One Roof With Maduku

RECKLESSLY?

In silence I feel silent. Harboring an agitated longing. I look forward to your arrival every time. Even if only the shadow can dampen my miss. The fire of romance is growing. Your charms that captivate the soul. I fell in love with your name I guess. I'm the lucky lady to get you, I guess. But your heart isn't entirely for me, I guess. In a restless heart wants to have it all. Not willing to share anything else. I was in the queue not the first. Engraved your smile that's starting to crack. Trying to accept me as the second woman. I am in silent gratitude.

Eyes cannot lie. This unrest cannot be covered with a fake smile. I'm willing to be second. But in silence my ego is unable to accept. I want the power to have you. In my power in treasure, the throne. Don't want you to be spoiled other than with me. Let go of the others and only me. But what is power. Your heart is still entirely for her. I'm just a grain of dust stuck in your heart. You cannot control your heart and mind. What then? How long will you care about me?

Sarwenda sat pensively in the long chair corner of her house. His television show was on. His gaze was blank looking at that square thing. His mind was agitated waiting for Surya. It's been almost a week, Surya hasn't come home. In the office, he did not come. All matters were left to his personal assistant.

This makes Sarwenda like a hot worm. Hownot? His number was blocked. Sarwenda could not contact Surya. This time Sarwenda did not want to remain silent. He immediately rushed over and prepared - ready for Mr. Hartono's residence. Sarwenda began to go inside her room and take a towel to take a bath.

" You think I'm just waiting for you, Surya? I've been judging you for a long time. It's not hard, is it, just coming to your big family's house and meeting you there? I wanna see. What was your reaction when you saw me coming to your extended family home, Surya!" sarwenda said softly while smiling.

" Mentang - mentang you already have a child, then you want to get away from me slowly. You are too naive Mas Surya!" sarwenda.

I just kept quiet. Always call your name every night. Wasn't it! But in every breath. But in my hope it was always full of anxiety. Your figure looks like I'm in a state. Can't let go of tightness if it's far and without word from you. I feel shaken if a day doesn't see you. A day without hearing your voice. A day without the smell of your breath. I've been adrift by that taste. You have become a part of me. I have to be side by side with you. Whatever it is, I need to be close to you. Any way. Although your shadow is not yet held by me, even though your heart is not entirely for me. But being close to you is a peace of my soul.

The lover! Your beloved is loved. Through the eyes and into the heart. Start to spread and master the mind. Getting upset every day. He is always remembered in the light and in the dark. He mentions his name every time. Become a racing heart when you remember it. It feels like slashed. Chest too tight. Sad to not be able to say the word. The sense of being present is not expected. Like I regretted recognizing you not from the beginning. The yearning that was already at its peak level.

Maybe I need you to warm my frozen heart. Maybe I need your seduction to bandage my fret. Maybe I need special attention from you to cover my miss.

Sarwenda is getting ready. After showering and dressing up. Sarwenda started the car.

" Mom! I went to Mas Surya's house! Later if anyone is looking for me, just say I go to papa's house" said Sarwenda who advised her domestic assistant.

"Non good!" answer Sarwenda household assistant named Komariah.

The glamorous Sarwenda starts to get into his car and pulls out the car that is still in his garage. Komariah quickly opened the gate of Sarwenda's luxury home. His smile expands when his master looks at Komariah's face.

" Keep the house well!" sarwenda message.

" Nice non!" sahut Komariah's.

The car was traveling at a moderate speed. Sarwenda drives her without a driver. Indeed, from a long time ago, Sarwenda was used to drive his own car without a personal driver. The journey taken from Sarwenda house to the residence of Mr. Hartono's mansion bekisar half an hour. It was also in the condition of the streets were not jammed. If the crash can be predicted more than that is not.

No need for long, Sarwenda continued his journey back to the residence of Mr. Hartono. A big enough parcel for the son of Vinda.

" Winda! I want to make you interested in me too. So that I can be your friend. That way I can slowly get into your extended family, without any suspicion" Sarwenda said slowly.

" Ha-ha-ha!" Sarwenda started laughing in her car.

" I don't think this is a good idea. That way, I can slowly get into the large family environment of Mr. Hartono. After that little strategy, I will run so that, you are no longer liked by mama and papa Surya. Winda! Sire!"

"You'll be the woman who got rid of, once I get into that big family. Ahaha!" sarwenda said with a laugh and full of his cunning plans.

Not long after, Sarwenda finally arrived in front of the gate of the residence of the large family of Mr. Hartono.

Sarwenda started getting out of her car and rang the bell in front of the gate. Behind a small hole, a security guard opened the entrance gate of the mansion.

" Who are you looking for?" ask the security guard.

" I'm a friend of Mr. Surya's office." answered Sarwenda.

" Oh! Have you made an appointment with Mr Surya?" ask the security guard again.

" Sir! The gate open, sir! I would like to congratulate Miss Winda and Mr. Surya on the birth of his son" Sarwenda said.

" Who's mother's name? I will ask Mr. Hartono first" said the security guard then immediately to his security post and took a mobile phone at the guard post.

The security guard then quickly opened the entrance gate into the luxurious residence of Mr. Hartono.

" How?" ask Sarwenda.

" Yes! Mr. Hartono said, you can and are allowed to enter" the security guard said.

" What I said! Oh yea! Put my car in, sir! Oh yea! Pick up the parcel here first and bring it inside the house. And heart - heart! It contained expensive and luxurious items." said Sarwenda arrogantly.

" Good Mom!" the security guard was a bit unhappy.