
Love has a desire and a drive. That desire is lust. God's lustless, most faithful and obedient creatures of command and duty are angels. What kind of love is without passion and lust? True love is a desire to have even though it is hindered by fear and pessimism in acting and trying. What about ambition or obsession. Both act as if without understanding the situation, conditions and seem to impose their will without caring about the others. This tends to lack empathy for the surrounding. There is no concern that any heart is hurt by his attitude and behavior.
Indeed, basically humans have different dispositions and traits. Human nature itself can be changed if the concerned wants to improve it but is different from the character. The character is attached to a person who cannot be changed. Character formation, character is formed from the age of a person is still early. After the mind can be invited to think, the formation of character and character has begun.
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Sarwenda drove her car fast. The goal is to return to his own home. His determination was unanimous not to return to the residence of Mr. Hartono. He had already given up on his heartache with Surya. Someone who is the purpose of his love. Surya no longer wanted and cared for him. Sarwenda was able to survive in the house because there is still Wardha who cares and gives sincere affection to her. When Wardha was no longer in the house, Sarwenda felt alone there. There is no confession. No affection is expected of her. Like she's a lowly woman. Sarwenda felt insulted by Surya's treatment. To him he was worthless in the eyes of that man. Sarwenda no longer cares about her obsession.
Sarwenda went straight into her room and changed her wet clothes. After some time, Sarwenda sat on the sofa in the middle room.
" Back Kasim! Go to Mr. Hartono's residence. Take care of all my belongings and bring them here as soon as possible. Just take Bu Munah so that this task is light and quickly completed." Sarwenda ordered that he had arrived at his house and sat on the sofa in the living room.
" Nice non!" replied Mr. Kasim with a body that bowed respectfully to his master.
Mr. Kasim passed leaving his master. And step back, the kitchen is looking for Miss Munah.
" I won't forget. But I don't want revenge. The solar! You should have paid for all this humiliation against me" Sarwenda said in anger.
A man suddenly entered Sarwenda's house. Then sit down next to Sarwenda quietly.
" so? You didn't come home to Mr. Hartono's residence?" ask Wardha in a cynical tone.
" Oh ho! Since when have you been following me?" sarwenda asked with emotion and hate.
" Since you got out of that house and headed to Surya's house." replied Wardha cynically.
" You're always meddling in my business!" sarwenda ketus.
" Because I care about you!" sahut Wardha's.
" But my plan failed because of you. You always pray for failure in my plans, right?" sarwenda ketus.
" I'm so happy to see you always smile happily. I'm always happy when I see you laughing. But I haven't seen you laugh long enough and triumphantly" Wardha said.
" In a moment you'll see." said Sarwenda with a cynical smile.
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Pak Kasih and Bu Munah have left for Mr. Hartono's residence. They certainly met with Ms. Hartini. Intan who knew that was very happy. For him the arrival of Sarwenda in the house made it uncomfortable and uncomfortable. Never mind looking at his face, there is a shadow Sarwenda just make eneg and vomit. Moreover, the behavior and attitude of Sarwenda in the house wanted to rule and rule all. No wonder Intan hates that woman.
Ms. Hartini who has a nurturing and affectionate nature also immediately wanted to ask everything to Sarwenda. Ms. Hartini immediately picked up her phone and contacted Sarwenda. Intan who saw her mama contact Sarwenda actually wanted to prevent her but Intan finally could not protest everything.
" Hello Sarwenda!" call Bu Hartini after the exit connection is connected to the destination number.
" Is it true that you don't want to live here anymore?" ask Ms. Hartini.
" Yes ma! Mr. Kasim and Bu Munah have arrived. Let my people take care of my belongings" Sarwenda said.
" Why then? You didn't wait until the birth of your child?" ask Ms. Hartini.
" No need for ma! I am no longer interested in becoming Surya's wife." replied Sarwenda.
" iddidn! Mas Surya wants to marry you!" suhut Intan who heard the voice from Sarwenda through the cellphone connection. Ms. Hartini deliberately louspeker so that Intan can also hear the conversation between them.
"What if the child you bear is Surya's child?" ask Ms. Hartini.
" I don't care, ma!" sarwenda answered cynically and with anger.
" But mama cares, if it's about your granddaughter." said Ms. Hartini.
" From my mom knows! This child is my son, not Surya's!" Sarwenda.
" Don't joke Sarwenda. If that child is Surya's flesh and blood, that means your granddaughter too, right?" said Ms. Hartini is still patient.
" No! This child is not Surya's flesh. I lied to you guys. Pleased!" sarwenda said and then cut the connection.
Intan and Bu Hartini looked at each other. Intan just smiled cynically with the anger of Sarwenda.
" You think Sarwenda said that the child she conceived was not Surya's flesh blood because of her anger and disappointment towards Surya's attitude. Or is it really like that, Tan?" ask Ms. Hartini.
" I used to suspect that Sarwenda was carrying a child not with Mas Surya, ma!" intan said while glancing at the two Sarwenda's men
" Uh! Yes already, please sort out your employer's belongings. I'm saying you get angry with your employer, you can be bothered." added Intan while pulling Bu Hartini's hand out of the room and letting Pak Kasim and Bu Munah in the room to clean up Sarwenda's belongings and transport her.
" What makes Sarwenda suddenly want to leave here?"ask Bu Hartini while thinking.
" It may be that God has given us a clue, ma!" reply Intan origin.
" You can't be so dong. In that case, your brother was wrong too. Sarwenda became reckless like that because your brother had sown the seeds of affection for Sarwenda. So when Surya returned home and turned away from Sarwenda, that was not acceptable to Sarwenda. Sarwenda reckless to do anything as long as you can get affection, your brother" said Bu Hartini.
" Where is Mas Surya? Compared to Hollywood stars, losing far but why many women want to approach it. Clearly know that Mas Surya has the status of a husband" said Intan.
"Aise! Surya is the most handsome boy, Intan. You insulted Mas Surya just as much as insulting mom and dad!" said Bu Hartini.
" Eh?? Sorry ken Intan, ma! Haha!" suhut Intan while grinning.