Nindy (Hijabers Norak Conqueror of the Heart)

46. Disappearance of the Owner of the Heart

Emelie shook her head. He could not see failure once more in plain sight. Yang Pou Han was his adoration. That man since childhood has always been his adore and will forever be like that. He must not change because of the arrival of a new man like Nindy - a poor woman, a lowly fool. Why do the men around her have such low tastes by liking poor women like Nindy and Salwa?

"You don't love him, Yang! You just love me. What are the advantages of this woman compared to me? Women who are not clear of their origins and born from a cheap womb. What do you expect from such a lowly woman?

Emelie could not accept that she was defeated by such selfless women. His self-esteem was underestimated in a non-elite way.

"Enough!" The one who shouted, could not bear the insults aimed at Nindy, who was ejected from Emelie's mouth.

"She's the most holy woman I've ever met. He always said what was in his heart. She's the most honest woman I've ever had. And most importantly, she's my wife. You can't change that reality, Emelie."

Yang Pou Han stepped closer, casting a calculating gaze at Emelie and also Zang Nan. Letting the man be frightened with his own thoughts, while Emelie would fall down with her hopes soaring too high.

"Your chance is gone, Emelie. You've wasted the opportunity I've given you. And you should be aware of your status. Don't be a thorn in someone else's household!" Yang Pou Han emphasized the word 'thorn' in his sentence, awakening Emelie from the arrogant and selfish attitude she had been doing all along.

"Does that mean you're leaving me, Yang? You're gonna forget your promise to your late father and Grandma Bay?" Emelie's eyes look teary. He was already struggling to get the man back by his side. However, it seemed that everything did not go as he wished. He has lost his friend, his love. A childhood friend who always faithfully accompanies, also protects him. Defend all his mischief when Emelie makes a mistake.

Yes, Yang Pou Han is an angel sent by God to protect and guard her, but Emelie has wasted the guardian angel God sent for her just for her own ambition, ego and satisfaction. He had lost the heartfelt love of someone who had always protected and adored him for his own folly.

"You're not a stupid woman who needs answers and explanations from me. Surely you understand what I mean. And you!" Yang Pou Han looked at the man who was behind Emelie - Zang Nan. "Prepare to jail."

Zang Nan seemed to have trouble just to swallow. His body trembled at the word prison from Yang Pou Han's mouth.

"Punish me, sir. I was just told. I don't have any grudges against you nor Nindy. Please forgive me!" Zang Nan knelt down, touching Yang Pou Han's feet, but the man did not care. He was reluctant just to stare down, where Zang Nan was resting under his feet.

"You should have thought of this before, when you decided to look for trouble with a Yang Pou Han." He left later, ignoring Zang Nan who was still sitting on the floor, asking for a plea from him.

Yeah, there's no time to serve those two dudes. The time was very little, he would catch up with Nindy, bringing the woman back to him. Whatever the way.

***

"It could be faster, no!"

The taxi driver was speeding up, hearing the orders of the crazy passengers he accidentally met. He did not dare just to peek at the passenger's face, his net was only focused towards the street, where they were driving towards the airport.

Yang Pou Han was so agitated, considering he was late to pick up Nindy. His phone was left in the dented car, lucky his wallet was still in his pants pocket so he could pay for a taxi without having to go home first.

Now his heart was getting riled up, the appointed time had already passed by more than thirty minutes. Will Nindy continue the flight without waiting for her?

How fast would he be for Nindy to wait? While their last meeting was not at all worthy of remembrance, even she had offended the woman, whom she loved dearly.

So agitated he thought he could no longer meet Nindy. He had not even expressed his feelings for the woman. But Nindy left him.

*Stupid-bodo*h!

Yang Pou Han cursed at his own stupidity. Although he wanted to prove the truth, he forgot there would be a heart to be guarded. If only he had not only thought about the matter, he could have given Nindy a little understanding so that she would not have simply left him feeling betrayed. He does not realize, if Nindy's feelings will be hurt because of his actions, and ends up giving up and leaving.

Yang Pou Han immediately threw a few pieces of money at the taxi driver when he was already in front of the airport lobby. He opened the door without waiting to be opened, his heart growing uneasy before Nindy was found.

"Take the change!" He immediately ran after saying that.

"Master, wait!" The taxi driver called. Instead of saying thank you, the taxi driver actually made Yang Pou Han upset.

"What's? I told you, just take the change!" yang Pou Han snapped at the taxi driver. The time is not much, but the taxi driver actually made him stall for time.

"But, Mister. It's less money."

"Ckk, you piss me off!" Who threw some money from his wallet. Without waiting for the taxi driver's response, Yang Pou Han immediately ran away leaving him to go to the place where Nindy was waiting for him.

"Nindy, wait for me!"

The man ran, unraveling a group of people blocking the road. He did not care because his ears seemed to be closed with thoughts that only focused on one person, Nindy.

The narrow net swept all over, looking for where the figure he wanted to meet was. Until finally he found the bakery that Nindy meant. Yang Pou Han immediately sped up a step, running towards that bakery.

His breath was severed, ignoring the dizzy feeling in his head that was throbbing in pain.

The bakery happened to be open twenty-four hours. Even though the clock is past noon, the store still accepts guests to simply relax or enjoy a warm bread with a cup of sweet tea

"Who, Sir?" ask the shopkeeper.

"My wife. Where is he? Say it!"

Yang Pou Han's face looked cold, making the shopkeeper frightened, choosing to ignore rather than face the crazy man's strange question.

"Hey! What do you want fired? Dare to ignore me!"

The shopkeeper went back to Yang Pou Han behind his bar table. Nervously he asked, "Who is the Master's wife. Maybe I can help."

"Of course she's a beautiful woman. If you ask the right. Don't just piss me off!"

"My mak-sud, how's the character, sir? Because there was a woman who sat here for a long time, waiting for someone who never came. He finally left and left something for someone who might be looking for him."

"He's dressed covered with a petite body? Is the woman you're referring to named Nindy?" asked Yang Pou Han to make sure.

"Yes, that's right." He took out a paper bag from inside the drawer to give to Yang Pou Han.

Quickly the paper bag had already switched to Yang Pou Han's hand. He could not wait to open it, until the paper bag was slightly torn on several sides. The netra was rounded, staring at the poignant something that was inside Nindy's relic bag.

Yeah, no more wrong. It was the phone that Yang Pou Han gave to Nindy and also her wedding ring.

His body sagged for a moment, decaying to the point of falling on the floor. He leaned against the bar table with his legs extended forward, ignoring the strange gazes of all the otangs that passed by him. The hand squeezes the wedding ring that has been removed from the ring finger of the owner. He almost cried, but was held back with all his might. His face showed confusion.

Yes, Nindy's gone. He had lost the conqueror of the heart that God had sent for him, and it was not because of anything else, but because of his own fault.

***

Sometimes people always regret a meeting, if indeed it will eventually happen a separation. They forgot, if the meeting was one of God's scenarios for his creatures so they could learn a lesson.

Nindy closed her eyes, enjoying the flight that would bring her back to the homeland. Just two days ago, he had a great time making a flight to Indonesia. Very different from the current situation and atmosphere. The scent was still smelling, the warm embrace was still felt as well. Nindy can't just forget her friendship with Yang Pou Han.

Is it so bad that he can't compete with her?

The extreme pain was, little by little, eating away at his heart. Nindy couldn't help but cry. The net turned his attention out the window, where the white clouds that adorned the darkness of the night seemed to be caulking in groups, forming a colony that was seen from below to widen like a vast ocean in space.

How foolish it is to expect too much love from that man. Although Nindy had given everything to Yang Pou Han, not once did the man utter the love that Nindy had so much hoped for.

Yes, Nindy had poured out a sincere love and affection only to love Yang Pou Han, the first man who had entered too deeply into her life. Provide new experiences in a relationship.

Nindy closed her eyes, trying to get rid of the anxiety, as well as the pain in her heart. However, with each eye closed, the man's breath seemed to pierce his face. Despite not meeting each other, Nindy felt that the man was still beside her, hugging her by occasionally kissing her forehead.

The annoying smile that Yang Pou Han always showed to Nindy managed to make the woman long. Nindy could not deny the longing in her heart. Nindy's tears shed instantly, along with heartache, regret, and disappointment.

Why should he feel it?

Why should he fall in love?

Why should he feel that pain?

Really if time can be replayed, it is better that she not marry Yang Pou Han. He is afraid of falling in love, like a fool fighting for someone's love, but is not considered or cared for.

The harsh reality of hearing Yang Pou Han marry her for being obsessed with the hijab woman, made Nindy's inner self even more claustrophobic. He is too hopeful for more, wants to be loved like a couple who love and love each other. Love is only for himself. However, all of that was only in his imagination. Yang Pou Han did not love him at all.

Seeing how the man paid so much attention to his ex-wife was enough to prove where Nindy's position was. Nindy's plea for a little time just to say goodbye, was completely ignored by the man.

Perhaps, he was currently still accompanying Emelie. Accompanying the woman who was being mourned. Hugging like a pair of lovers who are persuading and calming the woman he loves so as not to grieve. Just imagine that Nindy can't, especially if you have to see with her own eyes.

Perhaps, going was better for him to no longer see the soul-torturing scene. It is enough for him to feel a mind that is swayed by uncertainty, vain hope, and also genisbians. Although there is still so much love and affection in the heart, Nindy will not look back again. There was a time when he had to turn away and start a new life, which was far from the shadow of a Yang Pou Han.

***