
Sarwenda in silence and wailing her cries.
Be honest....
For a long time I have felt.
Other feelings are different from others.
I know this is inappropriate.
Because you are no longer alone.
You have a partner.
And promised to be faithful.
I-i know....
This whole thing is wrong.
It can't happen but it really does.
I like you at the wrong time.
This taste comes without engineering.
Growing by itself.
After the first glance.
Not that I want to force.
Not wanting to ruin.
Know without me knowing.
This miss whack this torturous taste.
I always want to see you.
I want to be with you always.
Although there is little chance of us being united.
Because he is between you and me...
Maddened...
Maybe I'm crazy.
Killing him I was powerless.
Want to know if I can.
I've always coveted you.
Waiting for you until the time comes.
Reality is united with you my dream.
Being second is what I am willing to be.
Let me be willing to accept.
Just be with you.
His sobs began to sound. Sarwenda rubbed her tears in both eyes. His heart was tight and sore. His love is like clapping one hand with Surya. Surya who incidentally is the husband of Winda. Surya is not a single young man who is free to determine his partner. Surya has a family. Then why did Sarwenda force her heart to stick with that one name.
Sarwenda. It's very hard to get his heart set. While Surya does not want to be with himself. Surya considers her a co-worker. No more than a business partner. But his affection and liking will make him reckless to do anything. Sarwenda should be able to have Surya at all costs. His heart was already adrift with that name. Surya's shadow is always dancing - a dance from memory and her eyelids.
Sarwenda so lack of sleep, no appetite and males motion. All because of his obsession with Surya. Falling in love makes a person go crazy. Falling in love makes him forget. Falling in love makes a different person. People can only judge. How difficult it is to synergize when someone who is loved does not turn back to welcome back. It caused her to fall into deep sadness.
Sarwenda took her phone. In his way one name that makes him restless. That number is his coveted Surya number.
" sury! Hola! Come to my house Surya. Please!" said Sarwenda forcing with spoiled.
" I can't Sarwenda. I have to accompany Winda to check her content" said Surya across the street.
" I'm not hunting. After taking Sarwenda, you can come to my house. I need you. I'm sick!" sarwenda whinek.
" Isn't there a maid in your house?" surya.
" I need you Surya! If you don't come to my house. I want to come to your house, and find your wife." threatened Sarwenda.
" Eh?? You want to see my wife why?" ask Surya.
" I would say, if I was your girlfriend and pregnant with your child." said Sarwenda.
" My wife won't believe it, Sarwenda!" sahut Surya's.
" What? You challenge me, Surya! I can make Winda trust me!" challenge Sarwenda.
" okay! Okay fine! I'll be at your house! Satisfied you!" said Surya riled up and disconnected the incoming call from Sarwenda.
Sarwenda smiled with satisfaction. His wish of meeting Surya will be real. Sarwenda got up from her bed. His spirit began to light up. He doesn't want to starve. Drowning, Sarwenda stepped back towards the kitchen to fill her stomach.
Love is blind and blinds the heart and mind. All affect the spirit and steps of a person when lost the spirit of someone who loved him. Aye! Love can hypnotize feelings. Be crazy, forget, and be a different figure and character.