally the woman claimed to be pregnant because of me. Which makes it complicated, now this woman is at my mother's house. He demanded for me to marry." Surya finally told me.
" Waduh! Did you invest in that woman's pregnancy?" asked Niga while chuckling.
" aha! Invest? Your language is too fluffy." said Surya laughed out loud.
" then? What's the solution?" tanya Niga started to get serious out of curiosity.
" Wait until the child is born, make sure he's my son or not" Surya said while enjoying his cigarette.
" That's it! There must be a best way out. What matters is that you are still fine with your wife." - Niga.
" And what about you? How many children do you have?" ask Surya.
" My son is one, girl." replied Niga as she took a deep breath back.
Long enough Niga was silent as well as Surya who was quietly waiting for Niga to tell a story.
" I'm actually currently taking care of my divorce with my wife." Niga finally told me.
" Huh?" Surya was shocked by Niga's statement.
" Our marital status is no longer maintained, Surya. Each of us was round and determined to divorce. My wife did not want me to be her husband. So it is with me. My wife is comfortable with her work. And maybe, in his work environment there is something else in my place." Niga story while playing the car keys and then pull the cigarette back and turn it on.
" Did your wife admit it, if there was a third person among you? Uh sorry, Niga." asked Surya.
" Not really! It's just my assumption. But basically it's been almost five months since we separated the bed and didn't touch it" Niga said.
" huh? I'm still a normal man Surya. The only way to the bathroom." replied Niga while chuckling.
" Haha. Holy hooch! Tragic as a man. Have a wife but not fulfilled your biological needs." said Surya.
" That's the truth. He always refused if I asked. He said he was tired and exhausted from his work. I told him to stop working, but it caused a big fight between us. Then I became a bad assumption about my wife. Am I wrong, if in the end I accuse him of having contact with the other man behind me?" niga story.
" But you need proof." said Surya.
" I don't think my wife loves me anymore. The relationship between us is no longer harmonious. Small problems become big. There was no good communication between us. There is a lack of biological needs between us. Even though when it comes to material, I can give and fulfill it. But because of prestige, my wife always refused if I give monthly money from me." said Niga.
" Huh what? It could be well, there are other men besides you, Niga." said Surya began to seriously listen to the story of Niga's life.
" That! Right now I'm focusing on the kids and my business. For my busy life, I was busy with my hobbies in Gedhe motorcycles, birds, and gym activities alone." said Niga.
" then? How is your divorce going?" surya asked curiously.
" The files are in. There's been a mediation call but my wife deliberately won't come. That's one way to get through the divorce process between us." Niga said.
" Oh no! Just be patient Niga. One day you will have a better wife than you used to be. While equally introspecting themselves from the shortcomings and mistakes of the past. Perhaps, we as men are very selfish or less sensitive to the wishes of women" said Surya seriously.
" I also deeply admit that I have many faults and shortcomings. But I want to improve and change things for the better, Niga. I was just so grateful, when Winda found out about all this and gave me an apology and a chance to fix everything. In this day and age, it is very difficult to find such a woman, right? Especially if the woman is already established and working. As if his ego will be put forward, because it feels able to live alone" said Surya.
" Ayeah right! Maybe my wife has it all. A good career, relationships and a lot of friends. It's easy to find a replacement for me" said Niga listlessly.
" But the good, diligent, hardworking, religious and loyal man is already in you, Niga. Your wife, less looking at your good side." value Surya with a smile and try to encourage Niga.
" Amin! Amen! But I'm also an ordinary human who has a weakness, Surya." said Niga while smoking.
" Ah stop! There is no perfection in this world. Perfection is His. What about our weakness is covered by the advantages of our partner. Oh yea? How about we eat yuk first! Sorry about the coffee and cigarettes. You must be hungry, right?" surya said while standing from his seat.
" All right! Comeon!" sahut Niga while following Surya's steps leading to the kitchen.
"This is the sponge that Galuh brought!" added Surya while glancing towards Niga with a smile.
" Uh? What's wrong with you, Surya?" asked Niga who was like her still wanted to hide her feelings with Galuh.
" It's okay! Galuh is a widow and you too." said Surya who smiled and did not want to continue his sentence.
" But Galuh won't be with me!" sahut Niga finally.
" Eh???" Surya was surprised as he looked towards Niga then sat down at the dining table.
" Bye! It seems that this vegetable needs to be added and heated again. In a moment, I went to the kitchen first" said Surya who tried to divert the conversation about Galuh.