
If you no longer like me, why are you growing that love in my heart. If you're tired of my shadow, why are you giving that seduction. Why do you make it look like I'm the only one keeping your heart. In fact you're playing with this feeling. Made me stupid for that shit. The more hope and belief developed and then you dropped me to pieces of my soul. It hurts, but there's no blood dripping in here. I was stuck in silence, between believing and not. That you could really hurt me when this love got bigger to you.
Hating you I can't do it. Even retaliating for you I have no guts for it. I've done it, made you the guardian of my heart. But the guard was also in fatigue to faithfully serve in this palace. And ran away because of that boredom. Looking for a new atmosphere, not with me anymore. You don't come home even if you smile at me.
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Sarwenda and Santi are still in the car. Sarwenda had pulled her car over on the side of the road not far from the mansion from her destination. Santi's mother waited for an order from her lady. I don't know what they'll do when they get home.
" Let's get down!" take Sarwenda to Santi's mother. But Santi still looks hesitant to follow the orders of the lady.
" We'll eat and drink at Rosiana's shop first. After that, we will start acting" Sarwenda told Santi. Santi's mother just nodded following the direction of the lady.
They began to step towards the stalls are packed so perfectly even though the menu sold includes a simple menu. Santi's mother followed Sarwenda's steps behind her back. Arriving there they were greeted by one of the shop officials. Then calmly sat the chair that had been provided there.
Sarwenda started ordering food and drinks. Sometimes his eyes look for the whereabouts of people he wants to meet. In the stall has not been seen the figure of Rosiana the owner of the stall. After a while, one of the waiters delivered the food and drinks that Sarwenda had ordered. Sarwenda began to detain the waitress with her questions.
" Is this shop yours?" asked Sarwenda pretending to ask about the ownership of the stall.
" No, Ma'am! I only work here." replied the waiter.
" Oh I guess this is yours." said Sarwenda who is good at theatrics.
" No, Ma'am!" the waiter said with a smile. Because the buyer at the stall was not too crowded, then the waitress was happy to chat with Sarwenda who invited him to talk with her familiar.
" Do you know and know the owner?" ask Sarwenda.
" The owner of Rosiana's mother. He's in the house resting." the waitress said.
"In the near future he will also come out to help us because soon there will be many buyers if it is late at night like this." explained the waiter.
" Oh so!" sahut Sarwenda's.
" I lived first. Please enjoy the food and drinks." said the waiter.
Sarwenda and Santi look at each other. Santi's mom has heard that Rosiana will help serve the visitors in her stall.
" What about, miss? Are we going to see you in that house or are we waiting here?" ask Santi.
" I want to know how Rosiana reacted when she saw us sitting here. Good thing if Mas Wardhana also joined to serve buyers in this shop" Sarwenda said.
" But, miss isn't going to make a fuss, is she?" ask Santi.
" No! You don't worry! I just want to see after this if Wardhana still dares to go home to me and seduce me." Sarwenda said with a bitter smile.
Before they were about to go down to help serve the buyer, both their eyes immediately stared at the whereabouts of Sarwenda and Mbak Santi who had been sitting in the shop visitor's seat. How the look and surprised face of Wardhana and Rosiana when he saw the existence of two women who he already knew it. Want to run, they have already been seen by Sarwenda and Santi Mbak. Finally inevitably Wardhana and Rosiana face everything.
Sarwenda just showed her smile. Sarwenda remained silent with no reaction to the situation. Sarwenda waited for what actions the two humans of the opposite sex would take against her.
" Sarwenda, baby! You you're here, baby?" wardhana finally. Rosiana stood near Sarwenda.
" I was just passing by on this road and I happened to be very thirsty. So I finally stopped at this shop. It turns out that there are you guys here too well." said Sarwenda trying to pretend not to know if the stall was theirs.
Wardhana and Rosiana looked at each other and could not speak. Finally Sarwenda stepped away from the stall after Santi Ma'am paid all the food and drink bills they had eaten.
" Sarwenda, baby!" call Wardhana.
Sarwenda looked back and for a moment looked at Wardhana and Rosiana in turn.
" All right! You can explain all this at the house! That's if you have the guts and courage to meet me" Sarwenda said, challenging Wardhana.
Wardhana and Rosiana still look at each other. They still he could not speak because the situation of the buyers in the stall was already so crowded. It was fortunate that Sarwenda was already kind enough not to make a fuss in that place. Sarwenda did not embarrass Wardhana and Rosiana in her stall. Sarwenda with a firm step left the stall and began to run his car with Santi Mbak.
" Yes! Are you going home tonight?" rosiana asked with concern about the situation.
" Maybe tomorrow! Maybe Sarwenda is currently very surprised and full of emotions. Later if I meet him even noisily and can not solve the problem." replied Wardhana who seemed to be very ready with the situation.
" What will be your decision then?" ask Rosiana in full search.
" Ah don't know yet, Ros! Let's just go inside the house. Let your employees serve the buyers who come." Wardhana asked while holding Rosiana slowly.
While walking in Rosiana was still silent thinking about this matter. Rosiana is very worried that Wardhana will abandon her and return to Sarwenda completely.
" Yes!" call Rosiana slowly.
" Yes, baby!" suhut Wardhana while taking Rosiana to sit on her couch.
" Are you going to divorce me?" ask Rosiana worried.
" No!" wardhana answered briefly now Wardhana started lighting her cigarette and sucking her slowly.
" I'm afraid of losing you, mas!" rosiana lirih.
Wardhana just smiled looking at his young wife while rubbing Rosiana's stomach that began to bulge.
" Me too!" wardhana finally. Rosiana who heard him became very relieved.