My Sacrifice for Mother

Money and Life

Two months have passed, but Mas Susan's pain did not improve even worse. Laboratory diagnoses have come out as well .

The lab diagnosis showed that the pain Mas Susan suffered was a mutated Malaria. So the symptoms of symptoms that are caused are also different from those that used to be. The virus that was declared negative turned out to still be left and even multiply more virulent. That's what causes platelets and hematrocytes in his body to decrease from day to day.

The struggle to get a diagnosis is long, you have to rent a lab specifically, hire a specialist doctor from outside the hospital.

And all of that is calculated at a cost per day.

Anes' savings eroded out for it all, Anes began to issue his last move, Debt.

Borrowing money on his old best friend, thank God he can get 10,000,000 instead of nothing.

Enough for 1.5 month hospital fee.

Without Anes realizing Anes began to stress, began to get angry often. Started to drink Amer, and smoking.

Supported from Amer that he did not have to buy, because inside the house is always available . Usually open for party events or just a birthday celebration.

The monthly salary that he sent was only enough to use for 10 days.

Anes has resigned, no longer know what to do. Don't know what else to do.

Same when on the phone at home, then he will immediately angry as it happens now.

"Sir, next week the schedule of doctor's visits early in the month." Andra said across the phone.

"Keep ?" Ask Anes .

"Well I said first ma mbak Anes, the beginning of the month will usually be the same receipt of payment mbak." Andra said again.

"Why report to me?" anes asked, getting annoyed.

"What money are you doing?" Answer Andra.

"Ndra ! I'll tell you, my head's spinning Ndra, dizzy ! swear already. Want to find money where else Ndra . Confused cave. Cook the cave itself which thinks money Ndra . No one helped me ? My debt yesterday has not yet paid Ndra . Honestly yes, I can't if I send a debt here and there. The weight of the gig." Anes said rudely.

"As for you, how do you want whatever. Don't what report to the cave. Dizziness of the cave." Add anes again.

"Yes, that's it. What matters is that I talked. Okay, I'll close first." Andra said, hanging up the phone.

"Rese really ni son, why would anything ask to the cave. Can be crazy old cave." Anes grumbled in his heart.

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Night at 23:30

"Eh... What was the outrageous cave, ma Andra ? Gua also did not know how difficult he was at home. Oh, gosh... how mean am I?" Anes in his heart.

"This is because of Mas Susan. If Mas Susan ain't sick, gini gini gini's very alive cave dah." Anes continued with his grunts.

"Ma,, "Call Anes to Mama.

"iya An, what's up ? tumben malem nyariin. Papa is good, right?" Ask Mama.

"Papa good ma, just I want to say something ma." Anes said a little doubtfully.

"What's the matter An?"

"eemmm gini Ma, can you not if my salary is 6 months ahead I ask first ? Leave 500,000 aja ma per month, make buy pulses." Anes said while please be anxious.

"You got a problem ?" Ask Mama.

"Yes Ma, I'm at home need money, if I can tomorrow anyway Ma, or the day after tomorrow. Can you ma?" Ask Anes again.

"Are you sure you only want 500,000 ?enough ?" Ask Mama reassuringly.

"Well, ma, that's enough." Said Anes again.

"Yes, it's been okay for 6 months. Tomorrow afternoon I will give you. Is that all ? is there anything else?"

"Ga there's Ma, that's all. Yes, ma, thank you." Said Anes holding haru.

"iya ga pa pa. sama. kirain what's wrong."

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Tuuuttt....

"Tomorrow afternoon cave transfer. I just want to say that. Let you not panic." Anes to the point.

"Where is the money coming from?" Ask Andra.

"Here you are, don't take care of any money from anywhere. What matters is it ?!. Yes already. The cave is going to sleep first. Bye yes."

Tuuuutts.

"Yahhh. .....Hhk...hhk...hhk already....hhhk, I know you stress mbak, but I'm also confused here. Confused about what to do too. We're done too." Andra said slowly while looking at the phone in her hand.

"Fuck ! Money ! money ! money trs tyap day. What is the salary of the cave here. Crazy real. A month's salary runs out in 10 days. Jeez... When does this end?" Anes complained while laying down his body on his small bed.

"Ndra ! Why did you kill Mas Susan Ndra ?" Anes shouted at his sister who was holding a knife in her hand and Susan who was covered in blood on the hospital bed.

"Akkkhhh !! Oh, my... ! dream ! just a dream ! dream Nes! " She cried Anes to herself with her breath still chipped.

Anes immediately sat down while slowly breathing the land, collecting his life back while remembering the nightmare.

"A strange dream." Said Anes slowly.

A moment to look at Papa's bed, and be grateful that Anes still heard Papa's distinctive soft snoring.

"hhkkp... Gratitude... " Said Naes stroking his chest slowly.

Anes then raised his left wrist to look at the black watch box that always hangs in his left hand.

Yes Anes is a time-disciplined person. Therefore, the jewelry that is always used is just a watch. He always chooses a watch that is water resistant at least 10M.

Although he is often said to be gesrek, girls do not know shame etc., but about the time Anes is very disciplined.

"Akkhhh at 2:45, a sign that's not as good as it looks." Anes muttered a little unsure of what he believed.

That is, if the dream goes through a third of the night, then it really happens, meaning it is not a dream, but our spirits who really experience the incident, or can be said to be a sign from God.

"It is better to pray first. Who knows if my heart is calmer."

Inner Anes while continuing to step foot towards the balcony of the 1st floor house. Right in the clothesline. Because there is a water tap and because of its position outdoors, the sound of water rustling will not disturb people sleeping in the house.

It didn't take 5 minutes for Anes to finish his Wudhlu.

Anespun doing tahajud on the floor next to the bed.

After greeting, he remembered his Lord.

"Yes my Lord, heal Mas Susan, I am tired, I am the mother, the father of Andra, and also the Father.

Aamiin's."

One second after rubbing both hands on his face....

"God... !!! Where did this animal come from ?" In the heart of Anes was shocked when it turned out that at the four ends of his alphabet there were centipedes each 1 tail, tightly attached there.

Still curious, Anes immediately pulled the strong Face and shook it off. Keep going straight up to the bed.

In the embrace of the prayer mat, with eyes pusher looking at the floor, centipede centipede was somewhere.

Still with a strange feeling, where the centipede can enter, while this house is a closed house. All the gaps in the gap are covered with fine iron gauze, there may be no animals can enter, even the body of the ant can not enter, because the wire case is very smooth.

Mukena who had not been able to escape, still hugging the prayer mat, finally Anes fell asleep again with a half-sitting position.

His eyes closed, but his eyeballs continued to move motion, signs of sleep were not funny and or dreaming again. .

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