My Sacrifice for Mother

Wanna Go

The silence and solitude of Ghanes in his mother's house did not necessarily make his mind calm.

He was happy for a while because he could breathe the fresh air of solitude again. Or commonly referred to as millennial children as me time.

But this is only temporary. While what happens next is the anxiety that is increasing every day.

The new things that Ghanes tried to do every day were only able to make him calm for a moment, but when he returned home and began to enter the room, he would be buried in a very very deep anxiety.

Back to thinking about his past life that hit his head so badly. Crushed his heart.

Ghanes really did not expect that his decision at that time would haunt him until now. Even his heart was still so sick and sore . Especially if you imagine the current child should enter his golden age.

This should be the time when Ghanes is putting all of her abilities into being the best educator for her child.

The glittering shadow of the city in the country made him even more hurt.

Right now Ghanes was aloof in his room with a white cell phone in his hand.

Enjoy motivational videos on youtube.

"The best way to heal from trauma is to return to the event that traumatized her. Example: if someone is afraid of water because they have drowned, then the way to cure it is to go back to swimming."

The voice of Dedy Corbuzier, heard on his mini-phone, immediately broke his daydream.

"Is that really so?" Ask Ghanes to himself.

Looking up and wondering how much the rest of his savings was, Ghanes began to find something in his brain.

Ghanes smiled slightly, though,

"Hmmm... I will back."

Then she swiped her phone screen and looked for her husband's contact.

...*A**I will return to T* country*.***√√...

Huh ? Seriously ? When ?√√

...In the near future. √√...

Another job ?√√

...Ga. Just play. √√...

What is it ?√√

...Tourist visa. √√...

How-how long?√√

...At least 1 to 2 months.√√...

I'll be there tomorrow.√√

...Handbreadth.√√***...

.......

Danu plot, though,

Danu************* his head suddenly felt very dizzy, he said,

"Ni son of a dach. Akkhhh shhiitt why bego cave anyway, must play playing sketches togel everything. If you're in the cave, should you lose him again ?."

Danu was so frustrated to get a chat from his wife who suddenly said he wanted to leave again.

Although only said tourist visa, but Danu very well know that Ghanes is not 1 2 years in the country.

Danu knew that Ghanes could have been illegal there after his visa ran out.

Danu also knew that Ghanes had a lot of connections there.

What Danu worries about is that if Ghanes makes the country an escape his heart, and he no longer wants to return to his country.

So if this happens then in the end Danu himself feels the most pain.

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The leaves have not disappeared from the leaves. Danu suddenly hugged Ghanes from behind.

Ghanes who was still feeling good to sleep in the fairly cold air was startled when there were cold hands hugging her.

But from the scent of his body, without opening his eyes even though Ghanes already knows whose behavior it is.

"Sir, seriously going?"

"Shut up ! The cave is sleeping."

Test ! Suddenly Danu's tears fell to her cheeks.

His wife is not the old one anymore. Chilly.

Although Danu was used to the tightness of Ghanes, but the voice grips this time were very different from usual.

Danu further tightened his embrace while continuing to hold so that he did not sob.

Danu doesn't want to lose Ghanes. As if today was their last day together.

Ghanes did not care. Even though he could no longer sleep, he still refused to open his eyes.

His heart is still very messed up. Not happy when Danu hugged her. But flat there was nothing he felt.

"Eh." (someone's weak voice)

Then it's back closed.

The one who opened the door was Mr. Alan. Who seek the existence of Danu. He thought they were talking inside. The son and daughter-in-law were hugging. 😁

"What's up, sir?" Ask Santi.

"They're sleeping."

"And from yesterday-yesterday I said, don't interfere in their affairs, let it be. Unless they ask for your opinion, give your opinion. Let them solve the problem."

"Yes buk, yes."

Miss Santi chided, "yes yes doank from yesterday."

Mr. Alan left Ghanes' room with a raging mind not knowing what he was going to do.

Worrying about the home life of her only daughter.

9.00

Ghanes and Danu with sleepy red eyes just came out of the room without talking to each other.

Ghanes is looking for his parents, Mr. Alan and Ms. Santi are in the kitchen making coffee.

"Oh, I want to go to country T again." Ghanes said suddenly to the point.

"Why?" Ask Mr. Alan.

While Miss Santi just silently did not respond.

"Ga nothing." Answer Ghanes sat down lethargic .

Danu just silently accompanied Ghanes sitting next to him.

Mr. Alan looked at Danu in astonishment, "Ga you forbid Dan?"

"Ga sir, I dare not forbid it because it will be useless, besides Ghanes will still be one KK with my father, so anyway if leaving is needed is the signature of my father not me."

Mr. Alan mangut-mangut understand the nature of his daughter that can not be banned, because if banned without a strong reason, he will even more courageous.

Alan then continued his sentence,

"Yes, if you're up to the two of you. Now this father can only support whatever you do, as long as it doesn't hurt anyone else."

Santi ma'am who had been silent since then chimed in, too,

"How many years is Nes?"

Ask Ghanes.

"At least 1 or 2 months."

"Well, how can you?"

"Tourist's visa."

"Enough money?"

"There was. Just make it show at the depnaker."

"What is Buk, if there is less, I can transfer from home. The ATM master card can be used abroad."

Danu advised that Miss Santi not to worry.

"Can it be Dan?"

"Can donk Buk. Now the age is getting more sophisticated."

"Yes, but remember Nes, don't be long, I know you're under stress lately. Without you talking, my mother knows. But whatever your problem, solve it well not to avoid. There is a problem to solve. How far can we go to find a solution."

Ms. Santi took a deep breath and then threw her down, her eyes began to glaze over, glassy,

"Actually while you're here, I can't wait to see your face so every day. So yes, go. Do it if it makes you better, Nes."

Ghanes was silent. Danu was silent too. Silence there was not the slightest sound except the breath of those who were mutual.

Until finally a cup of coffee is offered by Bu Santi to Danu.

"I'm sorry Buk let mom make me coffee."

"Have Dan, you know. Don't think about it. No need to shrug."

Danu smiled, "Thank you for it."

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