Nindy (Hijabers Norak Conqueror of the Heart)
42. Not Being Capable Again
Man can only hope, but there is all the interference of God the owner of the will. Although humans are too confident to be able to hold and defend something, but God will first show how dwarfed the role of humans as a determinant.
The net was heating up, since all the items had been packed in their respective suitcases. Nindy could not hide the look of sadness on her face. The pleasant shadow of a honeymoon with the husband has run aground already. He could only stare at the poignant suitcase that had been dragged by one of Yang Pou Han's bodyguards.
Silence, there was no joke of laughter that he used to do to the man. Even fun small talk also feels bland this time. The man seemed worried about Mrs Bay's condition.
Nindy could see the look of tension on Yang Pou Han's face. Many times checking chat with someone on the phone screen that Nindy knew was the doctor who treated the old woman.
No hand grips, no friendly hugs on the waist. The man seemed to be busy with his own world and mind.
Was Nindy too evil, being unhappy that Yang Pou Han was worrying too much about the middle-aged woman?
Yeah, it's not the problem that's the question. She is the grandmother of Emelie. He who always fought to please Emelie, especially to get Yang Pou Han back.
However, why was the man not also aware of their intentions?
Was it Nindy who was too scared, so desperately trying to protect hers to stay in her grasp?
His? Is correct?
The saddest thing is to feel afraid of losing someone you love, but you don't know if you actually have or just feel you have.
Although he wanted to maintain what he had, but Nindy hesitated, because the heart was still gray. It is not clear who the owner is and who the winner is. If Nindy feels that heart is her right, but doesn't the man say that he doesn't love her? So, where exactly the man's heart was anchored, so that Nindy was so difficult to just touch.
The giant iron bird managed to land at Hong Kong International Airport exactly eleven o'clock in the afternoon. Nindy's entourage has been picked up by Yang Pou Han's men. During the journey, not a word came out of the man's lips. Even the usual sweet attitude had disappeared instantly.
Nindy felt increasingly foreign. Ignored for hours thinking about others. The old woman had been dying, Nindy should have understood the situation and did not expect to get the gentle and friendly behavior of a Yang Pou Han.
Although the man once said that Lady Bay was already considered as his own grandmother, but Nindy still felt unwilling. It was not Yang Pou Han's great concern for the old woman, but rather the fear of something that might happen.
He squeezed his hands with fingers intertwined with each other. The man stepped first into a treatment room with the smell of disinfection lingering in his sense of smell. There was already Emelie waiting, while Nindy was still in the doorway.
Lady Bay lay unconscious in a gurney. His face was covered in a high-pressure oxygen mask with the sound of a heart-rate interpreter monitor sounding all over, like a melodic accompaniment that felt tense.
Shamelessly, the woman hugged Yang Pou Han while crying. It was as if the man was the only place he complained, the only place spilling sadness. She cried by burying her face in the man's chest.
Nindy clenched her hands together, holding back the tightness in her chest would be a painful sight plastered before her eyes. Was the decision he made to visit Mrs Bay right?
He can't do anything. Instead of wanting to push Emelie away from her husband, Nindy was afraid that Yang Pou Han was scolding her for Emelie's sad condition.
He could see the man rubbing Emelie's back, as if to calm her down so as not to be too sad. The netra began to dew, when it felt a rumbling feeling in the chest. The man ignored her during the trip, and is now even gentle with other women.
Can Nindy be angry?
Is Nindy supposed to be jealous of that?
He's not selfish, is he?
Until he chose to leave Yang Pou Han and Emelie in the room. Nindy chose to be alone, expressing her annoyance and anger. He wanted to defend, but did not know how. Until he has to suppress his own feelings, calm the jealous turmoil that is in the heart.
Was he wrong to wait? Shouldn't a wife dedicate herself to her husband and family? Why should the reply be pain that feels squeezing the soul?
He stopped his steps when his feet were on one of the seats on the side of the hospital's central garden. His net was staring forward, where the specially made children's play area attracted attention. They run around, live without burden with a big smile. Occasionally there was a pleasant sound of laughter, making someone seem to be smiling to feel.
Without feeling she stroked her own stomach. It has been two months since she and Yang Pou Han got married. However, she did not feel any signs of pregnancy. Did God deliberately delay the pregnancy because he knew that their relationship did not seem to run smoothly?
Had there been a child in it, perhaps he still had the strength to defend the man. She felt she had full rights over Yang Pou Han, but the child was never present in her womb.
He wiped away the tears, trying to smile when a child accidentally flew a ball in front of him. Nindy picked up the ball, then looked down with a smile. He gave the colorful ball to the narrow-eyed boy, his hands were anxious to wipe the tip of the cute boy's head before the boy left.
I don't know, Nindy suddenly missed a little boy. A child who can make him smile, grasping his tiny fingers that feel soft and fragile. Once again he rubbed his own stomach, hoping that a fetus would grow in it.
He has been in the park for too long. The net looks at the watch that is coiled on the wrist. He sighed occasionally to lighten the burden that was weighing on his heart.
Nindy immediately got up from her seat, stepping slowly towards Madam Bay's treatment room. His steps are lighter than before. He could already widen his smile even though it was so forced. However, he must be ordinary and not childish, even though the heart feels sick with what he previously noticed.
Until when his feet were in the room, Nindy was still glued to the spot, stopping his steps suddenly with eyes staring in disbelief, also disappointed, because of what had happened before his eyes.
The old woman had regained consciousness, with her eyes slightly opened. The doctor was by his side, only able to stare pity and pity..
What the hell is going on?
Why does everyone's face look pathetic*?
The net was not separated from the hands of two people who were being united by the old woman. Whose hand would it be if not the hands of Emelie and Yang Pou Han. The old woman stammeredly said something, which deeply hurt Nindy's heart and feelings.
He had guessed before. He knew this was going to happen. He had said before, before they decided to visit the old woman.
"Jaga Emelie! Isn't it your belief that marrying two women is allowed? Isn't .. actually you guys are still each other .. love. Then, for .. did you torture each other."
Nindy was flabbergasted, speechless. Netra that had dried up will be tears, now back shed and flood again.
He retreated backwards, unable to see what was before his eyes. Unknowingly, he dropped the phone in his hand.
All eyes turned to stare at him, both Yang Pou Han, Emelie, Lady Bay was also a doctor with a nurse beside her. They stared strangely at Nindy who had ruined the atmosphere, except for Yang Pou Han. Their eyes clashed against each other, showing something that was difficult to translate.
The man could see a look of disappointment in Nindy's round net. He realized that by catching the tears that had washed his face. Until Nindy rubbed her eyelids, silenced her mouth with her palms, she ran then.
"Nindy! Wait!"
Yang Pou Han shouted, but Nindy paid him no heed. He ran and kept running with excruciating pain in his heart. He had not expected it to end like this, a sense of disappointment and lost hope had come simultaneously. Nindy can't do it anymore.
Yang Pou Han did not stay still, he let go of Granny Bay's hand, then ran after Nindy. Emelie shouted, calling out the name of the man. But he doesn't care. In his mind just wanted to catch up with his wife, Nindy.
》Connected..
