One Roof With Maduku

A LONGING THAT CANNOT BE STOPPED

The torrential rain must have quickly subsided, shedding the cries of dark clouds with crystallized chunks of water. Quickly passed all sorrow, deserted because of the hindered miss. I'm still here waiting in silence, without your word there. Is there a longing for me here, who is always waiting for the beautiful meeting you promised. The word sweet and beautiful is only an encouragement of the heart, it could be real in the future.

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" If this feeling can't be pathetic. All is wrong not of love itself. It may be our fault that we are not willing to move away from this distance. It may be too beautiful to try to get rid of that taste. It's too sweet of a memory, so incapable and power to resist the longing for revenge" Rosiana said in a black coffee on her desk.

" Do you still keep that flavor, Ros? A sense of inadequacy and loss from my innermost heart." said Wardha who sat under a large tree that was quite shady in the morning.

" Now I return the question, to you, Mas. All this time, is there still tucked away that longing in your little heart?" ask Rosiana.

Wardha just fell silent and tried to get her seat closer to Rosiana who was sitting enjoying black coffee that morning.

" But our position is different, my. Mas Wardha is happy to be with a classy woman. While I am a village woman, who was present in the past." said Rosiana while staring blankly at the villa hills that look beautiful and beautiful around it.

" But the story of the past has now clearly danced in my eyes, Rosiana. The yearning that was growing when, the scent of your body was still very clear in my mind. Especially when I look at Shiva, his eyes look like reflections from your eyes, Ros. I can't throw away the past stories when I was with you. And forgive me, I was so cowardly that I just left you, as if running away from that responsibility. I'm sorry, Rosiana. So, let me make amends in the past. Make Shiva my son and I want to see you happy by my side" Wardha said as she quickly grabbed Rosiana's wrist.

Rosiana immediately pulled his hand which was held by Wardha.

" I'm sorry, Mas Wardha! I can't continue the relationship that was delayed. I don't want to ruin your happiness with Madame Sarwenda. Mrs Sarwenda has been so kind to both of us in your home. I don't want to break the au fence inside your household" Rosiana said.

" But Rosiana! Your presence makes my heart more and more sliced and hurt. Staring at your face and seeing your figure, in the distance without me being able to reach and grasp it was so torturous to my inner self. How much I endure longing with you. Please Rosiana, this really hurts me. And are you not sick, of this feeling. The old story is now more open again, it's not easy I patis right, Rosiana" said Wardha.

" Let me go away from you" Rosiana said, bowing her head.

" Don't Rosiana! Don't you do that again. Don't stay away from my life. Please, I can't." said Wardha.

" But Mas, I don't want this presence of mine to be a destroyer of your household. I don't want to be the one when it's as easy as it is to destroy the peace and tranquility of your palace. Just the one I asked of you. Titip Shiva, and raise him" said Rosiana.

" You want to stay away, after my feelings are overflowing want to reach you, Ros? You are so evil. I would do anything so I could come back with you. You have to believe and believe that." said Wardha.

" Haha! Oh yeah? Did ya? Will you be willing to leave the luxury you already have when you are with Sarwenda? I'll never be sure of that, Mas." said Rosiana.

" You challenged me, Ros?" said Wardha again approached Rosiana and tried to reach Rosiana's tiny body.

Wardha's embrace was so tight and strong that Rosiana was unable to let go of Wardha's sturdy hand. A pretty blind morning, as blind as Wardha's love is. His feelings and longing for Rosiana could not be withheld. Away from that pair of men and women, there was a sharp glare of eyes staring at the two.

" Rosiana! A wardha! I knew this would happen again. The love that was once hidden, is now coming back. You are both adult men and women. Can I prevent and prohibit this forbidden relationship? Oh, my God, Rosiana. Finally you are not able to shake all of those feelings. The feeling that once made your heart break into pieces, and now you are so easy to forgive the man who once left you. Love that is blind and blind because of love" said Santi.

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" Ki.. Where are we going, Mas?" rosiana, who was just following Wardha, pulled her hand into Wardha's private car.

"You think?" ask Wardha with a seductive smile. The door of the car was closed and Wardha began with the action of approaching Rosiana's face and quickly kissed the smooth and innocent face.

" Yes!" rosiana said slowly.

" I miss you, Ros! I just want to kiss you." said Wardha with an irregular breath.

Wardha begins to react by kissing Rosiana's cheeks. Now switch to Rosiana's forehead. Rosiana was silent while closing her eyes.

Wardha's eyes are clearly expressing that longing.

" Did you miss me too, Rosiana?" ask Wardha with wailing eyes.

" Do I deserve to miss someone's husband, Mas? Aren't you already the husband of someone? Do I deserve to miss you again?" ask Rosiana.

" You came before Sarwenda, Rosiana. You may, miss me." said Wardha as she approached Rosiana's tiny lips.

Rosiana just stood still and felt Wardha's breathing start to irregular.

" I'm sorry, Rosiana!" said Wardha while kissing sexy lips of Rosiana who seemed resigned to want to be kissed by Wardha. The atmosphere back then seemed to have supported the two of them to do more than that. In a car that was just the two of them, it was enough for them to do more intimate stunts for them to do.

" You can reply, Ros!" pinta Wardha pleads.

" I know, you really want to pay it back, don't you?" added Wardha with a mischievous smile. Finally the kiss was getting hotter and crazier.

" Enough of it!" rosiana said as she tried to brush it off.

" All right! Next time, I want more of this, baby!" wardha said as she got out of her private car.

Rosiana simply fell silent while rubbing the traces of a kiss with Wardha.

" I. I, what am I doing?" rosiana said in regret as she got out of the car and walked back to the villa she occupied.

" I can't lie with Santi's mom. I should how?" rosiana murmured.