My Sacrifice for Mother
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Dddrrrtt...
Dddrrrtt...
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"Akkkhhh who the hell?" Anes grumbled slowly while reaching into his pants pocket.
"Weeii (Hallo)" Anes replied as she pressed the volume of sound on her earphones.
"Hallo. Where are you going anyway ? From yesterday the phone was not picked up, it was WA also not you open right ? Why ?"
"I forgot to Dad."
"Forgotten ???? Strange.how can you forget ?"
"yes that's how it is."
"Your voice lemes. What the hell is it?" Didim asked as he heard the strange voice of Anes.
"Ga pa pa, sleepy effect maybe , today it's just males."
"What's up ?"
"Have you.. ga pa pa?"
"Oh yeah if you don't pa pa pa, how is your brother, there is improvement ?"
"Mmmm there is a thing."
"Have you been out of the hospital well ?" Ask Didim without Coma.
"Died." Teeeess.
Anes' tears are back.
"Haaaaah ?!! Inalilahiwainailaihirojiu... When ?" Didim was shocked.
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"Isn't it ?"
"Yank, are you crying ?"
There's still no answer.
"Don't tell me you're sleeping, you're crying, or you're daydreaming because of this."
Said Didim again.
"Yes. hhiikksss." Answer Anes slowly.
"H...h.okay, ga pa pa you cry, grieve, but remember Yank you are working here, you have a big responsibility, you have a big responsibility, do not let your grief be bad for others, especially your father. Take care of yourself, take care of your health. Don't tell me you haven't eaten either."
"c.mang...b..*#&...e. A..#&*...us ga... ..n....a.....p......su." Anes said with a voice that was still trembling.
"Now you are looking for a drink first gih, I'll sit down and drink, Istighfar a lot, let the heart calm down." Didim gave advice.
"Pick ! Don't you just talk." Didim began to rule because his ears did not hear any movement from people across the phone.
*Sssrkkhh......
...ggrrrccckkkk*.....
"A mouthful of two sips is enough, let it calm down a little." Connect Didim on the phone.
hhiikk.....
It sounded faint and slow, like a sound that was deliberately held.
"Yes, you may cry, but remember, do not let your work lie dormant, all that comes must go, and we will not know when it will happen. From here we can learn, appreciate every togetherness given by God. Appreciate every second of time that is given to us to be utilized as well as possible. Because as good as humans are useful for others, right?!"
Connect with Didim without expecting any response from across the phone, because the goal is to entertain Anes so that he is a little calmer.
Hiikk.... Still with a soft voice.
"Later Malem, I will, we pray Mas Susan together, yes, now do your job first, I am victorious, do not matiin his phone, You do not have to say anything pa pa pa pa, you do not want to say anything, the important thing is that you know I exist, so you're not alone." Said Didim again.
Anes remained silent and answered nothing. Because he doesn't know what to say either. There are too many things in his head. More precisely his brain was empty, he did not even know what he was thinking in his head.
'I remember a heart that was studded with dreams
Where are you going, love?
The silent journey you took alone
Strengthen the heart, love
Do you remember the simple dew of the morning?
Who accompanied you before the light
Do you remember the wind that blows away?
Who will defend you, love
The strength of the heart that holds the promise
Take my hand, love
'I will not leave you alone
Keep your heart, love
Do you remember the simple dew of the morning?
Who accompanied you before the light
Do you remember the wind that blows away?
Who will defend you, love
'I remember a heart that was studded with dreams
Where are you going, love?
The silent journey you took alone
Strengthen the heart, love
Do you remember to…
Slowly... sound Letto song in the ears of Anes and Didim, of course this Didim who did it.
As is their daily habit, make phone calls just to listen to songs together.
Author : 😁 You who read this story already know how blm yes ? call and then listen to music together2 from the gallery ? wxwxwx...
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12.20 Clock hand on Kitchen wall .
My mom's kids are getting together for lunch.
"Heeiihhh,,,, how come the rice is still rice?" Suddenly my mother's daughter spoke to herself.
"Akkhhh cook the hell Mba ?" Anes asked in shock.
"Yes . nih.. here look."
"Uuppsss sorry mbak, mbak and others can not wait 1/5 more hours? Sorry again." Said Anes feeling awkward and guilty.
"Okay, it's not pa pa kok. I said Mama first, let's play mahyongnya in length another half an hour." Said it while passing away.
"ppsstttt what's up Yen ? " Task a voice subtly
"*Nasinya blm mateng Ma, it seems He again has a problem yes, why his face reddened from morning , his eyes are swollen so."
"Yes, justin aja, do not talk long, his brother in Indonesia just died.So in the morning he stopped talking for a while, he said ..want to add more money pinjem to send home. Kasian. I wanted to help you with your homework, she didn't want to*."
Answer that voice that is none other than Mama.
"Oohh"
The voice was so subtle, but Anes' very sensitive ears, could still hear him, though he did not respond to anything, his mind, he himself does not want to talk at this time.
He from waking up intentionally busied himself even more busy than usual, so that his brain was a little distracted . So what can he do besides keep himself busy ? Struggling overseas is not an easy thing. Must be independent in all areas.
Angry, sad all must be held in the heart.
Daily life must pass like nothing, walking normally.
Often missed in the shadow of his eyes, togetherness with his brother who was a little crazy.
"Aakkhhhhh !!! Mass freelin goblok... Ndraa.. pleasein !!" Shouted Anes at that time when it arrived Mas Susan tied her hands and then entered the sack of rice until the neck.
"Hahahahaha... Yes mbak, I want to play first, later if Father or Ibuk come home for help with them. Jahahahhaha" said Andra Cuek when she saw her sister in a sack of rice. Cuex while laughing out loud bahak and ngeloyor left without any intention of wanting to help.
"You guys are crazy !" Shouted Anes very irritated at that time.
"Just calm Blek, later go home to work masakin cave cuisine in the Endul cave, but must be patient, enjoy your life there first, itung itung semedi, say tau dapet nomir togel. Haha." - Hahahaha." Susan said as she waved her hand and left .
"Maassa!!! Crazy ! ... ooeee.... lepasiin.!"
That shout was what Anes missed so much. It turns out ... what we used to think was an annoying thing , it could be the most missed thing someday.
No one will call him CIBLEK anymore.
Nothing will make her cry and laugh at the same time.
In my mind long embedded
A million shadows of you
Fainter feels light heart
Remembering what you gave me
Time goes slowly to lead
In the destiny of my life
I've been held back enough
At the crossroads of my past
Try 'to fight
The vibration I kept on clucking
Suck into my breadfruit niche
Try 'to get rid of
The smell of your breath
Flowing filled my blood rate
It's not the same, it's never the same
What I touch, what I touch
As warm as your embrace, as gentle as your defense
No one can be like you
What this life means
Put me in nothingness
Everything is weak without rest
Just lean on you
I can't, I really can't
Replacing yourself with himself
Try 'to fight
The vibration I kept on clucking
Sinking into my tribe's niche…
Back Fadli Padi's voice ran softly on the two earphones Anes whose brain contents were not with his head.
Slowly he realized, it turned out to be true Something that will mean a lot when we have lost .
We will also be very lost if we feel we have it.
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.Author : Apologize, if you haven't written for a long time, as I said yesterday2, if I don't write it means I'm exhausted.
For those who are willing to take the time to read, Matur Thank iyuu ya. hehehhehe
Ntar the prize is a flip-flop let us twin. ceee iilleee. .. 😛😛
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KANCUUTTT ??? uh.... Lanjyyuuuttt 🤣
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