Nindy (Hijabers Norak Conqueror of the Heart)

31. The Tarnished Bond

"Come, Miss. It's all ready." Lie's assistant with a slight bow invited Nindy to get into the wheelchair. Who could not pick him up, until Lie's assistant who replaced to pick Nindy home from the hospital.

"thank you. I can walk. No need to use a wheelchair."

"Please pardon. This is lord Yang's order. Please Miss understand."

Nindy nodded then, understanding the position of Lie's assistant who had to do everything perfectly. Nindy chooses to sit in that wheelchair and let Lie's assistant push her instead of having to do a long debate.

They descended to the ground floor using a patient elevator accompanied by two confidants of Yang Pou Han. Digital figures with colors on gradually show a periodic decrease until the clanking of the elevator rings along with the elevator door opens a few seconds later.

Nindy calmly sat on a wheelchair with Lie Am's assistant pushing behind her. Just a few steps out of the elevator, Lie's assistant's phone rang making the man ask Nindy for permission to wait for him for a while.

Nindy nodded, allowing Lie Am's assistant to pick up the call. While two of Yang Pou Han's men were still guarding Nindy behind the wheelchair. Nindy stared in the direction where Lie's assistant answered her phone call. It looks like the man is having a serious conversation, so it takes quite a long time to finish his phone call.

Nindy looked back, looking at the two tall men who had been guarding her. "I want to take a walk there."

"We're going, Miss." One of them answered. Nindy nodded, but she asked for one condition. "I want to walk, you can follow me behind or wait for me here."

"But ...." Not yet had the man finish his sentence, Nindy interrupted. "Please, I want to walk in the park," he said as he turned his chin towards the park in the hospital area.

One week in the room makes Nindy bored. A short walk to see plants and flowers blooming seems to drive away the boredom.

"Alright, we'll follow you from behind."

Nindy smiled then. "Thank you."

He moved from a sitting position, stood up and then stepped slowly towards the garden area located close to his current position.

Inhaled by the deep air as he closed his eyes, with a gentle breeze swinging the branches of the tree lightly swept across his face. Nindy smiled, grateful to still feel the cool air that was free from the smell of the hospital, even though she was not fully out of the big building.

"Goodbye at home, Yang." Her earlobes heard a woman's voice, making Nindy open her eyes. He looked towards the voice that was a bit far to his left. A curly-haired, pretty-faced woman like a barbie doll holding a friendly arm of someone she knew very well was walking together towards her. No, rather it will pass through the corridor behind Nindy.

Nindy's smile momentarily faded away, staring at the man without blinking. Until the man stopped his steps, he was surprised to find Nindy in front of him. Nindy stared at the arm that used to hug her at night, now being hugged by another woman.

Nindy gave her own lips, her eyes began to dew, but she held back. I don't want to look weak in front of that guy.

"You're great, Yang. You always said that you hated infidelity. And today, you've shown it in front of me. You proved that, if every thing that comes out of your lips is a lie."

Nindy immediately turned around after saying that, leaving Yang Pou Han still glued to the spot. And when Nindy stepped up, her hand was immediately pulled back, turning Nindy's position into facing the man.

"I'm not cheating on you."

"Then? What's name?" Nindy laughed to herself, laughing at her feelings that had been mired deep inside, while the man who had ravaged her heart had played behind her.

"I just drove him to check his sewing wounds. Not more."

Nindy threw out the hand of the man who held her roughly until she slipped away. "Isn't this a month? You can let me go if you want, Yang. I'm not gonna demand anything from you."

At that instant he also ran, paying no heed to Yang Pou Han who was still shocked by his words. Her tears shed instantly over her cheeks, her wringing became increasingly crowded with a broken heart into small pieces that were scattered.

The two big-looking people followed him behind, not letting Nindy go alone because their job was to look after Nindy. Until the woman stopped her steps, when her breath began to sting due to running fast while crying.

Nindy rested her back on the big tree, shedding down. Letting the gravitational force of the earth pull it to the ground. He hugged his own knees, buried his face there.

It hurts, it hurts so much. Why is it that sick?

Nindy did not expect to suffer a broken heart like this. He could not deny it anymore, his feelings had started to grow with time. Each of them interact, touch each other and warm up every night, making his feelings grow bigger without him knowing. Every whisper, caress and gentle treatment of Yang Pou Han to him made Nindy beguiled. Nindy even had time to have the man to herself, accompanying her until death separated. Together build a household with cute little children in it.

Maybe, it was all just Nindy's wish. Happiness was still a difficult hope for him to achieve. Nindy realized that she was nobody. How could she possibly dream of becoming a queen in the heart of an influential person like Yang Pou Han? He was just a small pebble that was accidentally picked up by a prince, then thrown back to where he had originally been.

Until he thought, what relationship are they actually living? Did he intentionally want to play with his feelings?

The rumbling in the chest made Nindy's heart grow claustrophobic. It is impossible to keep going back. He could not accept, if the trust he instilled in himself was simply broken without burden. The holy rope of marriage has been tainted with the name of infidelity. Is that a sign that Nindy has to give up, let go of the man for another woman to have?

And if indeed God did not predestine Yang Pou Han to be his soul mate, it was enough until now that he was crying over the man. Nindy will sincerely accept his departure, letting the man be happy with the woman he likes.

The heavy sighing from Nindy's breath, she looked up, wiping away the tears that were soaking her cheeks. Trying to get up from the slump, Nindy straightened her body, stepping forward where the pavement was. From a distance he saw a taxi approaching, his hands waving to stop the taxi.

Without waiting for the door to open, Nindy opened it herself shortly after the taxi stopped in front of her. He put his body in, then sat with his back resting on the backrest of the car seat. The tears were still flowing without wanting to stop. Berlinang, so swift, dropped his arrogance towards feelings that could not possibly be hurt.

The taxi began to speed, with Nindy pensively with a blank look. Memories of his being together and the man swirled around in his head. How his sometimes annoying, sometimes gentle attitude makes Nindy out of sense to serve him.

They often quarrel over little things, quarrel, but it does not last long, for any scurrilous debate will end in an intoxicating hot kiss, then penetrated into intercourse by combining love on the bed.

Is Nindy too stupid, because she did not realize that she was only considered as a lustful gratifier? However, is it not the duty of a wife who serves her husband with joy? Whether they love each other or not, Nindy must serve her husband's biological needs sincerely and willingly.

Nindy looked to the side, where the lush trees lined the left and right of the paved road were located. Only then did he realize one thing, this was not the way to his house. No, Nindy even forgot to tell her home address. Where will the taxi driver take him?

"Please stop! This is not the path I want." Nindy seemed panicked, too late for sadness to forget she was still in the taxi.

The taxi driver was unmoved, indifferent to Nindy's request. Until Nindy saw the man increase the speed of his vehicle.

"Please stop! I want to go home!" Nindy leaned forward, pulling the hand of the man in the driving position to stop the vehicle.

"Stop! I want to go home, please!" He was still trying hard to grab the man's hand, pulling it out by expelling all the remaining energy. Until the man's face turned towards her, Nindy immediately released the grip of her hand.

He nodded, unable to believe what he saw before his eyes. The man she knew, wearing the uniform of a taxi driver, showed her cold face. One sentence hung from Nindy's lips, releasing the almost impossible shock.

"Which, you? How come?" nindy said with her eyes fully rounded.