
The stronger the urge to let go, the heavier the craving grasps her.
The greater the determination to forget, the more clinging to memory.
The more trying to give up, the more unrequited because of the feeling of craze.
The journey of forgetting is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. Believe that! Time will heal the turbulent romance of revenge. No need to forget because one day, the disappointment and pain of today will be remembered while smiling sincerely. It all takes time. No need to rush! Enjoy the process from the claustrophobic squeezing of the body to the peace of the soul.
" Winda! You're okay, right?" galuh asked after they were in the main room owned by Winda and Surya.
They've reached the residence of Mr. Hartono's family. In the house it looks lonely. It seems that Mr. Hartono and Ms. Hartini are returning to their official home. The magnificent and luxurious house became increasingly quiet without the presence of Mr. Hartono and Bu Hartini. Stay Intan with Wardha her husband and also Winda and Surya.
Indeed there are some maids or household assistants who become crowded the magnificent and luxurious house.
" What time does it usually take, Surya's coming home from work, Win?" ask Galuh slowly.
" It's not sure, Galuh! Sometimes in the afternoon, sometimes until late at night or even not go home with the reason to meet with the relationship or his client" said Winda who hinted in his complaint.
" Oh! You're patient, Win!" galuh.
" Yes, Galuh. Galuh! I beg you, what we saw earlier does not need to be discussed or extended with Mas Surya. We pretend not to know it. I don't want to make a fuss with Mas Surya. After all, what we saw just now, is not necessarily in accordance with what we are thinking right now." vinda said while rubbing the head of Vishnu who had been lying next to Vinda after Mbk Atik handed over Vishnu into the room of Vinda.
" But why?" galuh asked who contained his form of protest.
" It's okay, Galuh. I'm just not ready if Mas Surya just divorced me after I found out about this affair. Especially if I am angry or discuss this matter. For Mas Surya, this will be the main weapon to divorce me. If it really is, Mas Surya is having an affair with Sarwenda as we have seen" said Winda without any burden to say the sentence per sentence.
" Winda! Actually when we were in that cafeteria, I met them. And that woman named Sarwenda, as you said, admitted that she was Surya's second wife." Galuh said.
" What? Do they even dare to get married? Astagfirullah Mas Surya!" said Winda with a trembling voice.
" Sir!" call Galuh while hugging the body of the Winda to give peace to the Winda.
" I never thought, Luh. If it is this fast, Mas Surya is tarnishing this marriage. Bringing another woman into our household. Will I be able after this, Galuh?" said Winda with a heart.
" If you can't, I can help you in everything. My house is wide open for you and also Vishnu, Vinda!" galuh.
" But, for now I am not ready if I have to part with Mas Surya. I can't work yet, if Vishnu is still this red baby. I still love Mas Surya after all. To me, Mas Surya is still the perfect husband. It's possible that I pay less attention to Mas Surya, when I was pregnant with Mas Surya's child so that Mas Surya was looking for another woman to erase his loneliness." said Winda.
" O Winda! Why at a time like this, you can still accept and try to be wise. Obviously, Surya has betrayed you, Vinda" Galuh said.
" Winda! You haven't changed since then. You still, hurt yourself." Galuh said.
" It's not so, Galuh! Because I still love Surya. We've lived life long enough in joy and sorrow. Quite a lot of sacrifices that have been made by Mas Surya to maintain a relationship with me before finally returning to this magnificent and luxurious house." said Winda.
" okay! Okay fine! All righty! I appreciate your decision, Winda!" galuh Sahut.
" God! You should support me now. And please, be my best friend who displays all my complaints later when I feel the bitterness of my household" said Winda finally.
" Of course, my dear Winda. I will always be there for you. I will take care of all your personal problems." Galuh said.
" Thank you very much, Galuh! Oh yeah, what about you?" winda.
" I've been better after telling you everything. I am sure that one day I will find a better man than Mas Pras" Galuh said.
" Amin's. Amen!" sahut Winda's.
" But, sorry, Sire. Finally, I want to pray for you, so that you too will soon get a better man than Surya. At least we met the man, then fell in love at first sight. Then you could easily have the power to sue for divorce with Surya" Galuh said.
" Astagfirullah, Galuh! Your brain is so bad!" sahut Winda while menoel jidat belongs to Galuh.
" Aww! Winda! I want to see you happier. Happy birth and inner. Calm and serene soul and body. Indeed, at this time you have enough wealth and adequacy. But have you now gained calm and tranquility, if you already know Surya's betrayal with another woman?" galuh.
" God! Don't talk about dong, baby!" sahut Winda's.
" Eh?? How about we just eat yuk! Let's see, Mbk Ita cook what today. I haven't seen all day, see what has been presented" said Winda trying to divert the discussion from the conversation that made his heart tight.
" Winda! I'm still full!" galuh Sahut.
" Oh so yeah! I'm going to breastfeed, Luh. I went to the kitchen first! All of you later I bring the fruits that we had bought at the supermarket" said Winda.
" All right!" galuh Sahut.
" Gain Vishnu yah! Don't you pinch yah!" said Winda with a smile.
" Eh walah! I bite, yes!" galuh said while kissing the cheek of Vishnu who fell asleep. Vishnu so stretched because someone kissed him roughly.
Winda is now out of his master room. Trying to comfort himself from his surprise with the problems that exist. To him this is very surprising. Surya, a figure he knows is a perfect man, now turns out to have married another woman.
If time could turn back. This incident I would not be willing to happen. If night I could turn it into day. I want, there is no darkness in this world. But where is possible. Everything needs to rest. Like this universe is exhausted with every day busy with his duties and obligations. AH so do I. I need to sleep, to rest my mind and body from all the games and problems of life.