
All your attitudes and actions raise a big question mark for me. It's a mistake, if you think I can't answer all of them. Because in that silence and silence, you show everything as if it were okay. Though there is something you hide from all the stories that you always play in front of me. Then that smile as your mask in front of me, if there's no secret that you're keeping from me.
Here and here come closer to me. For a moment throw away all the hard stones in your head. Rest all your ambitious in pursuing those dreams. Together we will clarify the beautiful painting of the shadow. Together we step on the same foot creating the ideals of pseudo-thought. From which maya will become real. Not just an illusion or a delusion. Come back and sit with me! Pour and enjoy a cup of coffee with me and slowly we feel that peaceful touch with me. You and I will show the world that dreams will come true.
Like a timely twilight. Not like your words and promises to me. Maybe I'm in too much of a hurry and demand more from you. Maybe I pushed myself too hard to make you the way I wanted. In fact, no matter how hard you try to please me, you remain a strong person.
I'm sorry if I'm overreacting to this. I should have made your weakness part of that. In fact, from your weakness it makes me attentive and interested in you. What then? What do you want from me?
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Two people were right at the main door of the residence house owned by Winda after Winda and Hendra had just gone out to eat or rather knit love after a few hours, time in battle is cold in each other's feelings.
The two men were Galuh and Niga. They have not played at the home for a long time. Galuh and Niga are equally preoccupied with the activities of his efforts in scavenging the windfall. In addition, they may have been more selfish because they prefer and think of someone who is closer to his mind, namely his own lover. Plus, Galuh also tried to get closer to the Niga family who will be a part of his life later, especially the only child Niga.
Galuh also began to enter the house whose door was open while Niga art chose to sit on the terrace while starting to light his cigarette.
" Sir!" call Galuh while knocking on the door of the room.
" Ahem!" intan's voice that suddenly came while holding Vishnu approached Galuh. Intan's eyes did not look and was very dislikeful of Galuh's arrival. Plus, for Intan Galuh attitude who entered the house just like that seemed disrespectful. Although Galuh is a friend of Winda and has often come to the house, even sleeping and staying at the house.
" You! No polite her well!" satir Intan with cynicism.
Galuh looking for the source of the sound then looked behind his back. Galuh's eyes glared at him by looking at Intan who was staring at him sharply at him.
" You didn't come here to call Mommy Winda first? Madam Winda again out" said Intan still with a less friendly attitude.
" Uh? All right, I'll wait for her!" suhut Galuh with an attitude that shows less like also because of Intan's attitude that does not try to be friendly with him.
" Aunty Galuh!" call Vishnu slowly.
" Eh Vishnu!" greet Galuh and then approach Vishnu who is still in his hand by Intan.
" Eits! Let Vishnu be with me. You just sit there sweetly." prevent Intan who does not like it if his nephew is close and more familiar with Galuh.
Galuh smiled seeing and hearing Vishnu wanted to be with him. Now Intan increasingly glared sharply at his eyes towards Galuh. Galuh cuek grabbed Vishnu's hand and invited him forward to approach Niga who was sitting on the terrace.
" There's Niga in front of you, baby! Let's go over there!" said Galuh who did not care about Intan who was still staring at her with a hostile attitude.
" Of Niga!" call Vishnu after getting close and see Niga's burly back.
" Hello Vishnu dear! Kangen not with Niga?" said Niga while reaching for Vishnu's tiny body and then carrying it after his cigarette stick was placed in the ashtray.
" Kangen dong, um!" vishnu said with fun. Intan from within heard the voice of the man who was no stranger to him. The man who had been in his heart and the man who had been expected to be the guardian of his heart. But now the man is already with another woman and it is not with her.
" ah! I have Andrie, right? Andrie was better and better than Mas Niga." Intan muttered and ran back to the kitchen to make the man coffee. Not making drinks for Galuh.
" Mas Niga, do you still like black coffee? I'll make it. Hopefully, this time, my coffee can make him remember that we were close. Eh? What the hell am I thinking? Throw all that hope away with her, Intan! You already have Andrie and he also already prefers Galuh than me" Intan said like his own monologue.
" Boiled black coffee will be more delicious and the aroma of coffee will be more fragrant than just in the brew. Coffee connoisseurs who really understand the taste." said Intan while smiling to himself.
" With a little sugar. Yes, Mas Niga does not like sweetness in his coffee." muttered Intan while pouring his boiled black coffee until bubbling and in the filter so that the coffee grounds do not participate in the coffee cup.
" A teaspoon of sugar. Hem.the smell is tempting enough. I hope Mas Niga likes it and drinks it. Galuh? I'm really lazy to give that woman a drink. But it's okay. Water alone is. hehe." said Intan slowly and then began to leave the kitchen after everything was ready.
" Eh why is my heart still pounding so hard? A... a. I still have a taste with Mas Niga? Oh no! A.. a. I already have Andrie." said Intan then took a deep breath so that his heart did not pound.
His steps were slightly slowed down so that his heart could calm down a little when faced with Niga.
" Hey!" sapa Intan then approached the terrace that there is Galuh and Niga.
" This is Mas Niga, the black coffee!" intan said kindly while putting a cup of coffee containing black coffee on the table. Then the glass of water was also placed on the table without inviting to Galuh.
Galuh only pay attention to the movements and behavior of Intan super funny like a child.
" Oh yes! Thank you very much, Intan!" said Niga kindly while glancing towards Galuh.
Galuh just snorted while playing with his phone. While Niga is still busy with Vishnu who again wants to spoiled with himself.