One Roof With Maduku

I LOVE MAMA

You think, this world is a stage play? Maybe that's true.

Where misses who scream, but time does not agree. I kept quiet on the word that could be heard. I was thinking about the mountain longing. Where the longing that always burns, to make me sprawled. I threw a laugh at the fate that made me sink into nothingness.

Ye know? This longing is heavy, as heavy as my miss. To be honest I want to embrace your presence instead of being swept away by your presence.

Then have you ever felt? A feeling of loneliness in the city crowd. If the worry is in silence, the anxiety that exists hit. The reality ever befalls. I, who was once amazed, saluted you. Prosperity always.

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" Mama!" call Surya quietly while knocking on the door of Ms. Hartini's room, her mama.

" O Surya! Come inside! Papa you haven't come home yet. There is service outside the city" said Ms. Hartini as she opened the door to her room.

Surya went into his mama's room after kissing the back of his mama's right hand and then kissing his mama's right and left cheek.

" You just came, Surya?" ask Ms. Hartini.

" Yes ma!" surya replied while sitting on the sofa chair of his mama's room.

" Have you met Winda, honey?" ask Ms. Hartini.

" It's ma! In the room there is still Galuh who helps - help clean up the items for transfer tomorrow" said Surya while taking a deep breath and then throw it rough.

" That's it! Winda is already impatient, may soon want to move into his new home. With the hope that in the new house, you can repair your relationship. Mama knows, Winda needs time to forget the mistakes you made, son." said Ms. Hartini while rubbing Surya's back slowly.

Surya began to lay his head on his mama's lap. Bu Hartini gently rubbed Surya's head with the affection of a mother who had given birth to her.

" Mama! I was wrong ma! I really regret what I did. With that mistake, Winda became disappointed and may have become resentful of me. Although Winda does not show his anger towards me, but his attitude towards me is not as sweet as it used to be and seems forced to always be good to me." lamented Surya is still in the lap of Bu Hartini.

" In this world, nothing is perfect, my dear son. Perfection belongs only to Him. Humans have a lust and lust that is tempestuous. There are times when humans have done wrong because they are carried away by currents and situations that trap them. You're not strong with all that distraction and temptation, baby. When you are not strong with all the temptations that will plunge you, you should quickly go home and return to your wife. Where there is a halal and best place for you to eliminate everything that interferes with your determination" said Bu Hartini slowly.

" Mama! I'm stupid ma! I can't and am strong with all that temptation." said Surya in a raucous voice.

" Mommy doesn't blame you, but she can't justify what you've done. You are an adult male, who was once still a child that you are still guiding. You should have been able to make good and right choices from all actions done. The consequences and causes of all the actions you take." said Bu Hartini while gently rubbing Surya's head.

" Often apologize to your wife and show that you still love her. Repair your mistakes by being a good husband and father to your wife and children." added Bu Hartini again.

" I'm scared, ma! Afraid of losing your mind. We were very close, but we felt like we were far away. Vinda's attitude is different with me." lamented Surya.

" Slowly, baby! It takes time to forgive you, son!" sahut Bu Hartini's.

" So, are you going to tell me what really happened between you and Sarwenda?" asked Ms. Hartini slowly and Surya started sitting upright next to her mother.

" Mommy, what I explained at that time was true. I no longer want to be in a relationship and continue with Sarwenda, ma! Mama must believe me ma! I'm sure Sarwenda's child isn't mine, ma!" surya said while holding his mother's hand.

" Amin! Hope so. You've only ever married her, haven't you?" said Bu Hartini who made Surya changed his face to be sad.

" I'm sorry, mama! Mama's just disappointed in all this, baby!" bu Hartini.

" I'm so stupid, ma! Why I easily made that decision. Marrying Sarwenda without the knowledge of mom and dad. I'm stupid ma! I'm so sorry." said Surya as he grabbed his own hair.

" sury! The solar! Nevermind! It's all been happening. You have endured everything you have done. You have already scratched this story. Now it is you who must continue this story. Make your story as beautiful as possible and fix the bad story to be good again" said Ms. Hartini while holding softly both right and left cheeks Surya.

" sury! Surya darling! Since when has your confidence been lost, baby?" sahut Bu Hartini while hugging his son like a teenager who was afraid of being decided by his lover.

" Mama! From then until now I was crazy about Vinda. With Vinda, I used to dare to leave this house and improve the facilities of mama and papa. I'm willing to fight for all that, because I'm sure the girl is best for me." Surya said like a frustrated teenager.

" Yes! Aye! Mama knows! You used to be stubborn with your choices. So the matchmaking made by us, you failed just like that." said Ms. Hartini with a smile because amused to see the behavior of Surya who whined like a child.

" You have to believe, Winda also has a great affection and love towards you, dear! Not that easy, Winda turned away from you even though you have incised wounds and disappointments in his heart" said Bu Hartini.

" Mama! Help me! So that I don't marry Sarwenda again, ma!" surya said with his whining.

" Yes! Later after the birth of his son, Sarwenda can all be proven, baby! Now you focus first, improve your household with Vinda. In your new home, make it as comfortable as possible and create a harmonious atmosphere" said Ms. Hartini.

" And one more! Keep the feeling of Winda, because in this house there is still Sarwenda. cleverly you, keep the feelings between the two." added Bu Hartini.

" Mama! How could that be, mama! I should do good with Sarwenda too? I can't, mama! This will create and give rise to new hope for Sarwenda against me, mama. Anyway Sarwenda, let mama and Intan take care. I don't want to deal with Sarwenda anymore. After my move with Winda tomorrow, I don't want to come here anymore" said Surya emotionally.

" Lho? Lho? You make this situation so complicated, we have to bear it all." said Ms. Hartini with a teasing smile.

" Mama?" surya said with his whining.

" Yes! Aye! Let mama and Intan take care of it, Sarwenda." said Ms. Hartini.

" But, baby! Sarwenda wants to stay in this house because she hopes to get close to you and wants to get attention from you." added Ms. Hartini with a teasing smile.

" Mama! I don't give a shit! Mama set it all up! If necessary, make Sarwenda not feel at home in this house" said Surya cynical.

" Weel! Later if it is proven that the child conceived by Sarwenda is your child, how?" said Ms. Hartini with a smile.

" Mama! Please do not pray like that, mama." said Surya.

" Loh! If you're sure, what Sarwenda contains isn't your flesh and blood, why worry, baby! And anyway, if what you're saying is that it's been a long time and a few months not having that relationship, with Sarwenda, why should you be afraid?" said Ms. Hartini.

" Then my mother also doubted what you said! Are you speaking honestly or not? After all, you have also participated in the role of planting in the land, hahaha" said Bu Hartini trying to make the atmosphere not serious.

" Mama? Please mama! Believe the same, I dong! If not mom, who else would believe me?" surya whinek.

" Yes already! Let us pray, the child whom Sarwenda has conceived is not your flesh and blood, dear!" sahut Bu Hartini while gently rubbing Surya's head.

" Mama! Sorry I ma! Surya has made this family so chaotic" said Surya.

" Yes, sorry mom! Pray for 100 prayers!" said Ms. Hartini with a smile.

" Mama? Mom seriously? Ask me to pray that much?" ask Surya.

" Why not? My mother is hungry. Want to eat and want to see Vishnu and Vinda first to your room! Come on, mama!" invite Bu Hartini finally while pulling Surya's hand for the family from the room.

" Mama! I should pray repentance 100 rekaat, ma?" ask Surya again.

" Yes!" ma Hartini replied with a smile.

" Mama?" whinek Surya while following in his mama's footsteps.